i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it~~

2011-06-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

10:25!!

63days~~ =D

this song is for you. I Love You dear. <3 Always and forever.

I know you're thinking of me now. =)

I'm just wishing that the next time we see each other will come soon~

*huugs* (Imagining~ <3)

I will always be grateful for the gift you've given me. It's th best thing that could possibly have happened in my life. I miss you too, but like you said each moment that passes brings us closer to the next time we see each other. So just hold on. =). I Love You.

Reminiscence/marchaprilholidays

2011-04-03T16:46:00.003+08:00

daamn that word is difficult to spell. (superfluously anfractuous. haha)

it's the middle of the 2week holiday that int'l sch students get to enjoy specifically over those poor local schools. haha. so i'm like, really bored.

i did manage to go out every single day the first week tho. which is some major improvement over my previous holidays. which were basically rotting away at home and spamming some no-life shit like PS3 or com. and oddly enough i used t think that THAT was having fun and real enjoyment of the holidays. man, how things have changed. like, ALLOT. ALOTALLOT

it's like, i was reading my old blog posts (bloody hell were they retarded. like, i have no idea wad used to run through my old mind just 2 years ago). so much has changed. haha this is like shaping up to be another "reminisce" post again. but, hey, you can never have enough of missing th past.. or.. smth like that. wadever.

one thing that really hit me was like, how i used to post about YCS events. haha. last time it was like "yay i got in the same group as ivan and weichong". now, it's like, heck i'm likely the one assigning the groups or smth (well not really, but you get the idea). i don't belong to groups anymore, i'm helping to run th whole thing. =P.

it gets you thinking y'know, how you used to be a participant, and have SUCH different expectations and requirements of events. and now to plan, you need to look at participants' view, which don't become as apparent as before. it's so.... i dno how to describe luh, it just makes me think, feel. like idk. lol

now that sec 4 is well and truly over (that is, it's been so long since then that it really feels like it's gone), i reaally miss all the things that we used to do. staying back in class LOONG after the final bell's gone for the end of school. still being in class at 4.30 when school ended at 2.10. spending that whoooole time playing frisbee/paperballs/bottlecaps and then sitting arnd and talking random shit. how can ANYTHING beat that life man. wonder how many hours we wasted just stoning in class. haha. so many happy memories.

and i miss pissing off menghui and jiyang by writing her name everywhere and almost every chance i got.

yeaaaahhhh. haha. and the SS TYS thingy where i highlighted her name by cancelling out all the other letters. her name definitely is one of the easiest names to do that with lol. so retarded.

meeting up w the whole vivek clan (minus menghui, and vivek. -,-) again reminded me of how things used to be. and how cool it is that we still continue to talk so much and bond together. makes me think about 20 years down th road, and how i always see my parents meeting up w ppl they haven't seen in a long time whom they've known for dno how many years, and they still talk and are best of friends. And i am seriously looking forward to menghui's proposed class trip to korea 10 or 20 years down th road. if it happens at all. haha.

and y'know, before this year started, i was actually wondering if i could make frens at all. i mean, it had been such a long time since i actually made a fren. cos i was alrdy frens w everyone in class (not remembering how it happened at all. lol), and all my other frens. so i was like, how did i make frens last time? can i even do it again? stupid thinking haha. now i've got pretty good frens in SJII. and yes, once again it's a bit fuzzy how i became frens with them. xD. heck, i don't rmbr the first time i talked to ANYONE. like w vivek, who INSISTS it started w double cheeseburgers, but i believe that was just some random story that wasn't true. but, like when you first talk to someone you don't know that you're gonna become good frens. so, yeaaaaaah. or my memory just sucks. i'm going for the latter. haha.

like, right now i am REAAALLYYY glad i chose IB. looking at all my frens in JC, they kena spammed with work like shiit. and i'm still happily slacking my days away. and no it's not cos right now is my hols. i swear, during the JC ppl's holidays, i was still more free than them, even tho i still had sch. JC is just waaaay to xiong. even tho i have activities 4 out of 5 days, i still end sch arnd same time as them. and my IB timetable is sooo much better than JC. i feel anyway. haha, so much for the saying "the grass is always greener on the other side". but hey, even if somehow or other JC life was better than IB, i'm not gonna regret my decision. making this decision i just told myself, make it, and stick w it. no regrets.

which kinda doesn't explain why i'm soo obsessed w VJ being the BEST SCHOOL EVAR. haha. it's damn cool, how i managed to fool like soooo many ppl into thinking i got posted to and i'm studying in VJ. but idk why luh. i guess th hopes and dreams of pre-Olvl and signing of contract just stayed. i mean, it was supposed to be th awesome 431 trio. Me, Ji Yang, Vivek. all going to VJ, and kicking ass. it would've been so effin awesome. but, it ended up only JiYang going t VJ. funny how things can change. *shrug*

well, yeah. so... i guess that does it for reminisesiscinging. i guess. can't quite gather my thoughts. kinda stoned/sleepy right now. xP

alright, so, yeah i went out the whooole of the first week.

Monday, movies (diary of a wimpy kid) w SJII ppl (SCGS + okay i have no way to classify. xP)

wingman-ing Nikhil and choosing Kevin randomly as the Alpha male. haha. then talking cock at PlazaSing food court, and getting lost by th girls' gossiping. then walking for pancakes but it was closed. then going to some random milkshake place.

Tuesday, morning was. uhhhh. a blank space of memory. nvm. but in th afternoon went to sji to drop by their YCS meeting. it was pretty well run. they have JOURNALS. like woah. and haha jeremy lieu gave a session abt th Lord's Prayer. i dun tink i rmbred that he was catholic at all. xP but yea now to think abt it he is. i tink. oO. well, i'm going back again next tues. they're gonna have praise and worship. so that's cool. met Joshua, first time in a looooooong time. then he pangseh-ed me after ycs meeting cos his fren dragged him to th bus stop. meh. then i went to Punggol Park again to chillout. but i fell asleep for abt 5 minutes. was kinda sleepy haha. was spending th past few days doing project Aerith. xP

Wednesday, morning hung out w Brian, played BlackOps, and also tennis. it was quite fun. i kinda managed to juggle three balls. but only once. throw and catch. then in the afternoon met Carrie, to go huisuo to do th dore. went AMK hub subway for lunch, kena scam by the stupid subway special offer thingy, and randomly picked up another special offer card. haha. ate a meatball footlong. went Jubilee (first time i ever heard of it or been thr) popular to buy paper. then went back to AJ, this time i DIDN'T get rejected by th security guard. waited for Carrie to go settle changing CCA stuff. then got more or less lost in getting to huisuo. -,-. retarded. lol. went huisuo, took note of the model of th busted photocopier, blasted music, took a halfhour nap while Carrie did th dore =P. then finished and zao-ded home.

Thursday, went badminton at Cairnhill CC (nvr heard of before), w Nikhil Sarah etc. it was pretty fun, except th raquet i took sucked, th grip damn old and like disintegrated and turned my hand th same colour as Nikhil xD. and my shoe broke. -,- damn annoying. then Ryan planja-ed pizza. THEN, we took a cab to SICC. Singapore Island Country Club. like, seriously, a CLUB. =O. then Nikhil went to shower, and the shower room thr was damn epic. haircare products galore. like wtssss. then Isaac called and told us to order first, and just put it on Ryan's tab. WAIT. HANG ON A MINUTE. PUT IT ON HIS TAB??. like, TAB. SERIOUSLY??? man, Nikhil and I were totally freaking out over that. lol. sooooo cool. to say "put it on my tab". owned. then after lunch, played a bit of pool, then bowling. it was okayokay. but my arm muscle was damn tired and pain frm th whole week's activities. lol. then Ryan is like some ownage pro at bowling. can friggin curl th ball (hahaa typoed that as bawl, and bowl).

Friday, celebrating Remy's bday. and also April fools'. went to Sarah's house, where there is a Porsche, Pool, Pool table, Grand piano, etc. Played pool, had cake, half-watched a horror movie, talked a bit. And read th Bro Code, which was quite cool, and funny. I managed t beat Ryan at pool. =O. some skills, and probably a lot of luck. xP. It was a fun time. Then went to SJI for P&W session. Met Joshua agaain, and showed off. =P. like, yay i can do EVERYTHING. lawl. fooled him for a bit thinking i knew how to use a skateboard. P&W was pretty good, altho th lights should have been turned off. and some ppl weren't into th proper mood. but th sharings frm SJI alumni were good. and as for April Fool's, i got fooled. but i maintain that th only reason i got fooled is cos i'm a good fren. and i had it in mind that they were all possibly april fool's jokes, but i believed them anyway, better safe than sorry. There was Carrie's IMH self-pwning prank, and Kim's getting pissed off prank. i got back at Kim by acting pissed off in return tho. lol. then thr was Darryl's one day early prank, "does this person look familiar to you?". As for pranks of my own. i didn't do any. couldn't think of decent ones. lol. but if i had i bet i would've totally been able to pull it off. epic scamming skills. Carrie and I DID prank Ivan though. damn epic luh. now whenever either of us posts "IIIIIVVVVVVVVVVAAAAAAAAAAANNN" on his wall he's gonna freak out cos he thinks we're gonna tell him smth which will ruin his life. xD. owned

Saturday, AJ carnival. It was pretty okay luh. thr was a bunch of games, and food, and stuff. huge plastic balls whr ppl go in and roll at each other. turned out less epic than expected. dunking machine, nth much to say abt that. some huge inflatable castle in th hall, which was okayy... like, th first part, Carrie and i were just wandering arnd. i tried Carrie's stall and failed. lol. i can't rmbr th order of th day.. hmm.. went to check out th xbox360/Wii stations. they only had kinect games, and some other random wii games. which i guess was an okay idea for games. but they really should have ROCK BAND or GUITARHERO. seriously. haha. watched Carrie's classmates play Mario kart, which was damn spastic, random high pitched screaming. then we played also, i won. =D. checked out th random stuff that was happening on stage, bingo, some performances. there was song dedication, and Carrie wanted to ask them to play Friday. they eventually did but we were in th wii booth. epic timing dodge. xD th dance performances were a'ight, th popper was okay. i mean like, his performance was definitely creative, but as usual w popping thr isn't rly a whole lot you can do. so his creativity was admirable, and it was a pretty good performance. the bboys, well, it wasn't easy to choreo and sync all th footwork. but they didn't really do a whole lot. and i think it was a bit too long with not enough "wow" moments. suure they had power moves in there, but nth that really stunned th crowd or make them go woah. or atleast, not for me, for me it was only when i recognised th moves that they did. haha. ("that's not a freeze, that's not a freeze, that's not a freeze, that's not a freeze either"). bought Halo3 for FIVE FRIGGIN DOLLARS ZOMG. xD. epicwin jumble sale frm the interact club. but th armoredcore4 i bought was in japanese. zzz. went to th xbox booth to try out and test th games xD. then went to th wii. watched some ppl play SuperSmashBros. damn spastic. haha. ("POKEMON TRAINER"). then we played also. random button mashing. bought Anderson's Icecream. (go figure, Anderson JC). also met a bunch of SJI ppl who i had no idea were in AJC. xP. Kenny especially sad, Carrie didn't recognise him. one of Carrie's classmates randomly came up to me and asked "do you go SJI international" like wuuuut omg stalker haha. he knows Nikhil and Sarah, frm HCI also. then th sushil guy damn hyper, do th fistbump handshake thing w me. helped take a picture of Carrie's class. then zao-ed for catechism

and today, Sunday, slacked off the whooooooooooooooooooooole day lol. been blogging, finishing the random update, then typing out this uber long shit. feeling damn sleepy and shag. idk whhyy. took a 1hr nap today. mmm

okay. sheesh. enough of this. i'm done. (finally)

Payce out,

Justin Cyril Ng

Catch up of life.

2011-04-03T13:30:00.001+08:00

Yoyoyoyozzz.

it's been 3 months since the start of school in SJII. (now 4 actually, i put off finishing this for a month haha)

so i'm guessing, it's about time for an update of how life is nowadays.

just roughly, talkin abt stuff.

this'll be th first post in quite a while whr i don't just rip off one of my reflections to copynpaste here cos i was too lazy to type out stuff again. (mostly because there IS no reflection for me to ripoff. haha)

well, that goes to show how much reflections i hav to do for IB. xP

and i srsly spaaaaam for reflections. writing a huge-ass long piece o shit reflections.

Like, for YCS Music Fest, th CAS reflection was 1,111 words long. =DD

when i showed it to Mr Walsh, he flipped through all the documents and flipped to the reflection page, he went TOTALLY shocked and was like "ohh my God, this is fantastic" hahaa wth.

as for lessons, they're pretty alright. i'm lucky to have good teachers and none of the fail ones. =P

so i gotta be thankful for that. right now for chem and physics it's still all basics that we've done in O levels tho. ESPECIALLY chem. omg sia. friggin 20+ questions JUST on calculating empirical formula, and moles and concentration. so BLOODY sian.

English is okay, it's a heck of a lot more like Lit. anal-ing texts and stuff.

Math is hardcore mind-effing sia. i swear. touching on complex numbers. and it's like wtefff just happened. oO. but so far i'm following i guess. frm parent teacher conference, Mr Scheelbeek says i'm a "bright kid" so. i guess i'll be okay.

Econs is pretty cool. so far i understand it. and i guess i'm doing alright.

Chinese, hoooly damn. so friggin retarded man. at first i was in A2 standard. and i realised that that is some bloody hell lot of hard work. THREE books to study. and it's bordering on chinese LITERATURE. so yeah. hell no. i dropped to B standard. and like wth lol. it's damn slack. and th teacher translates every other sentence into english, without prompts. like lol.

study-wise, i don't think i have to worry a lot, cos i've been doing well in all my tests so far. xD

all th most recent results

Physics 81%, Chem 94%, Econs 96%, Maths 100%, Chinese 88%(compo).

and i've started to belong to th SJII community alrdy. made a cool bunch of frens. =D

so that's alright. in time i wonder if i'll love SJII as much as SJI? or even more. haha i ain't putting that possibility as impossible.

well, i joined 4 activities after sch. and i stay back so much that on friday when i actually DO have a free afternoon after sch, it feels weird leaving sch at 3. haha.

cos of CAS, i joined so many i guess. but then again, now it feels like my sch life would be pretty empty and bland without all the activities.

so, Mondays, Basketball.

It's pretty slack, i mean like we don't rly drill a lot. just every start of training run a few rounds, do some warmup, do a few passing/dribbling drills. then after that just playing match the whole rest of the training. so it's quite fun luh. It's also quite tiring, after running th few rounds. i'm like, damn unfit lol. can't run, and no stamina at all. ah well. hopefully w all th activities i'm doing i'll get into better shape.

Tuesdays, YCS.

mmm, YCS a bit disappointing luh, cos of the recruitment. only got in 2 grade 8s at first. and one more. Though one good point was Grade 11s joining, since grade 11s usually don't bother joining YCS (no CAS points). actually had more grade 11s joining than grade 8s actually. =P Meetings are facilitated by Elvina (tho not for long. she's leaving -,-), so they're quite okay. th new members sometimes can't settle down or focus tho, so that's kinda a problem. but meetings are rly quite okay. it's not easy to facilitate meetings tho. know what topic to do, which direction to lead the discussion and such. and to keep ppl interested and 'entertained'

Wednesdays, Service w ToaPayoh elderly.

service is pretty interesting. we get to do stuff and actually do something meaningful. it's more fun than what going to old folk's homes usually entails, havin random conversations, playing chess or smth. or actually idk. but wad we do is sorta fun so yeah. we entertain th elderly, dance, sing, do games/activities and such. it's quite meaningful, and there is one old lady who keeps insisting that we don't have to come, if we're too busy, we shld focus on studies. so sweet. =P. th elderly are also quite enthu (sometimes), they try to follow what we're doing, though it's difficult for them.

Thursdays, American Street Dance.

just awesome. totally man. there are mats for us to practice those more painful stuff (flips, handsprings, headstands etc). the seniors are damn pro. like john, backflipping everywhere and like wth luh. And he told us about one ex-senior who was working on DOUBLE backflips. like wthhhhhhh GAY. totally. how is that even physically humanly possible. people doublebackflips on motorcycles off 4m ramps. not jumping off th floor just like that. but okay moving on. I've improved cos of this activity, no doubt. my handstands are that wee bit better now. (mainly thanks to a recent session w roniel, but also cos of the practice that i'm getting.) my headstands are also better. i can actually take off my hands for a brief moment now. and i'm doing it properly, cos th weight is off my hands as much as possible, and my body is vertical. (i think). i've also learned some other stuff. like rolling kipups. honestly tho i haven't really learned a whole lot. but i'm slowly learning. xP. slow as usual.

okay that's it for activities. and i suppose sch in general.

YCS,

well, huisuo finally got cleaned out. (i can't say "i finally cleaned out huisuo", cos i didn't do anth, apart frm take out a pathetic small bag of stuff). totally needed th help of pingping, someone who actually knows what all the random stuff in huisuo is, and knows what needs to be kept and what can and should be thrown away. well thankfully that part is done. xP

it's kinda weird tho, like, i don't really know all th newer YCS members well. cos i missed march camp i suppose, and also like for last year's christmas camp (which was AWESOMEEEEE) i was kangle and didn't interact a whole lot w everyone. ohwell. apparently, it seems i'm gonna serve another term. my name is put down under nominees.. =O. tsk. so much for Carrie and my plan to level up and become laojiao. hmm

weeelll...... uhhh.

yup. so i guess that about wraps it up. =)

as usual,

Payce out,

Justin Cyril Ng

random update (last day of term 1)

2011-03-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

haha coool today was fun.

Free dress day in school (cost $5 dang)

started off in th morning sitting arnd talking random cock w isabel isaac sarah and clarence.

then in econs trained lateral thinking skills (dead person suicide stick, person eat squid sick, romeo and juliet dead glass puddle of water)

then after school, SuckerPunch (which was a damn bad(ass) movie with a gang of strippers and insanity and random dancing (which was never actually shown) and fighting epic and overly epic-ed battles with dragons, giant samurai statue thingys, B-25 Bombers, and robots/cyborgs. which in the end totally didn't make sense at all) and then Swensens with Carrie

then after that, went t Kane's house for a farewell gathering/party. ROCK BAND!!!/basketball/street fighter. woots

today was a preetty fun day.

PLUS last day of school terrm YEAAAH

YCS Music Fest 2011

2011-02-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

yoyo peeps,

i'z back, and it's about my first ever fully in charge project where i am overall in charge.

('sides SCGS Combined activity. but that was bull. i wasn't totally incharge, just assigned as it.)

well AANNYYWAY. yeah.

MUSIC FEST!!!!

always an awesome time (especially at night at macs till epic late.)

i'mma say firstly, that it has been one helluva journey to plan it. A lotta downs and not a whole bunch of ups. Indeed i was wad you could call depressed at a few points in time cos of planning, and all the shitload of stuff that was engulfing me. BUT, in the end, i learned a lot. and i don't regret doing all that shit and saikang and planning and preparing.

Since i DID write a 1,111 word reflection for Music Fest for CAS, i'll just copy chunks of it here. (excuse the good english) =P

"Through the course of planning this event there were several times when I felt like giving up because I didn’t feel like it was worth it to bear all the stress and difficulties for the sake of this event. However, I was able to persevere, and I feel that because of this, I have become a better person. I learned many things from planning Music Fest, and also learnt more about myself and how I can improve myself on the whole.

This is the first project of which I have been overall in charge of, and the entire event is my responsibility. Hence, instead of being assigned a task and fulfilling it, I am delegating out roles and coordinating others and making sure they do their job. One difficult aspect of this, is that everyone has varying roles and responsibilities which are difficult to keep track of and even tougher to remind my committee of.

Another difficult aspect of coordinating a group of people is the lack of cooperation at times.

I also realized the responsibility each committee member has to cooperate as much as possible, and make the coordinator’s job easier and less painful. A little initiative from my committee members really made my job a lot easier and I am grateful for that.

As chairperson, it was a rather awkward and also frustrating role. This is because as chairperson, I did not directly have anything to do with regards to planning Music Fest, but rather my role was to coordinate the rest and make sure they were doing their job. So it is kind of a “passive” role. It was very unnerving as I would be at fault if any of my committee did not do their part properly. And all I could do was to call them and remind them or chase them. Luckily my committee did what they could and to the best of their ability. And I am tremendously grateful for that.

In my opinion, I don’t honestly feel that it was spectacular, there was nothing extremely special about this year’s Music Fest. However, I don’t feel disappointed or regretful that I put all that effort into planning it. I believe it was a good experience for me, and I wasn’t expecting to be able to pull something super special off."

well that's basically all th relevant stuff frm th reflection itself.

I gotta thank my committee, really, cos there was a lot of effort put in by all of them.

Christian, for Deco-ing

Lionel, for Log-ing and settling hell lots of shit regarding music fest.

Benjamin, for stage manage-ing and handling the auditorium stuffs and equipment

AND of course,

Braxton, for program-ing and vice-chair-ing. and facing all th tonnes of bullshit that came with Music Fest, esp frm the schools taking forever to decide wad they were gonna perform. Also, for doing such an EPIC AWESOME job sitting in the AV room almost whole of music fest (which must've sucked balls) and running th whole music fest thru th laptop.

oh right and Carrie, for volunteering to be Secretary, and doin th tags for committee. lol

well yeah, wad else is thr to say.

i gotta be grateful for getting over my brief period of emo-ness too.

ttly grateful for Ji Yang (once again) for being sooo totally supporting and encouraging.

always readily spamming encouragements and cheer-uping stuff. it ttly helped, even if it was just words. He even came all the way to nativity church ready to come check it out and physically be there. AWESOME maan. BF ftw~

Now? i am totally sick of planning anything and will NOT be planning anything for a pretty long time. haha.

But, i really hope Music Fest was a success (as everyone keeps saying, but yu neva know if it's true, or they're just saying that. so yea)

To the new YCS members especially. hope that this gave them a short glance at YCS spirit.

speaking of that, P&W wasn't TOO good lol. idk, just didn't seem to hype EVERYONE up. ohwells. i certainly went high. and started spamming P&W songs after that lol.

i was friggin high when ZBL (Bryan's band) played Face Down too. friggin headbanging and jumping in my seat lawl. EPIC. SONG. which makes me think maybe a rock concert would be friggin cool (i always thot it'd be too noisy to have fun, and crowded). Ergo, ROCK NIGHT in SJII. hopin it'll be damn high, and i'll go crazy. xP

and to end off,

"~aand life is a road that I wanna keep going, love is a river I wanna keep flowing. Life is a road, now and forever, WONDERFUL JOURNEY~~

It's been a long. Tiring. Grueling. Almost depressing journey. But wonderful all the same. YCS Music Fest 2011. One for my extra special memories. A New Beginning~"

HELLYEAH

Grade 7 Camp 2011!

2011-01-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

okay, well i've just facil-ed the Grade 7 camp,

which is kinda like sec 1 orientation, so yeah.

Well, i started off before the camp thinking,

"okay, i'm gonna be uber-enthu and hyper and my kids are gonna follow me and be damn happy for camp and damn high. I'm gonna be like those super friendly and enthusiastic facils who are damn influential and respected by juniors, and be able to make them like me."

haha, wishful thinking i guess,

but i think i did a fair job in facil-ing.

well, firstly, when intro-ed to the group and having ice breakers.

I was tryin to be hyper and enthu, like spastic smile and waving and all.

members were, Shan, Terry, Ethan, Sook Lin, Natasha, Sarah

Three of them were in same tutor group, the other three in same tutor group.

lol.

well icebreakers were quite okay.

altho i think there could've been more games to play that would get them to warm up to each other. names was no problem because thr were only 6 of them.

so i improv-ed the name chain game to add in hobby, fav subject least fav subject.

and played the hand game, and duck duck goose.

they were pretty okay in the game, they played it with some enthusiasm.

then they to rooms to put stuff down.

Dinner was okay, Vanessa joined us arnd then.

Shan refused to eat veg, tho i tried to force him.

They showed a movie (Cool Running)

i tink it was a pretty nice movie to watch.

tho the group found it boring. haha

Group reflections was okay.

we did balloons and bricks as usual.

also just had a brief sharing and talking.

Vanessa was much better at talking to them, i guess i need to work on that area.

well then was lights out.

and facils went arnd doing they're respective duties/slacking/sleeping.

Before facil debrief was just us slacking and goofing off in the glass hall.

Facil debrief, tons of ppl put up hands to say they could tie water bombs,

in the end only had arnd 5 ppl.

i stayed throughout the whole 2.5 hours to tie water bombs, it was very sleepying.

well then th group awoke for night games at 3 am.

(yeah, awesome right)

i was enthu then, cos it was games and all.

i wanted to set an example, so that th group would be less likely to be sleepy and tired.

i was basically bouncing around luh, and acting hyper (relatively anyway)

the games was pretty alright. although, the group didn't really bond, there was not a whole lot of teamwork, especially in the passing the polo sweet game.

i told the boys they could help shield from the water,

but they didn't budge at all to help.

the girls also didn't work tgt with th boys when it was they're turn.

felt kinda hopeless and annoyed, cos i couldn't get them to work together, and they weren't listening to me.

anyways, there was this game whr they were scaring them in the room.

my group was scared to go at first.

the girls, basically.

but i'm glad they managed to conquer their INITIAL fears. because they realised it wasn't that scary anyway.

i told them to have confidence and just do it.

so i hope that they took away something from that, that you have to be brave and just GO for it sometimes.

it's a cool lesson i learnt last time at YCS camp, putting a lit candle in your mouth.

well yeah. night games ended, i finally went to sleep till 10.30

well then lunch was the usual, Shan nvr eat veg again.

Vanessa wasn't able to convince him either.

Then came wet games.

this i was really disappointed in my group, because they weren't participative in some of the games.

i tink they just really have to get over they're inhibitions and dislikes, because the games which didn't involve something unpleasant, they were perfectly fine in playing.

but the games like Dog & Bone in Mud, and the Flour Game, they just ttly gave up.

i set examples for them, because i did play for both of those games.

however, they just didn't want to do it.

i tink Terry was fantastic tho, he showed really good enthusiasm in those games (or at least the flour one)

i tink it might have been a lot worse if he hadn't stepped up.

sigh. i just wish the group would've given it a chance, and put their discomforts aside

although i guess they did okay for some of the other games, such as the blindfold one.

they could really have had better teamwork during some of the games tho, despite what Vanessa said. haha

well anyway that's wet games.

after that TJ and a bunch of facils were wrestling in the mud lol.

then was a time-wasting Movie

and Dinner.

Mass reflection was a bit ... well. not so awesome lah.

the reflection should have been a bit more directed, and especially considering the time given.

i felt anyway that it was a bit long.

i started with the usual stuff, favorite part of camp? why etc.

wad have yall learnt?

after a while was kinda difficult to think of more prompts.

Vanessa wanted to do affirmations for everyone in the group,

which was honestly quite difficult to tink of one for everyone.

i dno, i personally find it very difficult to tink of unique affirmations for everyone.

i guess i shld pay more attention to my group members next time, be more aware of their personalities and stuff.

Vanessa managed to think of stuff tho.

although definitely would not have thought of those stuff.

and Vanessa was talking a lot about bullying.

maybe cause it's not a small problem in SJII.

but i don't know how big the issue is, tho there has been expulsion because of it.

Well that's basically the camp.

General Reflections:

Looking at Vanessa and comparing our different ways of faciling, i definitely learned some stuff.

Firstly, if i want groups to be enthu, i gotta show it.

like during night games i was saying hey gimme energy in a kinda dead-ish voice lol. so yeah.

so, i gotta REALLY be enthu, and not afraid of what others think. just let it out y'know?

And well, Vanessa was really good at talking to the group, just engaging them in small chat.

or maybe it's just me really bad at it lol.

i mean, i find it kinda hard to talk to ppl i don't really know.

as a facil, it's a bit easier cos i know that they appreciate being talked to. (right? oO)

but all the same, kinda awkward at times, when i can't think of a topic to engage them in.

so i gotta learn how to do that sia.

I gotta pay more attention to the group, allow myself to know them better, so i can understand them, and also pay more attention to those who need it, or encourage them.

I know it feels awesome when yur facil understands you or recognises something about you, and i wanna be able to make my group members feel that way, awesome.

so yeah. gotta be more sensitive to my group too.

Awlrights, i tinkzez that's all liao.

more or less,

it was a pretty interesting camp, and i definitely learned from it.

Payce out,

Justin Cyril Ng

feeling shag. overloaded. PISSED

2011-01-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

aaaahhhhhh screw. it's only been like 5 days of the year.

and right now i'm feeling like shit.

like WTF?

i mean. i don't even have any homwork yet (well thr is ONE ws but it's not much)

i'm guessing tmr's chemistry will provide homework too.

but that's nt th point. or th main reason why i'm feeling so bullshitted

i tink it's all th stuff i hav t do for YCS.

*gasp*

ikr. YCS is work?

but like. waaah sian.

got orientation video to do.

SJII's orientation to settle (esp since they awol for like so long they dno th orientation got brochure and video and whatnot)

Music fest, the team that's gonna do (stupid luh. amplify and new song. they go and ask new song. complicated my life. BLLLeaaH)

and i got all the shit to settle about my subjects.

AND WHAT THE FK CHINESE WANNA HAVE EXTRA LESSONS

screw that man. i'm not effing supposed to be taking chinese now. fk.

the cher say chinese gonna be hardwork sommore. wah like i don hav enough of GG ness taking higher math and phyics -,-

which apparently everyone says will mother die one.

so like wtf.

ugh. -,-

this is sooo effed up man.

gah. i dno luh.

i know i don't really have THAT much on my plate right now.

but the prospect that things are just gonna get more busy.

AND music fest proper prep hasn't even started yet. so wth.

DAUNTING AND PISSING OFF MAN.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH.

okay i'mma let it out.

lucky got Ji Yang to talk random shit to and pile all of this up.

but nao i'mma gonna listen to music while stoning on my bed. and try t go t sleep

SJI International FIRST DAY

2011-01-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

orientation,

so. it was kayee.

i guess.

admin stuff in the morning.

then was th intro, speeches by head Brian Christian and Grade 11/12 head Mr Rainone (can't rmbr full name)

then began th "induction" from like 10+ to 5.30

started with icebreakers (whacko, name chain, duck goose)

it was kinda... well. nt that good. and one of th facils talk REALLY softly sia.

then mass dance or smth liddat.

and a video telling us about MAD day (make a difference)

and then er like games.

Game:

-throw ball in air, do an action, then catch. if yu fail t do both, yu eliminated pass on to next team member. last team standing

-sack race (hop in sack and sack hop)

-make long line with body and any other items

-dodge ball (small paper balls)

-determine no. of body parts can be on ground, race.

-rearrange chair

-twister with food stuffs

-space invader

-blindfold and feed yoghurt -,- (tmd this one i kena sia. Tariq pour onto my shirt.... AND my hair... uh)

so yea. first day of SJII.

seems okay.

YCS Christmas Camp 2010

2010-12-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

a'ight. yet another YCS Camp.
but i honestly say, even considering all the others.
that this is one of the most. (if not THE) most memorable of all the camps i've been to.
it's the first time i've played a major role in the camp (altho i didn't really do a whole lot of my job. Weichong and carrie played a hugeass part in it. more than me)

i'll write my feelings about the camp. like how i felt at night during the zhuguang wanhui
i cried during that part. cos i just felt really lucky.

well okay like firstly, i had all the support from the games comm (Carrie, wc, greg, ivan)
and the games were really a blast. like totally effing awesome. and i totally know for sure that without them doing all the planning and coming up with the amazing race especially, the games would all just be screwed. hundred percent.

so i was just super super grateful for all of them luh.

and like, i realised how much God has done for all of us during the camp, in each small little way. like how the telematch was pushed forward to morning, and it ended up raining in the afternoon. =)

but really the best part was seeing my efforts (and that of the games comm and ALL the planning comm) paying off. in the faces of all the campers. the energy they had, and how enthusiastic they were all participating in the camp. it really made me feel glad, relieved, happy.

i soooo badly want YCS to be alive again. to BE a community where tons of people come to enjoy friendship, and also praise God and learn to be better persons and christians.
there was one training which made me think about this. like, do we really go to YCS for God, or because of all our friends. sad to say, i can't completely honestly say it's for God. i do remind myself that He's the reason we're there, but what really draws me is friends, and all the people there. hopefully i'll be able to place God in the center of my life in the future. =\

well anyway, this camp really made me feel like that was possible.
everyone was just enjoying themselves so much, and being a close family.
showed me that YCS isn't necessarily dying. and giving me hope that this batch of people will spread YCS, and also help to make it better, keep contributing, join camps, plan events. and stuff.
and well that's how i feel. i suppose. there're a lot more feelings. but i won't post about them.

now, highlights of the camp.

Before camp:
found out that only 30+ ppl going for camp.
like WHATTT.
at first thought was supposed to be like 48 people or smth like that.
then so few.
so like wth.
then we went t the area for amazing race, to plan.
Suntec SIOL.

Day 1:
nothing much. just the damn few people....
then peng peng say change to 5 groups.
so like WHAT. odd number of groups how to play versus game siol...
urgh. so i was like wtf wtf wtf wtf to do...
in the end, bryan suggested that the exco form one group to play the games also.
so 6 groups. one exco.
seemed that it could work out.
however the station games on first day was DAMN disorganised.
th groups were like goin everywhere
it might've been because one group went t the wrong station.
-,-

but also it's cos of the lack of planning in organisation.
also there was no one overseeing the whole games.
like being able to go around from station to station to check for problems and solve them.
so in the end a lot of pile ups, groups waiting for game and stuff.
should have given groups the actual time shift per station and location. instead of the order of games to go for.
altho, there were damn few facils during the camp, so like, no ppl to be gamemaster so i was one. so no one overseeing.
also, the last time shift had multiple groups in one solo station. which i forgot to take into account. so logistics became effed.
and to top it off, i lost my folder with ALL the games stuff in it...
turns out someone put in th charity box for donations. wtf luh
scare th eff outta me man.

well i learned th lesson the hard way i guess.

night games was much better.
since the groups went anywhere they wanted, there was no need for us to give them the rotation list. they just went wherever.
so it was less of a hassle to organise.
also, there didn't need to be an even number of groups.
so yeah.

it went rather smoothly.
i was th oversee-er too. so yeeah

Day 2:
amazing race day.
amazing race went quite well considering.
one group went to chinatown though.... =o
like wts.

so they were far lagging behind th other groups. which was a problem, because station masters moved to anth station.
but it was solved in the end (carrie stalled by hiding in girl's toilet at ACM)
and i waited for the chinatown group.
they skipped stations.

okay, and during my walking arnd stations, i saw the underpass place where all the bboys practice. damn cool. and also the place whr selva's bboy video/documentary thingy was filmed, where he was dancing on the steps across a river thingy

well anyway the whole thing went through pretty well (though one hour over time)
and i went back aft it for a quick while to take mi you gift.

Day 3:
Telematch day. yay.
but ofc th problem of 5 groups again.
solved the same way.

th night before during meeting, pengpeng suggested we just take away one station. so the eno salt game was scrapped.
left more time for preparing games.
cos pengpeng told us th traditional way to prepare games.
instead of exco all tying water bombs for them take and throw,
get them to carry the water and make themselves before th game. settleded.
so i did that. and i guess it worked out.

Capture th flag was a bit stone tho. everyone scared to chiong and grab flags
but it was pretty good in the end. altho, the games could've been more challenging.

for carolling prac, i played th "acoustic drum", actually called a cutbox or smth like that (cardboard box siol)
damn fun, but i don't get to sing =(
and hand pain sia

that day was also WanHui.
at first wanted bryan and gabriel ho t be emcees. they natural chemistry obvious choice for emcee.
but pengpeng shot it down.... say must train younger ppl.
so how? i kena emcee lorh. i dragged carrie in with me.
walau. i damn dno what t do sia. ask me emcee. wtf.

then we tryin to plan th programme and wonder how to fill in the 3 hours of wan hui.
difficult to think of bullshit to fill in time.
sigh
well, then no choice lorh. we just anyhow whack.
first part we play th grab hand game. like i tell story then when i say a word they must catch the hand that one.
wah that one siala play until kisiao. i spammded like some shit man.
and it was impromptu all the way. damn fun to keep tricking them. YELLOW.
haha. idk how i did it. but i think th whole thing lasted like half an hour (ikr... retarded)
but i had fun scamming them. lol
that one lasted a hell longer than i thought it could have.

that was about the only thing i tink i did okay for emceeing.
altho it was prolly too draggy.
(i'll leave out the group performances for wanhui, cos i wasn't really paying attention to them. most of the time was tryin to figure out the programme w carrie)
so those who lost the yellow game kena forfeit (WC, GG, and randell)
they supposed to tell a joke or entertain the audience, make em laugh.
then i just anyhow cock up some stuff.
asked randell to swish his hair. like lolwut??
but he damn quiet kind, (always wear black siol)
so he nvr lorh. then i bopian.
then gab swish his hair we call him girl. lol.
idk.

then after that got a whole bunch of random shit.
like, got one time i dance. and dno do what else. got do banana dance.
pengpeng actually told us to hurry up cos like no time. oO lolwut.
so well. yeah. but th last part i wasn't doin much as emcee, just "good job" after a performance and introducing the next item. so wth.
ah well. tho ppl say it was quite good. the emceeing. i din think so. but ah.
and. wts. i kena emceeing for music fest WTH. ahhhhh die.

well. anyway.

Day 4:
morning went w games comm (-carrie) to ecp to recon.
then come back uh.... trainin.
then carolling.

carolling i like lostded my voice lorh.
so damn. cannot sing properly.
vikash, ivan and i alternate playing cutbox.

lol got one break inbetween carolling we all play th hand game (go one round arnd th table)
then hand even more pain. =,=
but ivan played most of th time. so i nehmind.

carolling was okay.
but no hyper stuff. 2 years ago that EOY camp lorh.
DISCO at amos.
but oh well. people were kinda high. cos singing p&w in the bus.
waah but that time i damn shag liao. wanted t sleep in th bus lol.
then zhuguang wan hui.
was pretty cool.
i cried yea..
hearing all the campers share how they've changed in this camp. really touched me. made me realise just what we're doing at this camp. we're touching other people's lives and making a difference.

Day 5:
BEACCCHHH!!!
omg this was just DAMN BLOODY EFFING FUN.
best time EVAR.
getting wet, and playing with the sand, and playing with the tides.
this th first time i go so far out into the sea haha.
and it was DAMN FUN..
nearly drowned a few times. haha.
but. EPIC FUN.

sad when had to leave sia.
came back, session, lunch, clean up.
then camp finale. which was okay.
ended with songs and hugging and stuff.
and my throat was soooo damn effed up by then. damn.

Payce out,

(I'mma change my name. totally)

Yo yo. (SJI Carnival, National Day weekend, YCS Anniversary)

2010-08-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

Alritez. bak.

31 July 2010: SJI Carnival

a'ight. so it started off kinda screwed with toufiq freaking out in the morning cos everyone else apparently was useless. =p

hahas. but once we got things going it was pretty okay. i helped set up (scouts skills tying ftw) the banner. so they started business. and it seemed pretty chaotic and stuff. i stuck arnd for a while lol. tho i din' do all that much. =p (it technically wasn't my shift yet anyway)

then carrie came so zao-ed.

din't really do much. just wandered arnd. played rock band. then ate some stuff. went Esso. played rock band. dunked ivan. then it was time for my shift. =o

i dun rly tink it was all that big a success personally, but of course i din't rly enjoy and make th most of everything. din't play any games.

th date of the carnival was rly bad. of all the ppl i invited NO ONE came lol. all busy with stuff.

best part is SCGS next door was havin prelims at th time. =o

lols so anyway.

when it was my shift, went back. helped to take orders. they managed to get themselves organised. lol. had slips of papers for orders and stuff.

i messed up a bit. cos of mixed instructions and yea..=p

then had a dance battle with kworkyou. =O

loldamns. got ttly owned FLAT.

but oh well. it was interesting.

so then the battle ended. =p

k thats abt it for carnival day.

so yea, National Day Weekend.
started w cross-country on Fri (which was retarded.)
i didn't run (had MC xP), tho i DID play frisbee =D
well anyway it was damn slack (for me at least. tho i tink for lots of other people as well)

aft that went with psp n andy to plaza sing
being punched repeatedly in th mrt.
and havin an obscene message sent with my phone -,-

well. ya.

then went t plaza sing.
queued pretty bloody long for tix for movie
ended up watchin street dance.
which was. well... quite okay luh.
(found a song from it that is FREAKING awesome. th MV especially)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1BkR760o94
then aft that went lan (tried to find a lan actually)
kope-ed wc's com for a while. then zao-ed for dental.
aft finished they were STILL thr so joined them.

then played a bit then ended. go home.

sunday went over to jin's.
spent SOME time tryin to figure out how to cut out a circle in photoshop =\
then did some loads of randomness. watched HALF of karate kid =(
it was like 12am so had to stop. sigh

next day went out t go watch movies.
kim couldn't make it so it was just jin and yan yan.
watched Despicable Me. which was like the AWESOMEST movie i've seen in a damn long time.
(not that i've watched a lot of movies but still. it was damn good)
freakin funny.

then had dinner with kim.
and walked arnd. "shopping" ..

but it was quite fun.
kay.

14 August 2010: YCS Anniversary
luckily for me it was at holy high. so near my house =D

spent th morning mugging.
then went thr "on time", since i knew they had buffer time for late comers anyway.
=p
started w introduction of new exco posts (2 of whom weren't thr)
then moved on t games.
help facilitate th captain's ball station.
joined th first team cos uneven. lol won 9-5. but i wasn't doin everythin. let th teams play. >< (got too carried away at first)
then during P&W was in th canteen with carrie gab and vanessa frm st nic's
tryin to mug. got confused abt electrochemical cell (which in th end didn't come out for prelims anyway -,-)

then was CAKE!
rawr.
which was damn messy. and a few ppl got stuck with th cleaning up of cake (includ. me, so i wasn't slacking)
then initiation (ryan chua got left out. ooops)
aft that prep for skit. i became narrator (again)

i guess th skit was okay.

then campfire itself.
they included a lot of songs and cheers.
but not everyone was paying attention and participating.
th fire was a bit fail at times too. but at least it didn't die.. =p
i tink th stage was really not good. it was like elevated and high up so ppl can't really see.
and the sound system could have been betterer.

but all in all for a first try pretty good. CAMPFIRE!! =D

BBOY UPDATEZ:
AIRBABYS!!! LIKE OMG!
and the song ttly inspired me to train (again) lol.
but hardcore this time (sorta)

kk that's all for nao.

Payce Out,
BBoy

(am i still gonna be Jay-Z-D?)
no cluez.

Update 20/7/10

2010-07-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

awlrite,
so here i is again.

okay so a quick listing of events that have happened th past month.

4 to 6 June 2010, Confi Camp '10.

11 to 14 June 2010, PLTC '10

26 June, YCS AGM '10, election of 48th National Exco =D

10 to 11 July, YCS Exco Camp

17 to 18 July, First Class Hike.

Confi Camp was a'ight.
altho my group a bit the stone th first day, and i was abit sadded luhs...like they nvr rly share or open up.
so yea. as facil. sad face =(

but then found that they actually okay luh.
cos at night, they hav project to do, then they ownself come tgt and do. sort of.
then well i thot woah. haha cool..
and it was pretty good too. the group work to do the project.

honestly, i don't really rmbr all the people. but, well i hope i had a good impact on their confi camp.
mmhmm.

PLTC,
well it was a'ight too.
tho not as much as Confi camp but that goes without saying.
like, as usual, being thot of as slackers for being in air-con room th whole time.
yea we had work to do too tho. nt a whole lot of slacking. =P

ah well. full of imran's bullshit and marcus png and chow wee. what th jizz manz.
ttly insane.
i would nvr hav pictured myself in that situation any time last year. like wth.
ah wells.
it was an interesting experience to work with png sort of.

ya.

YCS AGM.
mm. nominated for new exco.
got in (barely) =P
but well i'mma do my best.
sch report was okay-ish.
carrie too.

YCS 48th Exco Camp.
alright, so we did a few sessions on presentation skills and the like.
and also did some planning for YCS 48 exco. theme, goal n stuffz.
Theme: "th best way to prepare for life is to begin to live"
mmhmm. chim ness.
well i have a folder with notes for the stuff.
Monthly Exco meeting is this saturday.
mm.
AND. what the. i suddenly became vice president of YCS singapore! =O
i was expecting vice-sec too...
like omg how'd i end up vice pres.
sheesh.
oh well, guess thr's nth to do but my best huh?
mm.
oh. lol.
ycs anniversary gonna be a campfire. roflmao.

First class Hike,
like woah.
epic siol.
my first class hike.
WOOSH.
did it.
it's done
aw yeah.

Payce out,
BBoy who-knows-what-it'll-be-?
(green stays tho)

YO. YO. YO

2010-07-08T16:14:00.000+08:00

a'ight yall, i'm back.

but nt gonna post stuff th way i used to.

frm now on tis' gonna be more or less a short list of all th events that i've been through in mah life.

so no more mundane posts abt how i had nth better to do today.

but just for th sake of it i'mma post once again abt reminiscing. (i srsly love doin that waay too much)

damn things've changed since that looong time ago since i last posted.
and i've changed a lot too.
reasons are everywhere. lil' bit o tis n lil' bit o tat.
but well... idno

sometimes i feel realleh sad n miss th good old times. n i hate change.

but then again, my life ain't so bad right now really.
so, wad do i have to complain about??

but well, it's srsly just damn freakeh how much things've changed.

like last time? abt th only person who'd read these posts would be darryl i guess.
but now doubt anyone reads anth. hah. and it's not cos ppl dno i've un-killed this blog.
or. maybe that IS the reason. huh. lawl.
ah well.

wadevs.

okay but i guess i'll just list out the major changes in my average life.

haha that reminds me.
MLIA now a major source of entertainment.
and RWJ too.
FB still a BIG one. hah.

anyways that aside.

now i'm in the YCS 48th National Exco.
woo
hav to try n revive YCS. =(
(sad that it's dying.)

and, i'm abt to step down frm Scouts (hah. always used to look forward to this day)
but, i'm gonna miss Passing Out Parade, cos of YCS National Exco Camp.
which well sux.
haiz.

i can do headstands. haha. dun think that i'd EVER leave stuff like that out of here.
and side chairs. so that's abt two new freezes. handstands are still waaaay whack. sighz.

hmm. guess in class my social circle's been expanded.
oh. and the class? it's srsly waaaay better than it used to be.
more activity y'know?
more LIFE.
s'good.
haha.

well i could mention the effing flu i have now.
but it's nt rly important. (just really really annoying =\)

alrite, wad else? let's see...
well, i'm considerin VJ, or RI, or SJII.
got invited to attend a talk for an SJII scholarship.
interesting thing abt SJII is the small cohort, whr everyone in the whole batch knows everyone, cos thr're only abt 100 + ppl. and thr's this challenge week thing whr just a group of us get to go overseas anywhere we want. maaan that'd be ttly wicked.

been filling in a lot of forms lately, and doin paperwork.
chionging first class pre hike log (haha FINALLY.)
only went for my advanced this year lawl.
did Lasallian Leadership Award (thinkin i'mma get gold. i fill the requirements)
filling out application form for SJII Scholarship.

mm..
hm.
dun tink i've written abt my spiritual experience...
it was at night, just after i'd been praying and asking God whr was he in my life?
i wanted a special story to tell, smth to show that i've seen God acting in life. a really clear sign.
after all, so many ppl have experienced. why not me?
well, left the church unsatisfied (in a manner of speaking. i wasn't REALLY unsatisfied, i din't expect God to pull out a miracle just because i asked for one)
but well, reached home (it was abt 12am then) and saw the playground.
decided to chill again (just like at punggol park)
then, while sittin on the swing listening to music, just well... let my mind wander and just chillax
then i lied down on the ground and gazed at the sky, and Anthem Of Our Dying Day - Story Of The Year came on (you can listen in the mixpod on th left)
and looking up at the dark sky, saw first a black bird fly over me high above.
i thot well, okay. cool. nt many birds flying arnd at night.
then anth white bird flies over me in the other direction, right after the black one.
and well, i just started cryin. i mean, if that was a sign that God was answering my prayers then i dno wad is.
haha. and well, i just felt so special, so honoured, that God had HEARD my prayers and decided to answer them. and all the knowledge that God is loving and all-powerful, and loves EVERY ONE just came true then. and i felt touched.

and the next day i was just reaaaaleh emotional lol. cried three times that day (which happened to be Good Friday) so the passion play... yea..
and then at night watching Kung Fu Dunk. lmao.

oookayee..haha
wad else's happenedded?

ah yes. Scouts combined camp.
hah. well it din exactly work out the way it was s'posd to,
cos firstly, it wasn't a camp. it was an activity.
with SCGS guides.
well, th planning was okay okay.
and well, i'll admit we din't really become that good acquaintances with the guides in the planning committee but oh well. i'm sure the scouts had that great opportunity anyway.
so the activity itself started off screwed cos of grouping problems.
but once it got started it was pretty good.
few hiccups. but no prob.
ahha.
then SCGS campfire was just the next week. lucky eh?
well, i put up a performance (coping frm danceworks) OMG YEA i need to write abt danceworks.
it was pretty well received. i tink. altho i myself was friggin tired at the end. inexplicably
mm

haha.
and yes. DANCEWORKS!!
it was sweeeeeett.
so what if we din win anth?
first time i got a chance to learn skills and practice with other ppl.
AND do a choreo-d BBoy dance in a group for the matter.
it was wicked sick.
and we still hang out to dance now n then.
damn cool.

between freaking out over minor insignificant stuff and overreacting, haha well i learnt a bit.
liek, just cos no reply dun mean sum1's pissed. lawl.
ah, n wait hav i mentioned i got over "her"?
well. i have.

oh but Aerith is daaaaamn sweeeeett. ahha
mm.
well, for now i guess, that's all.

Payce Out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

(tho i'm srsly thinkin abt a name change...)
but this'll do fer nao)

CHRISTMAS YOZ!!

2009-12-26T13:48:00.000+08:00

YO EVERYBODY who bothers to visit my blog!! =D

merry christmas~~
(yea a day late.
but who's gonna bother to check the date of this post? ;))

haha yea.

anw

yesterday elliot's soccer frens came over.
(from 2 to 11.) O.o damn that's a long time.

in the morning went for christmas mass,
then brunch at coffee bean with family

then went to grandma's house to get the PS3.
=DD

oh yeah wnt shopping to prepare for all the visitors we'd be having
bought a HELL LOT of snacks and especially soft drinks.
lol

uh huh.

so then mostly elliot's frens hogged the PS3 (FIFA 09 of COURSE.....)

then went games room for an hour...
ya

erm then paul apparently has a sister arnd istaa and my age.
(i wouldn't know...hardly ever see JSSL people after all...heck i didn't even know what paul looks like)

and all the small kids were making stuff up of course.
lols lah.

sorta akward maaybe.

didn't talk t her much. ;)

haha.
guess didn't feel it was cool.
anyway she talked to istaa a lot.

and venetia.

haha.
she like ....damn cute lorh...

like she losing a game she'll think she scored or smth lke tat.
lmfao.
oh well...she IS only like 6?

well anyway...

was kinda bored.
cos ps3 was taken.
psp was being spammed by everybody
so only can watch lorh.
lol.
and half listen to the conversation behind me on the couch.
xP

ahha.

mm then my cousin's from msia came over also.
they slept over (haha this time i didn't have to sleep on the couch)
sleeping on the couch is HELL...
it's like freaking dusty...plus damn hot for some reason...

aaanyway yea.
now THEY'RE hogging the ps3 so i'm so bored i decided to blog.
xD

okay yea

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

day after day after KL trip (kim and jin)

2009-12-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

uh right. gonna back track a little here.
realised i forgot to blog abt smth.

HAH.

oops

anyway.

last last saturday i tink.
went t aunty lily's house.
met up with kim and jin.

er yea.

so at first were occupying ourselves with some random nerf gun LOL.
jin failed.
miss miss miss miss~~

=D

i hit the cup first try everyturn.
woooots
yea retardedness.

then played cheat and thai ti

er huh.

then downstairs played taboo..
yeaps.
was damn funn

haha so yea
gav my christmas presents.
got three hugs from jin..

yea.
lol..

anyway it was fun.
(Mt Everest is in Japan... =O)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

YCS EOY Carolling '09

2009-12-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

yest went carolling~~
was DAMN FUN!!!! xD

ermm

went for 11am mass.
some small kid was messing with the deco on the second floor.
i tink he broke it or smth lol
then some pieces dropped below.
i tink i heard a smash.
o.o

uh huh
so after that went for SALT session.

rebecca wasn't thr...
o.o

haiz.
oh well

then went to Hui Suo
or rather went to meet carrie gab psp marvyn and andy at the lan...
-,-

had my lunch first then went to join them
they apparently didn't realise that they were supposed to be at hui suo 10 minutes ago.
lucky them that i was there then lol

so finally went hui suo.

practice a while.
then first destination was AMOS HOUSE!!
OMG!!

but sadly we didn't hav disco.
whyyyyyy??? T.T

erm ya

then aaron stepped in dog shit
and that was our joke for the night.
lol
but it was DAMN STINK

lucky when we got off next the driver cleaned it up
(altho i'm pretty sure it was more for the sake of his bus than for our noses LOL)

erm next stop was old folks home.
marvyn left his bag thr and only realised when we were leaving liao
so bus turned arnd and waited for him.
when he was comin back the driver drove off LOL.
tryin to jack marvyn.
lol

next was like ping ping's house.

had a feast there lool
and joked a lot.
it was DAMN fun.

then on the bus we called wei chong and everyone sang him weichong carols.
wasn't my idea surprisingly.
i guess my legacy of suan-ing wei chong has spread huh?
then we spam text him "i love you"
then we had a contest to see who wc replied first lol

and marvyn was like "eh carrie misses you wc.
actually she has had feelings for you for a long time"
wc half believed i think.
lol

uh huh.

then on the final bus ride smth happened with gab and *ahem*

but he damn lucky lorh he.
things are goin waay better for him than they went for me last time.
hah
oh the irony.....

no idea wad i mean by that but yea.

after carolling finished went to the macs at kovan.
hhaha kinda fun suan-ing someone about THEIR crush for a change.
;)

with all my chattin with ji yang and vivek,
i pretty much own at bringing up stuff.
hah.
srsly.
fun to suan him.
haha just like wc with veron.
which is how old liao.

lmfao

er yea it was DAMN FUN.

damn this kinda event doesn't happen often.
so it's really damn cool

omg nvr thought i'd be saying that about carolling.
i mean. ME?
enjoy singing for people?

two years ago.
that would totally be unheard of.

times change.
man i REALLY love reminiscing too much sia

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

KL tripzo

2009-12-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

yoz.
back from KL, Sunway Lagoon.

lol.
was quite fun i guess.
(spammed arcade on all three days. xP)

okaye.
so i took a flight with my mum thr.

at the airport was tryin to use the internet. but it was laggy.
lol.

and apparently i wouldn't be sittin with my mum on the flight itself.

turns out i was given a "hot" seat even though my ticket was booked later.
by hot seat i mean the first 5 rows.
which apparently are given priority.
and cost $11 more.
like lolwtf?

anyway it dashed my hopes of sitting next to a girl on the flight.
but whatever. xDD

mm.
then reached thr.

my mum had to go to work so i had to wander arnd the mall while the room was prepared.
(my dad and grandparents and brother and family fren were taking the car xD)
so i wander arnd.
and chance upon the arcade.
LOL

it was like 10am
and the arcade was freakin empty.
NO ONE in there at all.
and to top it off they had my game there!
one row of like 10 consoles.
lmaoo

uh huh so i killed 1 hour ther (30RM)

then went to the room.
waited.

er ya.
so then the others made it.
didn't do much the first day.

just like played pool a bit.

oh and the hotel was hosting the miss tourism international pagaent.
like LOL?

so there were women in pink sashes (like those in miss world or whatever)
erm yea.
haha.
no i didn't STARE at them.

altho two mats went up to "miss cyprus" and took a picture with her.
but it was damn random cos she was just walking past.
it wasn't during the pagaent or wadever.
but yea.
lol

mm yep.

so second day.
started the day going down the lift with 4 pageant models.
LOL.
how many of you can say that that's happened to you eh?

mm.
oh and one of them was wearing BRACES!?!?
holy crap? lol?
MODELS wearing braces?

lol anyway.

went t the water park on the second day.
first went on the "dry" rides cos wanted to leave the wet stuff for later
as it turned out there weren't any interesting dry rides.
only went on ONE ride before heading for the water park itself.
(the queues were EFFING LONG!!!!)

then the waterpark itself.
wave pool.
haha
they played Low.
got hypnotised into dancing.
apparently bboying in knee deep water is kinda cool.
slow mo shit and whatnot.

found out that thr was actually a beach.
wth?? oO

had no idea there was a beach lmao.

and then the two younger ones were playing with sand.
i so bo liao.
go join them lorh. LOL

damn random siaaa.

tried a handglide on a pile of sand.
but it was too soft.
so hurt my wrist.
*wince* ouch.

uh huh
on the way back saw two guys arnd my age playing with sand too.
i was like.... okay. these guys are hella childish too.

THEN i realised they were tryin to make boobs in the sand.
=,=.
like wtf?

okaye.
so after the waterpark.
erm.
dinner.
then
archery.
yea.
lol

damn tiring sia.
and it's not as easy as it looks. xD
that was like my third time doin archery.
i saw some people's targets were friggin FULL of arrows.
i think they got the 250 arrow special or smth like that.

(btw the targets weren't all that far away, like max 3m?)

eryea.
haha.
then went arcade after that.

xD

oh then we were playing COD4 on yan yan's lappie.
damn fun lorh.
spamming the first mission.
AND the epilogue.
lmao

mm.
then third day.

woke up.
b'fast.
then ARCADE!!!
ROFLMAO
xD

then a long car ride home.
which was actually shorter than expected cos my dad apparently was doin 130km/h.

oO

lol.

oh yeah.
throughout the trip.
i couldn't help thinking how friggin cool it would be if i was with girls (or more specifically my girlfriend (if i had one that is))
i mean.
ice skating...
water park...
cmon lah.
yes i know.
it's pathetic.
but cmon,
a kid can dream can't he?

okay ya that's it for Msia

i was sorta thinkin of like writing a short story.
like ryan. lol.
but of course the genre of the story i have in mind is.... love.

like good grief.
can't i catch a break and STOP thinking abt love already?

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Goin over to Yong Han's/Storm Warriors 2

2009-12-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

mm hmm.

last last night (11+)
mh cancelled on me.
so i asked yong han. =)

so yea.
ended up goin to watch storm warriors 2 with him and yun long

mm yea.

thr was some random guy outside the tickets booth.
asked yong han for $2
and then asked us what movie we watchin.
and asked us whether we goin macs to eat.
Wtf??

ooooohkaye..

well the movie was...erm.

i mean. at first it was a bit confusing.
but the ending killed it.

i mean.
no proper ending.
=(

erm yea

then after that went yh's house.
played xbox.
Halo 2 of course....

erm yea
yh owned yet again.
altho it was damn fun

and juggernaut i was pwning for the first two rounds.
but then yh owned balls in the third round.
like a 15 kill streak.
holy shit?

mm hmm yea.
then played bluff a while.
but then yh's parents came home and we decided time to zao.

mm hmm.

okay yea that's it for yesterday. =)

hmm tryin to change my blog skin haha.
but damn chim lei.
ahha.
aiyo. i slowly go figure out bahs.
damn. html damn chim lorh

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Bday.

2009-12-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm 15 now.
(doesn't feel like it. but it nvr feels like i'm older when it's my bday. (or at least it didn't last year))

(rather i WAS 15 2 days ago. but yea. haha)

so i was up till late on 7 dec.

katherine gave me the idea to stay up till midnight lol.

so i did.
altho i prolly would have stayed up anyway. =P
even without realising that i cld stay up to wait for my bday to come.

well.
i'll put the list of people who wished me here.
Katherine
Julynn
Gwyneth
_________ (first few within the first hour. lol)
Ashiq
Kenny
Edward
Raphael
Shannon
Luccan
Meng Hui
Kimberley
Bill
Josh
Hao Wen (both sms and fb siol.)
Pi Peng
R-Jay
Raj
Angelica
Antho
Christian
Nicholas
Samuel
Darryl
Jia Cheng
Jason
Aaron
Dom
Hong Seng

(in person)
Vivek
Prashant
Nicholas
Hao Wen
Ji Yang

mm hm.
yea.

ohkaye.
so on morning of 8dec (12 am)

did some random stuffz.
slept. woke up at like 10?

then trained to chinese garden to meet with prashant hao wen ji yang vivek nicholas they all.
cos prashant was sort of celebrating his bday late.
and since it was my bday too i decided to tag along to meet up with my gd frens.

erm yea.
first went to prashant's house.
his condo is FREAKING BIG.
like OMGWTFHAX BIG.

yea.
if i'm not wrong thr's a friggin golf driving range...
=,=

anyway.
so then we went bowling.
had to get used to it again.
first round was sucky score i guess. (40-50+?)
haha but second round was OWNAGE
first frame STRIKE!!
then second frame SPARE!!
like omg!!

first three frames 31.
LMAO

epic siar.

but then ji yang suddenly got damn pro
=O

at the end i beat him by two.
Oo
ahahaa

97 siol!!!

damn almost 100.
haha xD

vivek sucked. he lost to ji yang. omg.

hhaaha yea.

then after that went imm for dinnerz.

ji yang left. i gave him my present.
he wanted to get me an Aerith model from japan.
lmao

so then ji yang and roshan went home

then we went bak to prashant's house,
went to play squash (omg yay)
and table tennis.

squash was pretty fun,
but prashant's racket was damn old. the grip colour stained my hand (BLACK! =O)

table tennis.
omg prashant is like damn bloody pro at it.
he play a lot lorh.

yea.
haha.

so then went home lorh.

yeaap.
that's it.
haha. xD
that's it for my bday.

TOMOROW i will blog abt today. haha

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

FF:Crisis Core/YCS EOY CAMP '09!!!

2009-12-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

lololol okay

decided to stop Disgaea 2 (as addictive as it was)
and try FF.

found it was bloody fun too.
LOL xD

and i might hav a crush on one of the characters.
looooooolss
the scene is just so "awwww...."
so cute.
haha

lol so yeah.

anyway.

on to YCS EOY camp

first day ah?
was like...okay lorh.

bit of ice breakers.
was okay fun
but of course it got WAAAY better as camp progressed.
anyway.
first day....
erm.
wad did we do ah?
lol forgot liaos =P

erm yea.
at first when they were choosing groups
i was like. walau are you serious?.... -,- lah
i was in markus' group!?!?
wth...

and no girls.
like haha oh well.

during lunch ivan started doin maahi ve.
so we all joined (those who knew it)
and everyone looked at us like... wth are you doing?

lollollol.

and throughout the camp
we just random sang random songs.
it was like damn fun with ivan and greg lorh.

erm and yea. lol

then that night we drew our mi you's name.

i was lucky enough to draw a girl.
lol
thr were only 5 girls.
among like 28 people?
so like yea.
haha

b4 camp i bought and "made" my mi you present.
three small hourglasses. $1 each lmao

then i glued them one on top of the other.
and wrote YCS on each one.
i thought it was pretty cool
erm yea

so next day.
training in the morning.
by daphne
erm and then after that was shi zhi ru kou right? erm yea
i sucked at it basically cos like yea i don't know a lot of foods.
much less their names in chinese.
so lol.
lucky we had antho's gf? there
she helped a bit i guess

altho i did help finish up the last part.
using english/slash chinese.
but still needed help from her to finish the very last one

erm yea
so then erm yea.
lol
during meals i asked ivan to pass issabel (damn how do you spell it lol)
drinks.

then after that he like automatic liao lol.
come up to me and ask me "want me to giv your mi you a drink?"
lols.

so during meals after i finish eating i'd just join another random group.
cos my group didn't really hav much to talk about.
and markus was always goin off somewhere.
erm yea.
so mostly joined ivan's table.
or sometimes roniel's.

somtimes also aaron's.

haha.

then night games.
wandering around the church.
markus was from the church lol so he knew pretty much what he was doing.
i guess.

so anyway.
there was one point when we had to find marvyn.
and three groups were all stuck looking for him at the sacristy.

which was obviously locked.
so i played a fool a little.
looked in through the gate and was like "hey how you get in there sia?"
then issabel who was nearby gav a diao face and was like "very funny"

lol.
i kinda got the feeling she thought i was some weirdo or loser.
not just from that incident but from other stuff too.
of course i was acting spastic but yea.
haha wadever lorh

night had P&W!!!

WOOOTS hyper again lmao.
omg lol

there were a LOT of funny stuff that happened during the camp.
but i don't rmbr exactly when they happened. i'll list them all out at the end.

third day.
hrm.
morning had some training which was almost more like games really.
carrie tagged along with our group.
so like an unofficial member.
like me in march camp with ryan's group

mm.
so carrie was pretending to be wei chong.
yea.
they switch roles or smth like that.

yea it was damn funny joking abt weichong to her cos yea she WAS wei chong.

erm. haha.

oh then during training sum random person sms-ed carrie
if you want to see your bear again come find me. or smth like that.
like lol damn random.

turns out it was wc.

erm okay.
then lunch.
oh yeah.
roniel knew who my mi you was cos i asked him to giv her a drink.
then when i gave her one of my nuggets and also a sweet.
he was like. wah you treating her like she your secret lover like that.

i was like. -,-/

uh huh.
so then telematch.
it was like damn fun lorh. except the flour game.
the flour game was damn irritating lol.
blowing a ping pong ball across a table covered with flour.
only in ycs eh?

first was the spinning around and then carrying water and pouring it into a bottle on someone's chest.
yea.
that was okay.
we were second in that game.

then breaking open a watermelon and eating it.
markus used two punches and the watermelon broke open.
like lmao.
other groups took two minutes to open it.
we took two seconds.

then eating it was damn sick.
lucky everyone didn't mind eating it.
even carrie.

erm then the flour game.
we lost.

=(
haha cos bryan was a harmonica-ist.
blowing power.

then mass games.
AWESOME.
captains ball with eggs!! LOL

but i head-on langah with brandon.
like ouch.

and when i tried to intercept anth time i broke the egg and it went into aaron's mouth..
LOL.
i didn't even get hit by the egg except on the arm.
erm yea we won both matches.

then the second telematch.
body parts game.
omg this one was damn funny.
carrie pair with markus.
then they got butt to back.
then don't even need to bend down or anth.
cos same height.
LOL.

oh then me and bill got sole to forehead.
like WTF?

omg lol that was damn sad for bill.
and i looked like some bastard.
lmao.

so yea.

then night had anth awesome P&W again

the girls were jumping!!
like woah.
that shows how awesome P&W was lorh
hm then night time...
ah WAN HUI!!!

lol
samuel/roniel/my miyou group one was definitely the best.
lol.
damn awesome.
and before they went up i got ivan an greg to cheer and clap and shout "ISSABEL!! Your mi you ask me clap for you!!"

lmao.
anyway my group skit was some random cartoon....

ben 10 pokemon simpsons and superman basically.
like damn random.

and like all other groups the ending damn random.

oh haha WC was helping some group.
they had this dance club scene.
so wc and some other people were at the back dancing some random thing waving their arms.

then two scenes later we realised that wc was STILL at the back dancing.
when everyone else was gone.
LOL

then all suan him for being a squid. xD
damn funny

mmkay.
then at night write ji yu ka.

mm.

last day.
err...

was some random training session whr we were all goofing off.
erm yea.
oh then Bill was like.
made it damn obvious that i was his mi you.
lol.
-,-

oh well.

anyway.
then after that had carolling again. ("doing" carol. xDD)
and EVERYONE (okay maybe except all the "old" people) was singing wei chong in the carols.
like. wei chong the red-nosed reindeer.
or i saw wei chong kissing santa claus.
or wei chong navidad
xD

damn fun.
i still duno why he always kena like that
oh wells. ahaha

then revealing of mi you.

then had some mass sharing.
everyone shared about the camp.
yea.
all of them found it fun i guess.

(except roniel...)
unless they were lying. =O
lol.

so yea.
then camp ended and all.
sadded lorh.

had dinner with gabriel ian and carrie.
then after that went for dinner again with my brother's soccer sch frens.
=,=

i so shldn't have gone lorh.
dun even know why i did.

damn boring.
and i don't even like seafood... -,-

well anyway,
the random fun stuffs dat happened during camp.

like charades, one was aladdin,
then we were like, why didn't he just rub the lamp??

then yea, rub the lamp then BOOM. (lol you hav to see the action to find it funny)
then wc say what chinese canon, must load the gunpowder one.
omg lah daaaaamn sick.

oh and then aaron called marvyn even though marvyn was just a table away,
then John picked up a banana and put to his ear,
then was like "hello aaron? hello?"
then aaron picked up an eaten banana, just the skin left,
then he was like "my phone spoil"
LOOOOL
omg lah damn joke

then in francis's ji yu ka,
sum1 wrote "are you the francis from l4d"
and that wasn't the funny part,
Braxton wrote underneath that,
"braxton likes this" then draw the thumbs up sign.
LOOL!!
like fb.
damn funny

then we had that toilet paper game,
where how much toilet paper you take means how many fun facts you have to tell about yourself.
the montfort people took a HELL LOT lmao
like 90+

-,-
ahha then when gabriel's turn to introduce himself,
he was like "i'm a girl"
like LOL

SUBWAY COOKIES!!

ahha.

so yea.
that's EOY camp '09.
hope '10 is even more awesome!

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Pool w 2 ppl only. -,-/DISGAEA 2!!/DANCE XPLOSION!!

2009-12-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

like omg yea i got 2 new games in my psp.
finally.... -,-

y'know i tried dl-ing several times but they all failed..

so i gave up and went to the professionals.
=)

paid $4 for each game.
plus $25 for a software upgrade they said was unneccessary.

i wouldn't know.

for all i know i got scammed of $25
i am a retarded noob when it comes to technology (omg lol i couldn't spell technology for a while there)
LOL that's how noob i am...
ahhaaha

haha. so anyway.
i got two games from my list
which was about all that cld fit into my 8Gb mem card anyway.

Disgaea 2 and FF:Crisis core.

figured yh's cousin would help me find the rest of the games. =P

so anyway.
i started playing Disgaea first.
and i haven't stopped.
lol.
i stayed up freaking late on sun night just playing that game.

it's like uber fun...
and i'm just playing the same stage over and over again lmao.

one cool thing i found out is that you can throw yur enemies on each other.

and they'll level up!!
like LOL

so i'm spamming training on the first few levels cos i can just level up my enemies to train more effeciently...lollollollol.

haha i sound so no-life.
but who cares.
=P

haha so yea.

on mon i woke up after abt 6 hours of sleep.
at 10am.

so yea.

then called jy to wake him up.

ended up just the two of us.

went arcade AGAIN lol.

erm then went over to play pool...
jy's first time.
but he definitely got better at the end.

and he hasn't played table tennis b4 either. -,-
like wth......

so yea.

it was kinda fun.

pool is like always fun.
cos stupid things happen all the time.

like when i tried to jump shot the break.

and i ended up only hitting ONE ball.
(the one at the back)
like damn cool. LOL
the white ball fell off the table though.
so not counted. =P

and right after that ji yang broke and only the white ball went in.

like some skills there.

haha.
so. outing outing outing.

feel like planning an outing.
with a random group of frens.

this hols i'm like despo to find ppl to go out with.
haha tryin to fill in all the long hours of holidays.

unlike last year.
i just rotted at home in front of the com.

so yea.

oh yea. i need to talk about dance xplosion too!!

so yea on saturday.
went for some random dance comp finals.
in tampines. o.o

i saw some funny banner in hougang advertising it so thought i'd just go for fun.

dragged yh along. like lmao.

his parents and brother ended up coming too. o.o

okay...

so i got there early (though i was on time)
and the place was like so dead. no atmosphere at all.
i thought the event was some fail event that would be a total drag.

luckily it didn't turn out that way.

cos when the event actually started the crowd grew a LOT.
and the atmosphere was hyped up.

a lot of girls cheering their frens on.

the hip hop dances were EPIC cool.
damn freaking nice.
i totally felt inspired after it.
totally wanted to join a dance crew.

can't help but envy alicia...
i mean how fun is it to have DANCE as a friggin CCA?

damn lah
and she even learned breaking from it

makes me wish i went to holy high. =P

haha.

once again i'm gonna ponder on how my life would be totally different if i'd gone to holy high instead of sji.

and i prolly wouldn't have joined dance as a cca either.
prolly wouldn't even be breaking.
prolly would have a whole lot more frens in church.
prolly wouldn't even hav a crush on that person.

hah. who knows.

but all i do know is that a LOT of awesome frens are from sji.
and i dno wad i'd do without em.

so sji FTW.
lols.

anyway.

yea. their dances were damn cool.
and the MJ category too.
altho there's no way they cld compare to the real MJ.

but still. i kinda found out that mj songs are quite nice.
lol.
yea.
i know i very lag.

anyway there was one part where they asked for volunteers from the audience.
i kinda wanted to go up.
but i'd feel damn pai seh.

meanwhile those people who were with their large group of frens.,
got sabo-ed.

prolly cos their frens know they are damn bloody good at dancing.

and they freaking WERE.

like holy shit omg wad de crap effing PRO kinda good.

yes.
they were awesome.
unbelievable.
inspiring even.

blah blah blahblah blah....

ohkaye.....

but yea.
i SOOO wanna start dancing now. (as in i mean take up dancing...not DANCE right now) =P

haha kay.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D/BBoy Cyril

Sleepover at cous'

2009-11-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

okay. it's like four days late.
but i'mma blog abt the sleepover.

hahas.

okay so i met them at erm...wad was that place?
er...oh yeah
Ion @ Orchard.

so i saw ryan holding what i feared was a sword.

my fears were realised. -,-
apparently he'd gotten it from that dumb anime fest (where he apparently met a lot of his frens. (including some girls who like did cosplay or smth like that))
it was, what? 45bucks?

for a piece of wood.
like...yea..

that's how much of an anime freak he is i guess.
i swear.
him and ji yang would get along like perfectly.

well anyway.

talked a lot of random cock in the RSH while his parent's searched for stuf for their chiang mai trip on tues.

then went up to library.
talked a LOT of random cock.

i guess that's why it's so fun to be with them.
all the random cock
it's not the things we do.

it's just the fact that we get to talk random cock.

i love random cock. =))

er yea haha.

so then we ate at the food court.
then went to their house.

i played DW4 with rox...
ryan went to the com.
msn & fb.
lol.

apparently he was worried that his good fren (a girl btw)
would act differently now that she had a bf.

wtf?
when will i ever have to deal with that problem...
hmm...

maybe i hav to hav close girl friends first. -,-

er yea.

so then i logged in to my fb and showed them 'her' profile.

when i logged in that night i saw that she liked my status.

i was like wtf??
cos the status was something sad for me...
T.T

i was totally like... walau..that's so unfair.
(as i was inclined to say regularly for that period of time for some reason.) dnno why

heh. my status was.
oh wait.
i shldn't put it here shld i?

l8r SOME PEOPLE go look thru my fb statuses tryin to find who liked it.

oh well.

but the next day i figured out WHY she liked it.
so yea.

oh and funny.

ryan thought the OTHER girl in 'her' profile pic was the actual 'her'

according to him the other girl's more chio.

like. wadever... lol

erm yea.
also played SSBB which was totally spastic and random.
but mostly we stuck with DW4 lol.

next day they had piano lesson (meaning their mum too. lol)

so got up at like 7? (earlier than those two. AND more awake too)
we'd all slept at like 1+ that morning

so they were both uber tired. esp since it was their 2nd night in a row sleeping late.

lol they actually slept at the piano teacher's house. in between their turns.

i kept ryan awake discussing girls of course.
and then a small pillow fight which inflamed his eye.
O.O.

oops.haha

so then went back
ryan went back to school to beat up the security guard to try and get his books which he left in school.

rox went with me to the dentist.

direct bus apparently.

man. the staff there are like totally changed. only recognised one staff.

and to be frank.
the new staff are pretty ugly.
like.
=X

srsly.

haha okay.

so then after that went bak to their house,
and then went to their ah ma house.
there's a ps3 there.

and they have two cousins.

both small.
i forgot their names though.

anyway.

they have GH5!!
O.O

although it's uber laggy.
so not fun to play.
and the guitar controller is like very erm...
not nice. lol

so yea.

then while we were walking back to their house.
was on ryan's case for "bringing up girls every chance he gets"

then he's like "you can't blame me...90% of my class are girls"

i was totally stumped. like. WTF!?!?

walau...he damn lucky lorh he.

zzzz

oops. starting to sound despo.
haha.

ah who cares.... -,-

so then went back to their house.

showed ryan for the last time which one was really 'her'

other than that didn't have time for much else.

except a bit of DW4.
loools.

haha yea that's it.

it WAS DAMN AWESOME!!!!!

BLOODY FUN LOLLMAOROFLcopter!!

ahhha xD

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D/BBoy Cyril

fate~

2009-11-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

it's a funny thing fate.
i can think of several situations where fate is so life-changing.

1. camps. who do you end up in the same group as?
2. class. who ends up in your class? who ends up sitting near/next to you?
3. plain old random stuff.

yea.
just experienced some weird things recently.
totally fate-filled.

so let's see.

today after work took a bus home.
saw "154" and thought it looked familiar and assumed it went to hougang central.
the thing is, it WAS familiar.
but for the wrong reason.
so i ended up somewhere in macphereson. (got off after realising that the bus dosen't go to hougang, it goes to Eunos. =,=)
thr was an mrt thr. but it was closed for some unknown reason.
i assume cos it isn't ready yet.
so then i look and see wad buses are there.
none that i cld take to hougang central. except 80.

and it just so happens that 80 passes by a certain friend of mine whom i haven't talked to/heard in like a month, who's recovering from surgery.

so i just thought, heck. i'll call him. maybe i can stop by.
so i call him. and he actually PICKS UP this time! like WOW.
so we start talking. and we have a LOT to talk about yea.

how is this fate?

given the choice i would've just ended up going to hougang mall and heading to the arcade.
instead, i chat with a lost old friend. and i'm gonna meet up with him.

y'know if not for that i prolly would have assumed he'd died or smth like that.
so.
cool.

anth strange thing fate did for me.

SALT session.
just went there for fun really.
if not i cld've just gone to meet my cous earlier.
but i just thought, heck i'll go.
and i did.

so then we split into groups to do discussion/sharing.
at first i was in one group,
then i got pulled into another as they started shuffling us around.
then a new girl is also asked to join the group.
naturally she sits next to me (i was nearest and she didn't know anyone anyway)

so then after our group is done with the sharing.
everyone else is talking away.
except of course me.
and her.

so i thought well i'll just start a conv.
i totally expected it to end after like 2 sentences.
but to my surprise she actually talked to me a lot to.
like i was trying to think of more stuff to say but she beats me to it.

so it was pretty fun talking to her.

what if i hadn't gone for the session?
what if i'd sat somewhere else? (cos i sure as heck wouldn't have got up from my seat and walk next to her just to say hi)
what if they hadn't shuffled the groups?

how cool eh?

sometimes i just gotta love fate.

speaking of fate. (and YES i'm gonna talk about crushing yet again)
confi camp.
if i'd been in another group.
my life right now would NOT be the same.
if i didn't have such an awesome facil who could finish sharings so bloody fast and give us time to talk cock amongst the group.
my life would NOT be the same.
if the people in my group had been different.
my life DEFINITELY would NOT be the same.

strange eh? how fate wants to play us.

and then there are times i wanna beat it up.

like once.
we were in the hall (by we, i mean a large group, which includes 'her')
we were supposed to have parents there.
'she' didn't have her parents with her.
i did though. although my mum was leaving halfway.
i figured, since 'shes' just sitting behind me, after my mum left i'd just move behind and sit next to her.

but then fate just wanted to toy with me.

first some random person occupied the seat next to 'her'.

in my head i was groaning. going "OH come on.... FML"
then she got off the seat.

and went to find her child.
i was like. oh. alrite!

then another old (okay maybe not THAT old. but kinda old) lady
who's carrying plastic bags puts her bags there.
i was like. GIVE ME A BREAK DAMMIT...

then the teachers tried to help her find a seat, or find her child.
they were like "you want to sit in front? nearer?"

and i was like. c'mon. c'mon. GO sit there....

then she waved her hand to say no.
i was like. ahhh F***
but in the end she went off to dunno where.
and when my mum left the seat next to 'her' was empty.
like AWWW YEAH.

so i go sit next to her.
barely mouth "hello"

and remain silent throughout.

=,=!!!!!!!!!

sigh. lol.

how sad eh?

but still. fate is bloody awesome.

if i hadn't fallen for the YCS trick,
and joined legion instead.
my life would definitely be a hell of a lot different.

i mean. my best friends are from YCS.

i don't have to list them down.
scared of leaving people out.

but yea.
life would SOO be different.

esp that first YCS March camp 2 years ago.
THAT was when it all just...well.
happened.

haha.
i am REALLY into a reminiscent mood right now.

thinkin about all that.

haha.
and the worst would be if i hadn't gotten into sji.

now THAT would be a MAJOR change.

although maybe if i'd gone victoria,
i wouldn't be having such serious girl trouble. ;)

LOLS.

okayokay.
no use thinking about what COULD be.

i'll settle for whatever. =)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D/BBoy Cyril

overview of life....or what little bit of it i live right now.

2009-11-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

sigh.

once again.

i'm in that mood again.
is it reminiscing? or regretful? or (okay you know what i can't think of any more chim words.)

anyway. sigh.

since i'm not doing much.
i just decided to post smth.

i dunno exactly wad i'm gonna post on...
just wanted to post.

i haven't blogged in ages. (okay maybe not THAT long but quite long)
soz.....

hmm...

okay. update on the "girl" situation...

let's see....how many people actually know about my crush alrdy LOL...

erm...
josh,
vivek,
ji yang,
darryl,
ryan,
ju,
rachel,
katherine,
meng hui,
hao wen,
isaac,
yong han,
wei liang,

wow. 13 ppl.

well THAT's REALLY auspicious.... =,=

and how many people know her name??

3....

like lolaroflmao

erm...

haiz.
i dunno larrhhhh

last thrus went to jurong point with mh and jy.
like lol

just go thr to stone around and just walk arnd.

in the end jy and me went to watch CWACOM.
mh had to go home.

lol was talking abt girls and stuff related to that throughout the whole movie.
at first entered the wrong cinema LOL.

then the show started and it was some random kung fu shit.
we were both like...um........
wtf??

then we thought that we MIGHT be in the wrong cinema.
so exited... (jy tripped over someone's bag on the way out LOL)

then realised...oh yeah.
wrong cinema.

=,=

lol.
so anyway.
the movie was quite good.
although a little childish (but hey, there were sec school students in school uniform there...so i wasn't complaining)

that flint guy is reaaallly weird.

it was just damn funny lah.
as well as screwed up .

sigh.

ehm...so i've started work at my mum's office.

entering sales orders and posting them.
and making reports.

kinda sian.
at first my 'boss' cut and printed specific orders to make it easier for me.

now i'm just given GITA numbers and i have to manually refer to the masterlist to find the orders.

so more sian.

sigh.

many many sighs in my life.

haiz.

...

oh yeah.

major event.
Confirmation.

i'll not discuss the sketchy details (i.e. related to my crush)
cos yea...if i do then it'll be a bit obvious.

or wadever. not like anyone visits here anyway

day before had to rehearse my readings (which i just HAD to do again)
practised a bit more.
felt a bit more confident.

then confi day itself.

OMG....

epic butterflies.
not only did i have to worry abt the reading,
but i was nervous enough abt gifts.
urgh.

cldn't seem to find a right time to give em.

in the end i didn't giv two presents.
the one for M and for A.
well...the present for A is kinda cool.
maybe i'll keep it. =P

i'm not that close to them anyway...prolly won't see them.
(ever again??)

sigh.
so that's it.
the last of cathecism.
the last of CPL3.
but first bak to confi.

was getting more and more nervous sitting in the 'lectors seat'...
as it neared my turn.
marie went up...then i knew it was coming soon...

so then finally...
went up.

i tink my voice was loud and clear.
just like practise.

and i wasn't feeling too nervous up there either.
so it was worth it to practice.

wow this is a long post.

anyway.
sadly.
it's the end of CPL3....

i'm gonna miss it.
(and not just cos i got less chance to see 'her')

it's been fun with the guys.
and also the other guys.
lol.

sigh.

hope thr'll be some sense of community in the future.
hmm...
ddamn..
sooooo wish there was a mass event or smth like that...

grrrrrrr

oh well...wishing don't do anything good does it.
i have to do smth.

(and that brings me back to 'her')

urgh....

even when i sat next to her that day.
i didn't say anth to her except mouthing hello.

so wad.
how e heck am i supposed to talk t her...

although of course i'd have stuff to talk abt if we HAD to talk to each other.

the thing is.
i miss the camp atmosphere.
where it's just talking with yur group members.
not worrying abt yur own frens or other people.
it's just casual chat to learn more abt yur group member.

that's whats so awesome about camps i guess.
it's like. okay.

in a classroom situation.
i have stuff to say.
but i feel somehow it won't be appropriate or smth like that.

but in a camp situation, where we're given a chance to just talk.

that's what i need i guess... a chance to just talk.
and no distractions...

sigh.

well a chance like that's not gonna come if i just wait for it.
gotta do smth abt it eh?

lol.
sigh.

alrite this is REALLY a lot of stuff.
that's all i guess.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

how do i feel? =\

2009-11-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

haiz.

right now i REALLY DON'T KNOW how to feel.
someone's technically hitting on 'her'.
and y'know what?

i don't feel anything at all.
not jealous.
not sad.
not pissed.
not regretful.

just nothing.
sigh.
it's like....is the fire dying out after months of INTENSE obsession?
i mean...it seems such a.....i dunno...such a waste.

i've been crazy. as in seriously crazy over 'her' for bloody long (as long as i ever have been anyway)
and now it's simply just faded away....

i'm not sure whether it's cos it's so hard to talk to her?
or she just doesn't care abt conversations?
or cos i'm just tired of it....

it's just so....

URGH!!

and yea.

as i said. right now,
i dun really feel anything.

even though the O's are over.
i can't really feel excited or relieved...

cos i still have lotsa shit to do.
combined camp.
campfire.
confi mass reading.

wtf.
hell.
this sux.
fuck.

yeah......
i am one twisted messed up deprived little kid....

dun worry....
i'm not feeling emo now.

just very....um...
yea.
hard to say it exactly.

i just don't feel normal.
im not emo.

just weird.

feel strange.
i don't know how to feel anymore.

sigh.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D=

punggol park~~

2009-10-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

lols.
okay like on thurs.
went pool with wc hao wen and hao han.
wc plan like some epic fail.
end up going here going thr.
at first wanted to go yishun safra.
then ended up in toa payoh safra.

was quite fun. but then wc's suddenly dosen't suck.
=O
wth...
and he actually beat us. like. OMGHAX

okay anyway.
after that.
went home.
but i had this feeling like, why don't i go somewhere and just chill. for the sake of it.
(might be something to do with my feelings... but i don't really know)

wondered where i could go to chill.
remembered that punggol park is like right opposite my house. 2 minutes away.
so like. yeah.

walked over there.
lied down on the grass near the lake and listened to goo goo dolls.
lol.
i didn't really have any purpose going there.
not to reflect.
not to emo (whether about 'her' or otherwise)
not to sleep.
just to take a quick break and chill.

so yeah.
i won't exactly say that i was uber enlightened and holy after it.
i didn't necessarily feel all that relaxed and happy either.
but still. it was cool to slow down for once and just not give a shit abt stuff. be it homework or deadlines or even relationships. (or lack thereof)

the songs really helped pass the time too i guess.
the really cool thing is the clouds.
this is one of the rare times that i just stop. and look at the sky.
(the last time i rmbr doing that was probably in primary school. at the playground at my grandma's house) hah. i rmbr how the clouds moved. and it looked like the whole world was moving. it was damn cool.
so anyway i was looking at the clouds.
and i see this small figure.
looked like a head.
and maybe it wasn't supposed to be jesus.
but i sure thought it could be.
and it looked like he was opening his hands to the sky.

how cool.

so yeah.
i spent like an hour there.
o.o
some times of silence as well.

listening to opporutnity really sorta gave me a boost

~hold on now, your exit's here.
it's waiting just for you.
don't pause too long,
it's fading now.
it's ending all too soo-oon you'll see...
soo-oon you'll see.

your coffee's warm but your milk is sour,
life is short but you're here to flower.
dream yourself along another day,
never miss opportunity.
don't be scared of what you cannot see,
your only fear is possibility.
never wonder what the hell went wrong,
your second chance may never come along.

hold on now, your exit's here.
it's waiting just for you.
don't pause too long,
it's fading now.
it's ending all too soo-oon you'll see...
soo-oon you'll see.~~

it's a damn nice song.
i was kinda singing it out loud in the park.
lmao.
softly though.
so hopefully no one thinks i'm some deranged lunatic.

it got dark pretty soon.
so i just lied there for a while more.
it's not perfectly peaceful there.
but it's quite okay.

maybe i'll do it again sometime.
it just...i don't know.... feels cool.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

LLTC!!!

2009-10-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

okayyy.
had LLTC B over the weekend.
was pretty good. despite everyone saying hey its boring lah they take away all the fun stuff.

in the morning was DAMN wu liao.
meng hui brought UNO stacko... -,- like wth
so they were playing. while i got owned at chess by eugene
then i joined them.
and we played until there were seriously no more tiles that could be drawn
so i just tried something cool.
i flicked away one of the single tiles in the layer.
and the whole top part just collapsed and fit nicely.
that was damn awesome sia

and then after that we were playing coins. -,-
like seriously. epic boredomness
and douglas had like these two pound coins. basically worth like $6.
and they were freaking huge and heavy.
so it was damn unfair
but anyway yeah. we were damn bored lol.

then after the whole thing with reviewing papers and all.
talk a lot of cock in class with vivek and ji yang (with those two, it was obviously about girls)
then went to hall.
wanted to convince vivek to go. but he didn't pack. (although his OT said he could go without packing. like lol)
so then were waiting outside the hall.
and ji yang was geting nervous seeing the girls around. like lools

saw the group listing only recognised nathan's name...
i was like okay...
then went in.
while suan-ing ji yang abt how he might get girls in his group and he'll totally just collapse or smth.

so then turns out my group had 3 girls, and 1 female OT.
saw nathan, and recognised joel too.
so. alrite. b4 camp knew like 2 ppl.

played some random clock game.
yeah

then after that we started with our first activity outside of school.
oO
thr seemed to be waaay too little ice breakers b4 first acitivity

but oh well.
so we were supposed to walk to little india and interview migrant workers.
like. O.O
okayy....

reached little india split into groups of three.
went with david and ameline.
wandered arnd and stoned tryin to figure out what to do.
then saw joshua and suddhir sitting under some trees talking to some guy.
so we went to the same grass patch and approached two guys.
they were from sri lanka.
didn't have jobs there came to s'pore did many jobs. some paid late and stuff like that.
but they were happy in singapore. unfortunately the govt. rejected their work permit so they're forced to return to sri lanka. =(

wow.
so then after that my small group of three combined with joshua's group of three.
and walked arnd tryin to find a third person to interview.
went to a few shops but in the end didn't find anyone to interview.
went past this supply shop or storage or wadever and it was like full of pigeons
and suddenly they all flew out over our heads. lol

anyway so then went back to the rendevous. and went back to school, where we did reflections.
AFTER that was the welcome. -,-
so yeah. although i forgot what the welcome was all abt anyway.
then dinner.
then some talks.
including some social realities talk by some damn funny brother. (bro collin)
then night reflection and sharing.
slept at like 12.30

woke up next day arnd 6 i think.
had so called PT (which was the same string game we played in melacca)
then breakfast then journey.

journey was visiting an old folks' home for some, other's was poor ppl in toa payoh
one of the places was the gift of love home. o.O
sadly i didn't go thr though
went to st theresa's home instead.
paired up to wheel old folks arnd macritchie (which turned out to be quite close)
paired with hannah.
the old lady couldn't speak english.
so was kinda worried how we were supposed to communicate with her and make the trip meaningful.
but in the end wasn't too bad.
used hand gestures to act friendly and yeah...

saw some canoeists there.
reuven too. (he was totally on my case for being with a girl)

so then we rested at some pavillion.
and we did our loolaloo
and the others did the chicken dance which was damn fail. and yeah.

so then wheeled them back to st theresa's. said goodbye.

y'know one thing i sortof gained from this is that old people aren't all THAT helpless.
cos she could still see and hear (i think) and she could recognise us properly and wave to us.
you know when you see some old ppl who can't feed themselves or walk you think they're totally incapable of doing things. (or at least I do)
so it was kinda surprising when she recognised me and waved.
=D

so yeah.
then after that had lunch.
then games.
first game was filling up a bottle full of holes.
i was the main one holding the holes so i was drenched by the end of the game.
but we won. xD
and we tried to help the other group too lol.
took the whole pail over and poured. but still failed. haha

then after that some funny bucky mcballs thing.
captain's ball with small balls and buckets.
we won. sort of.
but it was basically just chaos.
and we got to throw water bombs at the losing group.

then third game was kebadi.
-,-
they had like 12 ppl.
not to mention our group was missing the two fittest ppl

so we basically got owned.
i got owned myself when i attacked.
-,-

erm yeah.
so the last game.
which was DAMN joke
it wasn't exactly the game itself which was damn joke,
but rather what happened DURING the game.
the game was holding water in your mouth while playing the broken telephone game.
so hannah was tryin to get the message from i think alessia.
and david was behind her askin her to hurry up cos the other group was basically abt to finish.
so she just kicked behind...
and nailed him right in the balls.
like ouch.

needless to say we lost the game (although we got a laugh out of it. along with the other team)
then i had to go for mass while the others had mass games. (okay there's definitely a pun there somewhere)
although my group just went to shower
during mass i was freakin tired.
so when i was kneeling down i actually fell asleep.
-,-
and i was like tipping forward and i woke up like woaah.
okay then after mass didn't have time to shower.
and then we had a talk on the 7 habits of effective leadership
kinda boring. we just sat at the back and chatted. lol

then had some "fast food" thing.
which was obviously fake.
it was basically just some thing to get us to experience what poor people have to go through.
so all we had for dinner was a bowl of porridge with water.
totally bland.
i just ate it though cos i was fungry..

then there were OTs posing as less fortunate ppl. selling tissue paper or stuff like that.
so we had to listen to their story.
and maybe try to cheer them up.
although their aim seemed to be to not be cheered up (if that makes sense)
hm.
the exercise was kinda wasted on our group though.
cos joshua brought back macs and chips while he went for his confirmation rehearsal. lol
we had a sort of feast at night while doing sharing.

had some solidarity lasalliana thing.
which was just some quiet (sort of) time to reflect. complete with bits of food to eat.
the taste represented the different aspects of life. bitterness, sourness, sweetness and some rice thingy.
sang some songs.
all in all was pretty cool reflection. (although i might have zoned out here and there)

after that had some lasallian day of peace thing.
which was really, quite boring. =x

then the usual nightly routine.

next day woke up late for pt.
3.something km run at macritchie.
was quite okay. i didn't die or anth.

after that was sharing again. one of the last group sharings. =(
so then took a bus bak to sji

after that supposed to shower. but thr was no point honestly.
so then group photo taking was during lunch
then 7 habits thing again in LT2 with genesius chan.
he has a LOT of those timewasting kind of things on his com.
so we wasted some of our break time there.
then there was the synthesis. in other words the wrap up of the camp
then the end.
all at the parade square.
got "commissioned" to be an official lasallian leader.
hugged ppl.
ji yang was high at the end of it. o.O

so yeah.
that's about it.

overall was a pretty fun camp. xD

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

sign from God about relationship.... O.o

2009-10-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

okay...so like on wednesday
school had that sex talk thingy.

except for those who opted out. which basically amounted to like 9 of us.
O.o...
was so expecting more than that.

anyway.
we were forced to watch some videos on 'modesty' and stuff like that instead.
and one of the videos REALLY hit me.
it was like seriously a total and obvious sign for me...
it's like, this is wad the guy in the video said.

"historically,guys have always been the initiaters of relationships.because it honours women,cos it takes the burden of rejection off of them and places it unto us"

oO
and something like "what a guy is saying basically when he asks a girl out is "i'd rather risk rejection, than not being with you""

like. woaaah.
if that isn't an obvious sign then i don't know what is....

so. yeah.

i'm gonna try.
of course.
i may be scared as hell.
i may piss in my pants.
i may run screaming.
i may pass out.

but. i will try.
i swear.

(just not now. ><)
aiya i just dunno lah. now dosen't seem like such a good idea y'know.

anyway. i sms-ed a girl pretty much for the first time in my life recently. lmao.

all thanks to jin asking me to sms her. o.o

haha i'm like so desperate for help i've told like 3 girls abt it alrdy...... O.O
and 2 years ago i wouldn't have KNOWN 3 girls.

sigh. and now i'm freaking out over a girl.

how times can change eh??

anyway....
got back results today.
i suppose in some senses it's okay.
but i still don't think i did all that well.
i didn't get A1 for two sciences....
D=
sigh. that's like a first since who knows when. i tink. hmm.

but anyway.
Physics - 77
Chem - 73.5
Bio - 68.5 (WTf LAH....... D= (and thaddaeus got 84!?!?!?)
A Math - 85
E Math - 86.
Geog (Physical) - 34. o.o....
Geog (Human) - 41 O.O (WTF.... and the teacher didn't even teach human geog properly)
Geog (Full) - 75. woooah.... damn zhun sia
Elect Lit (Seen Essay) - 15. WTH.... D= .... and i thought i did pretty well. (but apparently the teacher only saw my answer as vaild (i.e. NOT bullshit) from like the second page onwards. WTF)
Elect Lit (Unseen Prose) - 21. HOLY CRAP???
Elct Lit (Total) - 72. woooahh.. totally unexpected
S.S. (Essay) - 21. O.o woah. not bad.
S.S. (SBQ) - 11. WTF. screw SBQs lah.
S.S. (Total) - 64
Combined Humans - 68.... (.....)
English - okay this is freaking pissing.... 74.4. (are you freaking kidding me?? i need bloody hell 0.1 more marks to get A1..... =,=)
Chinese (Express. (Prelim)) - 61 woah. but shit. they expect at least 70.... -,-
Chinese (Higher) - 56. WOAH. i beat hao wen shiol.... O.O

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

NEW PSP!!!

2009-10-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

wooooots new pspz!!

got it on sat after cathecism (when she smiled at me.... =DD)
went to compass point with lionel hong...

went to the games.com store.
they had some package thingy

psp + charger + cable + free optional hacking + mem stick (4Gb)

cool.

they only had limited colour (blu and red)
so i chose blue at first.

then chose some games (and opted for an 8Gb mem stick instead)
left them to hack and put in the games for free
went to subway with lionel to eat.
then got a call from them. apparently the blue psp had a spoiled LCD screen.
so i got stuck with the red one.
didn't really mind honestly. (how ironic. it's her favorite colour...and the same colour as her psp)
so well i guess that had something to do with it. ;)

chose DJ Max of course. plus FIFA 10 for my brother.
and BBoy the game. plus some other random games.

aww yeah PSP!! FINALLY!!

i'm totally getting worked up over this whole crush thing.

and it sux.
sighs.

i realised i've asked like 3 girls for advice on this alrdy LOL.....
eeeeeeeeeeee

oh. speakin of girls.

i randomly bumped into three in the past 4 days... Oo

i saw kim at compass point when walking arnd waiting for my PSP to be done.
and today while going out for cage soccer met joanne at the bus stop right outside my house lmao..
and matilda at the hougang bus stop... though of course she just dao-ed me.
we nvr talked b4 so yea.

so weird. or cool.
wadever.
lolz.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D (BBoy Cyril)

Movies aft exam/yong han's house

2009-10-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

today had to go back to school just to collect a form for the boston trip. -,-
and a short briefing (which didn't turn out all that short in the end)

after that went to movies with yun long.
john came along too.
surrogates.
my first time to movies since watching Transformers...which was AGES ago (try abt three months)

was quite good i guess. altho a lot of ppl say boring or smth like that.

then so after that went yong han's house...
kena tau pok by yong han....then yun long joined...
ouch..... mega GG....

and my wrist was bent under yong han... =,=

oh well....
then play some random games like halo2. (which yh owned at again (although i pwned in the first few games)
PGR4 also...
john and yun long are total noobs of course.
when yong han played, i lost to him both times. cos of last minute mistakes.

zzzz.
then went for dinner at shaw (same place whr we went for movies)
macs at kfc...
yun long ate BOTH....

then john went for tuition and three of us went back and played cards...
bluff was damn freakin funny....

we were talkin crap and bullshiting like crap...
and our theory was "maximum is 5"... like lmaos

best part is i won 6 times in a row...lol.
but once was freakin scam.
cos yh played a 9. then they both were laughin so much they didn't notice when i said 7.
they just took it as correct.
then they check the card it WAS a 7....then they thought i won. Roflllll

so yea yesterday was damn fun.

Day before that went to vivek's house to pass the 6hours we had before the shanghai briefing in school.
vivek was emo-ing in the bus cos of some thing. dunno wad exactly.
then halfway normal le.

went to kfc with javier while vivek ashiq and james went to his house first.
talked abt primary school and stuff....

apparently me and javier are opposite lol
i want to go out, but no one to go out with me.
he got a lot of ppl ask him go out, but he lazy go out.

so then went to vivek's house....they were playin rakion...
his xbox360 hasn't been touched in a year... =,=
so the controller batt were totally screwed up...
vivek went to his aunt's house to get extra. -,-

pretty dumb...but otherwise then we can't play the ONLY game he has on the xbox... NFS Carbon.
the game seems quite fun actually.

erm so somehow killed 6 hours...then went all the way back to school for the one hour briefing...
then went home.
lols....

i'm like always talkin abt askin her out.
just hope i'll have the courage.
and i also don't know whether she'll think it's like a date, or just outing.
i don't even know which one i want her to think it is.... =,=
sighs.
just damn scared of screwin it up i guess....

yes this thing just dosen't seem to leave my mind

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

FYEs OVER!!!

2009-10-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

aww yeah.
exams are FREAKIN OVER (except chinese tmr but who cares abt that lol)

all in all it was kindof a breeze (especially considering how late i started muggin(as compared to some others in my class))
xPP

e maths no question eaasy..
a maths...quite okay larh i guess. one question didn't finish.

Bio...hrmm...also quite okay...
Phys...was pretty good i guess.
Chem...some small stuff that i didn't know but overall okay.

Geog (Physical) : pretty well. =P
Geog (Human): okay i was totally sure that i'd be screwed for this.... -,- TTY nvr teach. but in the end reading thru textbook and stuffs and i managed to get the main points. LORMS too.
Lit...surprisingly? i did the essay. =O....lol...and i don't really feel like i screwed it up badly. (but you nvr know with lit. it can feel like a failure and turn out an A1)
S.S.....essay was okay. but SBQ was FREAKIN difficult... T.T...say goodbye to my SS results again.

English... already posted on this. lol... (essay topic damn nice choice siaa)

Chinese.... paper 1 was like...damn long ago lol.
tmr's paper 2. just hoping for a pass xDD

woots.

okay and yea so abt my previous post?
it's all crap... (well...not ALL crap...)

but the thing didn't turn out as i'd thought.
and it's bloody freaking stupid and ridiculous.
=,=

haiz.

and recently i thought she was dao-ing me.
and i was damn scared...like..wtf did i do??

but then my fears were unrealised. =,=

yay.
but then the problem is getting together with her...

which i will hopefully do smth abt..and sort it out later. =D

for now. it's bboying, guitar, bboying, and more guitar.

HANDSTANDS TRAINING RAWR!!!

was tryin 'em out again today (third time i'm practisin handstands(recently anyway))
so...there were one or two times when i know i was in perfect position in order to balance.
but i couln't really hold it still.
but still, i can feel myself getting there....
somewhat. =p

oh well. it takes time i guess...and hopefully i'll master it SOON><

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

caught and stuck of crushing....

2009-10-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

okay so i'm abt to choose whether or not to do smth that i would nvr have done before.

am i gonna tell 'her' that i think she's cute??
Dx
this is damn difficult to decide cos like...

argh...
three possibilities.

1. it's taken seriously. and it's taken well.
2. it's taken seriously. but it's taken badly (she feels akward
3. it's taken lightly. like as a mild joke

i don't mind the first and third option. (heck i'd just love the first possibility)
but the second one would just kill me.

i mean.

how the heck would i be supposed to face her in church??

D=

arggghhh...

this sux man...
shld i?
or shld i not??

this is totally unlike me siol.....
y'know...
i'm just gonna do it lah...
what happens happens.
(i REALLY hope it's for the best.)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

paranoia can be REALLY dumb. -,-

2009-10-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

lol.
today e maths plus geog.
e maths was like damn easy.
i finished with like 40minutes left?? xD
i was so free that i had time to prove to myself some of the rules. lmao
although i realy wasn't sure so it wasn't totally wasting time. xP

and geog.
quite okay i guess..
they asked weird question for LORMs though.
they asked "how far do you agree with this statement"
oO

and ji yang DAMN weird sia.

during the exam he say he turned and saw me drawing.
then he scared that he was cheating so change question and choose another one.
=,=

what the hell la...
so freakin weird....
and in the end he didn't finish the paper.
zzz....

lmaos.

i was watchin some vids for tips on handstands.
thrs not much to know except to keep practisin.
and apparently my nike ain't so good.
(yea i kinda figured that alrdy but....sigh)
and i learned how to do a parkour roll! lolsss
in just one day.
aiya...but i still need to learn how to jump from 5meters high and land and roll.
D=
oh wells.
as they say, you gotta cricket before you can jackhammer.

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

NIKENIKENIKENIKE!!!

2009-10-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG WTF WTF WTF

I CAN DO A NIKE!!

=O

XDDDDD

eff-ing cool!!!

holy shit holy shit holy shit

omg... xDD

so damn coollll

i was practisin handstands agn at the playground.

and HOLY F-ING HELL I CAN DO NIKES!!!

=DDDDd xDDD

omg... lol

this is a HUGE deal for me as you can see....

omg.

omg.

omgomgomg.

omgomg

omg

xDDD

(okay it may be a while before i finally calm down enough to type stuff that makes sense.

OMG

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGZOMG

!!!!!1

ahha... okay.

*ahem*

so. i was practisin handstands right....

then i just felt like tryin to take one hand off (even though i can barely hold a normal handstand for more than a second at best. and there's still a high chance of me falling over.)

and i managed it for a while.

(like. 0.1 seconds)

i was like coool

then...

i thought i'd take a video to see how it looks.

DAMN COOL!

although it only lasted for a split second.

but.

i did a NIKE!!

not just that. i did MORE THAN ONCE!!

OMG OMGOM OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

lmaoroflroflroflroflrforlforlfol

xDDDDD =DDDDD

okayyyyy that's probably enough of that lols

My normal handstand: (altho the legs are kinda like a nike)

AND...
....
..
..
..
.
.
.
.
....
..

A NIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O M G W T F H A X!!!!

=DDDDDD

yayyyyyy

lols.

oh kaye. and like.

OMG.

Mugggzzzzzzolzz... english fffye

2009-10-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

~~break the walls between building atrophy,
causing all your problems to recede~

Wooosh...
okay...maybe i'm not feeling so hyper...

maybe

wosh.
okay that just seems weird.

aaannnyywway...

sigh

mug mug mug mug

i swear i can't hardcore mug like other ppl.... -,-

my max is prolly like 4 hrs a day.
more than that and i'll just zone out totally..
(and 4hrs is NOT continuous)

zzzzz
yea soz..

engleesh papr toodaes
essay was okay larh

(topic was write abt some online games you enjoy playing. LMAO)
i mean... ya... how easy is that?
not very i guess...since most ppl don't know why they play online games so fun.

and wtf prashant wrote about mousehunt. =,=

that's soooo dumb sia...

anyway the games i chose to write about were Audi (of course), Maple, and Rakion.

lulls

haiz.
compo was bloody screwed cos the passage was freaking chim and full of statistical nonsense.
D=
but i made do with it i guess...

okayzz.....
haiz...
i dunno larh...

study so much these few days i always take a nap in the day.
LOL....

gettin damn sian...
didn't even mug much today...

went for lunch at macs with vivek...
came bakc like 3...
air-con FIXED!!
FINALLY SIA

=\

aiya....i got nth to say lmao

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

settling my junior's issues....

2009-10-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

sigh.

from the 102 ppl's fb i see that they're obsessed with some pretty immature stuff...
(and no, i don't just mean MH)

like....the "malcolm sux" "isaac sux" thing.
wtf??

they just randomly insult each other...

like srsly that's just plain childish....

and also their attitude to tze jen.
like they edited mousehunt to show they caught a "tze jen's mom mouse"
wtf?
plus the weight was like 10000000lbs...
i mean...
that's srsly going too far...
=,=

i talked to joshua and apparently the whole class dosen't like him

i'd already had a taste of this during orientation camp.
tze jen was pissed cos matthew kept yelling at him.
i could tell why, cos during sessions they kept calling him extra.
so i knew it was cause matthew found him irritating.

alright so i decided for the first time to take a position of a senior.
i talked with matthew.
like wow.
i'm serious. that was the first time i ever tried to be a senior and resolve something.
so then i told matthew like, yea i know you find him irritating and all.
but could you try to tone it down a bit? i mean he's going to be your classmate for the next 2 years after all.

something along that line.
i'm not so sure whether it worked or not, cos i nvr saw them much during class or whatever.
but i got the impression from matthew's reaction (which was like...acceptance...sort of)
that he was willing to listen to me.

now though it seems the whole class is against him.
so well...joshua told me to go talk to him...
i guessed...well i probably should. (i was actually contemplating telling ms wong abt this problem...so then i thot why not try to talk to him first)

so then i looked for him.
and apparently he's enjoying himself in class. o.O

i guess the other's are pretty discreet abt insulting him...
but i dun get how he can enjoy himself....
but b4 i cld ask him much more he said he's busy cos he needs to prepare to sing for morning prayer.

haiz.

srsly...the sec ones are totally screwed up.
wth is wrong with youths nowadays....?

zzzz

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

bostons

2009-10-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

luls.
so far...
haven't been studyin much eyether...
only done chem, and a bit of lit so far
(hopefully finished with chem...just a few things i don't know)

arggh

so freakin sian

just now went to the dentist siol....
like ouwwww
at least the braces ain't all that tight
but cleaning my teeth wuz daaamn pain

and now i have to do more oral hygiene practices.... @.@

siannorh

owhkayes.

anyway,
today mrs kwok like gathered all those who were selected for the boston trip...
then told us who was going...

then she told me i didn't get in...
i was like wtf why???
D=
walau...can't believe i didn't get in sia

then she told me cos during the interview i was too withdrawn...didn't talk enough.
sighs

like....crap....

so then l8r physics lesson i asked ms tan.
she say, like i took super long to think for their questions.
then in the end i didn't answer anything... -,-
(make them wait in suspense, thinking i'm coming up with something super interesting....then "i don't think have")
also, like when they ask me wads my cca,
i was just like "scouts lorh" that's it lorh
i shld have gone on abt why it's so meaningful and i enjoy it. apparently.
aaaarrrr cwap...

i was like...oh wellzz....
T.T

and like, all the others in the class got in... (meng hui, hao wen, jing heng, nic soh, paul, eugene)
except me. llike WTFHAX

then later after physics lesson,
mrs kwok called me and nic soh outside
(cos she needed to go and check again whether nic was in or not)
then she told us,
so i've rechecked, and everyone in the class got in.
so i was like... except me lah
and she told me no, you're in

i was like....
u gotta be kidding me... -,-
but i actually was secretly hoping mrs kwok made a mistake previously...
and i didn't believe that my interview was less fail than the others...

so in the end, out of the 8 ppl going boston (originally thought to be 6)
7 are from 331.

ouch... mega pwnage...

then again,
if mrs kwok is wrong the second time....

RAWR....
=,=
THAT'll be mega pissing...
haiz

lol

anyway.....

that's it. lmfao

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Boston interview. lmaos

2009-09-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

i'm like so bored now i just decided to blog.... LOLs....
cos fb laggin too... haiz

today was like damn bloody sian
yaaaaaaawwwnn...

wasn't payin any attention in bio at all... (or maybe just a BIT)
haiz so freakin boring... -,-

the whole day was just a drag....
even PE was boring -,-

sepak tekraw....supposed to be fun de
if you actually play with ppl who can kick the ball properly =,=

last year i played with my class all could at least play properly...

then today the group i was in like totally epic fail.
the ball goes thr (if it even makes it across the net)
and it rarely if ever came back across the net without a restart =,=

OMG how to play like that you tell me?

rawr...now i'm feeling damn sleepy lmao

anyways,
for the whole boston selection thing,

during PSE had to go library to do a writeup.
the question was : explain one of your strengths and one of your weaknesses

lols
just the same thing they asked me during the interview for me to get my post for scouts.
and the same thing my mum prepared with me b4... rofl

so my strength was initiative (a MAJOR important thing in scouts)
and yea OBS as well.... =,=
well that's one thing scouts has done for me. check one up for scouts. xP

and my weakness was spendin too much time on the com. oO lols
well that's what my mum told me i shld answer.... better than saying i can't lead for nuts

and i tweaked it so that although i spend a lot of time on com, i still keep up with my studies. then why it is bad i spend so much time on com is cos i have less time to pursue my interests (guitar, dancing) than i would like.
lols. quite smart right?

mm...then after school got lit remedial some more.
like wwaaaahh...this day will never end.

lucky i could get off to go for my interview. at 2.50

o.o 4 teachers sia.
lucky they all quite nice de.
raymond wong, jenny tan, tan sia hui, and lim eng kong.
(or is it lim meng kong?)
oh wells.... dosen't matter =p

it was quite okay larh...
one question they asked was what is memorable about me?
like, what about me if i told them would make them remember, oh this is justin ng.
at first i was thinking oh i could show them my finger bending backwards.
but...maybe that's a bit freaky...and i doubt that's what they're looking for.. =\

of course, the other thought in my head was breakdancing.
but i wasn't so sure if that was what they meant.
so when they prompted "any hobbies?..."
i was like aww yeah. (in my head of course)
but then again i thought breakdancing sounded kinda gangster like ya know?
so i said hip hop instead.
they all literally went wow.
like rofl??
guess they never thought smart ppl could dance.
lmaos

kay......i'm like so freakin screwed.
for final years.
havn't started studying for ANYTHING.... ....
and i REALLY DON'T feel like starting.... T.T

but i have to...argh crap

kay i'll end here...but i prolly won't go to study now... =X

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

lmaolmaolmaolmaolmao

2009-09-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

lol today i swear i was like on drugs or smth...

laughed like mad twice this morning... o.o
hav no freakin idea why i was so high

first time was cos i was reading this lit unseen passage...
i thought it was damn funny...
then i was laughing my ass off...
but then no one in the class laughed...
meng hui and hao wen looked at me like huh?
i thot it was cos they hadn't read till the last part yet...
or cos they weren't catholic (the passage regarded some catholic beliefs..)

then they read finish....like no reaction.
so i thot. 2nd reason lorh

then julian comes over...
i ask him "damn funny right??"
he say... not THAT funny what.
i'm like. wtf?? it's damn fukin funny!!

no one else agreed as much as me.
=,=

lol...damn wu liao

imagine i got that passage for O lvls....roflmao
i'd be the only one in the whole exam hall laughing????
THAT'D be EPIC siol...
and damn joke also...
the whole exam hall would be looking at me like wtf is wrong with this guy.

but then. with exam nerves, you never know how i can act...

DAMN joke....-,-

then the second time i LMAOed

was when vivek was talking some crap...
then i laughed and like bent over you know.
then i rammed my face into meng hui's books.
so freakin joke i just started laughing more like crap
and bloody hell cried.

haiz .....guess i took too much ketamine last nite...

and vivek was suddenly talking about some girl he randomly added on fb =,=
i forgot why.....

he said she's damn chio and everythin...

apparently not...

then damn wu liao....cos i went t the library for recess...
full of retarded no lifer's sounding the horn =,=
like...wts lah

haiz
Mousehunt is TOTALLY overrated.

oh and new patch for audi rofl
they added some cheapskate chinese version of Be With You by Akon
and Linkin park song?? o.O

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

aaaawwkay..

2009-09-20T11:06:00.000+08:00

me is backz.
from de eckstended leavez.
lol nah...
just haven't been bloggin
no point eh

oh wells

okay, so after melacca trip?
what has happened since then.

okay so the fri of the sep hols
was UBER bored at home
and nth to do
so i just thought i'd go shopping (yea, i know. WTF???)
at first was going to hougang mall.
then realised, compass pt is waay better.
plus got arcade

alrite so i got thr, bought an extension wire to connect my phone to my sound system in my room xD
then walked arnd...
did SOME shopping
i srsly do cannot do shopping
it just don't fit me.
i dun have the patience to srsly try everything and look at everything in the store.
i get nervous when the sales assistants go near and "offer assistance"
lol
haiz...
anyways
in any case i managed to buy some cool Ts, and a cool shirt.

so then popped by the arcade (which to be honest was like the reason i went thr in the first place xD)
some older guys were freaking hogging initial D
and the worst thing is, they SUCK at it...
one indian guy (no racism intended) didn't brake at ALL
and just kept ramming into the walls
the other two weren't pros either
they played the same thing for like 1 hour?
wtf sia

in their defense initial D 5 kinda sux
the drifting is totally different from 4, as in you can't drift properly without slowing down a hell lot
haiz
okay so i spent abt $15 at the arcade,
and about 2 hours

then went to subway for cookies <3
mmmmmm subway cookies

okay that's it for THAT day.

now let's see....
during the hols i was bored enuf to dl rakion
like lols
i'm still some freaking noob
but oh wells
wadevr luhs

so the week passed

had physics SPA (the ACTUAL one for Os) on thurs
pretty good actually
felt damn relieved (esp since for my trial, the points i had formed a freaking CURVE)

on fri had scouts
secretaries sai kang again,
had to put up the giant picture/potrait in the den

idiot maintenance didn't drill the friggin hole after like 2 weeks
so we just shifted the new cupboards and leaned the potrait on it against the wall
(NOT an easy task mind you)

so then saturday (a.k.a yest)
morn had tuition
um then afternoon played guitar a bit
(quite okay...i wanna learn Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus on guitar, but the tabs vivek sent me are just freaking HARD and impossible)
zzz
speaking of which, i'm addicted bak to TRJA..
luls
i've started ryan on it too
xP

then had cat class...
lionels broke my pencils...
grr

oooooookaye.

anyways,
my dad's starting a business baking and selling muffins and stuff like that,
so we have to start saving money. oO
a bit of a problem then, if i get into the boston JIEP
going to US to stay in harvard university for 2 weeks.
that's IF i get in though...
it's not confirmed.
and before that?? 1week in shanghai JIEP...
=,=
damn that's bloody hectic.
and, my b'day falls within the boston trip
so if i get in i'll be celebrating overseas for 2nd year in a row
oO
woahaahha

ok random
eeerrrmm...
yah that's it i guess

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Teacher's Day/ Scouts S3 Leadership Retreat

2009-09-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

hiz,
erm.
kay..
so teacher's day was like a week ago. (more than that)
mm.
quite fun.
before that was mass.
then the dumb workout thing... (thriller)
then ivan and greg and psp did their flashmob.
quite good i guess
xP
flashmob sounds fun lorh.
should've tried to make it.
but then one of their rehearsals was on fri, had training.
so, didn't think to go...
=(
oh well.

anyway,
after that went back to class.
before we started the party,
had to give out results =,=
that is totally stupid...
i mean come on lah,
we wanna enjoy the party rite?
sheesh.
i didn't really bother cos i got my results on saturday...
okay...
so then everyone was chionging the food.
wana perform liaos they still at the food...
zzzzz

my performance kinda screwed lah....
lost timing and got lost a few times...
but the bboying part was okay.

then toufiq and jingheng and johnson and meng hui and CANETH!?!?
did a dance to Gee - Girl's Generation
it was damn funny.
but toufiq was like the only one dancing.

then jason's guitar performance
tio was the backup. damn funny cos he only sing a few things
but it was damn nice
they did the song "you'll be in my heart"

damn nice. as i said.

erm, then yong chang brought out his violin,
and jason spontaneously joined him.
they played you raise me up.

hmm..
then after that nth much.
just go home. lOl...
or rather, i went over to wei liang's house.
with yong han
played GH2 a while,
then some random racing game (which i might have pwn3d at)
and rainbow six vegas, which was damn fun

mm kay.

so now about the Scouts retreat.
funny, i used to think of scouts as =(
dammmit why there gotta be scouts.
now as a leader,
i can't have that attitude, otherwise my juniors will follow along.
and that'd be wrong.
so, i have to maintain a positive attitude
actually it's not that difficult now.
cos everyone friend friend, damn fun.
esp the retreat.
EPICness

first day bus to melacca.
ok...
just spammed my phone. slept.

reached the St francis institution,
then bus to some old folk's home.
didn't really know what to do...
sorta slacked.
ocy killed a tree =p
looked damn freaky, cos all the small square holes...
everytime i see those kind of things i get goosebumps.
i duno why also....
*shudder*

okay moving on.
quite slack lah.
then i did the "Look! a distraction!" thing on bertrand.
damn funny,
he turned arnd and said where?
looolllololollol

erm, then there was this session with the old folks.
but then after that most of us just went outside and did our own crap.
(playing some retarded pushing game)

then the bus back to SFI.
did some stuff which i don't remember.
dinner was at some hawker center/food court (whatever you call it in malaysia)
quite nice chicken rice.
the ice blended was damn nice too.
satay took forever to come =,=
okay......
um then,
met at the "big balls"
i did a turtle on one of them.
took of one hand for just a split second.
and the SFI guy caught it on camera.
=O
aawww yeah.
how lucky can you get?

um then night hike..
went to this cool water fountain.
damn cool.

took a pic of me doin a turtle on the edge of the fountain too.
but santhosh extra in it... >.>...

oh wells.
then marc acting pro like he control the water...
zz
haha...

then after that went to some hill..
like some haunted/scare you kind of thing
dots.
went in pairs
(although they tried to make us go alone)
in the end it was no big deal.
just a short trip.
then in the church, (some abandoned building with open roof)

they told us to blindfold ourselves.
then i sat in one place, while they made scary noises...
actually i wasn't that scared (although seriously it sounded damn scary)
cos i knew it was just them.
some times can hear them laughing or discussing also.

after that it was over....

zzzzz

2nd day,
woke up in SFI
mass in the morning,
then went waterfall trip! xD

it was ddaaammnnn fun
it was more like this river that had like steps where the water is damn fast,
not really a waterfall.
but still damn cool.
feet DAMN pain from all the sharp rocks and stuff.
slipped a few times and hit my shin.
ouch. not very nice i can tell you

did a few freezes.
xD
then a big pic of a bunch of us near the top (seriously the cliffs)

um then went back.
went shopping after dinner.
dinner me and isaac went macs.

there was a freakin mega mall next to SFI so damn easy to go shopping.
played one game of intial D.
cos we found others at the arcade.

then follow isaac and pi peng.
i bought a shirt...

nite there was a session.
abt what scouting is, and what lasallian is.
erm yea.
played murderer also.
funny...

mm...
then next day after attending SFI's assembly, made our way to the 5star hotel just next door.
zzz
went to the seminar room.
then started with seminar.

played a few games also, some energizers.

the knots activity was damn dumb cos we kept going round in circles then end up the same.
but in the end we were the only group able to do it properly and consecutively.
xD

erm,
yeah....
kinda forgot what else happened that day...
mostly just seminar.
we got a short time to go shopping again after lunch(or was it dinner i forgot liao)

went with isaac again
bought a jacket from this shop that like sells Metal stuff...
o.o
looked damn hardcore some of the jackets. (biker style)
i bought a less hardcore one,
cos hardcore dosen't really suit me.
then cos the shop was right next to the arcade,
we spent like 10RM
then played a few random games....
played intial D again...
took a vid of one round.
but i lost by 14m... =,=
last minute overtake

then went back for more seminar
late at nite was the clear the air session,
but changed to affirmation session instead.

mm...
then night time damn shuang sia.
5 star room. woots

next day overslept.
wake up call was at 6.30...
nathan woke me up at 7.20 and was like, i think we're late.

so then just quickly wash up then chiong downstairs for breakfast (buffet, just like lunch and breakfast the previous day)

bit more seminar session,
santhosh and the "sharp arrowhead" gave presentation abt our level,
decided a few special posts

then bus back to singapore...
played karl's PSP half the way there.
addicted to DJ Max sia,
close my eyes also can see notes coming down =P

so then finish...
end of retreat...
aww...
it was damn fun lorh.

looking forward to shanghai trip too

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

OBS

2009-09-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

ohkayes...
so i've been slackin off the blog agn.
been like 5 days since OBS ended.
mmm

so, my last post was abt DYD..
(damn fun xD)
then last sunday was mostly OBS shopping.
goin to random places.
or did i alrdy mention that?
lol wadever.

so anyway
FIRST DAY OBS:
waiting arnd at the place in punggol for first part while they settled some admin/logistic matters.
zzz
that was damn sian

so in my group didn't really know anyone, besides ppl from my class
(julian jing heng nhien (if that's how you spell it))
haiz
oh wells?

then finally took the boat/ferry/ whatever over to pulau ubin
i wasn't all that looking forward to OBS,
cos i knew it wasn't gonna be easy,
and it was gonna be super tough
although of course there was the fact that i'm used to those kinda shit (thanks to scouts)

mm...
so then there was reshuffling of the groups and zhen hong ended up in my group (so another familiar face)
our "watch" as they call it was called hillary.
o.o
after the edmund guy who climbed mt everest first.
rofl, there was a watch called "livingston" or livingstone. i dno which is the actual spelling
so then our instructor was elton
he gave us a quick intro to OBS and briefing sort of
he seemed like quite a cool guy

so then our first day started. (officially)
lots of stuff to learn, like how to pitch a tent, how to pack a backpack.
(stuff i've been familiar with)
the only activity we had that day was belaying practice.
first night was irritating.
while we were trying to get everyone together after cooking dinners in the outdoors,
plus washing all the mess tins and pot (RAWR this eff-ing pot)
then cldn't find them.
our deadline was running out...

in the end found that kevin richard and marcus went to shower...
=,=!!
i was like, WTF.........
haiz

but at least they tried to make up for it by volunteering to wash the pot
there was still soot left in it though (not that they can really be blamed... the pot is SCREWED up)
so then we had to use sand/soil (yes...DIRT) to scrape/rub off the soot.
HAIZ...freakin pissed sia
DAMN difficult to get off

so...i volunteered to be IC that night
(okay, so the thing is, elton didn't assign ICs for each day, or even food ICs or store ICs like all the other watches.)
shudder
me? in charge of shit?
daaaammnn

SECOND DAY OBS:
so then next day (we slept in dome shape tent luckily)
woke up to rain...
then stoned a bit cos dunno whether shld go out and unpitch or not.
so we kena late lorh...
(but they like heck care if your late or not sia...totally unlike scouts)
1.2 km trek to next camp
didn't seem like much compared to hikes.
but actually was tired...shoulders already achin
did rock climbing, which was damn fun xD
also first time i tried before.... (sigh... P5 camp)

then basic kayaking "course" or rather instructions,
capsize and rescue,
how to paddle
stuff like that...

people screwed up the instructions lorh,
then instructors shouted...
zzz wtf lah...
after that still got PT.... =,=
damn bloody tiring

and the best thing?
i was STILL IC......
dinner was catered..... so....yea

(but supper was screwed lah....me and nicholas spent half an hour looking for elton...=,=)
by this time ppl were starting to cooperate

THIRD DAY OBS:
wed....abt halfway thru... wooots?
kayaking (sea expedition) for most day
annoyin when ppl got in our way and we langah them.
me and jing heng partnered...
managed to keep up with the front most of the time.
sea lunch was quite cool,
and good cos i was bloody hungry

reached our destination (a whoping 15km away)
then beached and put the kayaks away.
started to rain, then pour
and we hadn't even pitched our tents...!!
this was DAMN pissing....

julian was like missing suddenly
(my tent group was jing heng, lucian, julian)
and we were missing some stuff (pegs or smth like that, or smth)
and no one was willing to help us sia...
doing their own tents first....
i was like
f***??
we can't even get started DAMN...

haiz...
but in the end ours was up, and the unlucky ones who had the A-frame tent,
hard time, cos theirs needed pegs, and the ground was ROCK hard
again, i was the one who went to look for instructors...
was getting sick of it,
but i kinda guessed if i didn't do it no one would...then we'd be screwed
i'd figured by then that i'd end up being IC all five days....

RAIN FREAKING SUX...

FOURTH DAY OBS:
woke up... it was raining again....
sheesh.... D=
EVERYTHING, clothes,shoes,bags, was wet
even the tent wasn't waterproof
then everyone was more concerned abt their own packing and having breakfast than helping unpitch.
when time to pack up and leave, everyone was damn slow...
was damn irritated.
plus my voice was gone from shouting the past few days.

so then, Land expedition (trekking)
OUch....
shoulders were freaking pain shit.

i tried to help carry the tent and share the load.
we climbed to the highest point in ubin,
then made our way to chek jawa.
finally got to rest.....ouuucchhhhhhiiess
had lunch...
yumyumyuym

then had to set off again...
groan

ended up in the middle of a thunderstorm though,
so took shelter in some random...uh, shelter... lol
talk cock with wen jun, marcus, richard, nicholas
at least got to rest...
then had to continue....
sadly, i wasn't all that enthu to help carry the tents anymore
=(
was really just damn tired...
i know everyone else was too...
so i felt quite guilty...
in the end helped carry for a while also lorh

FINALLY reached the place =D
then we had to wash and pack up the equipments...
could've waited till last day, but decided to do everythin on the fourth day
LOVE the instructors for that... xD
so we finished...

then dinner was a celebration!!! =D
yea!!!
we did some random sketch (courtesy of julian's screwed up imagination)
the other group did some random dance...
lol the sketch was damn funny when we planned it....

________
Murali is a new entree in the "inward bound" prison..
Elton goes up to him and hypnotises him using the random bzzt thingy....
instrcuts murali to take over the prison.
Elton: "How much time you need?"
Murali: "10 weeks"
Elton: "eh, don't give me double digits leh"
Murali: "erm, 9 weeks 6days"
Elton: "okay larh okay larh, give you 10weeks"
Mruali: "ok"
Elton: "eh, i so kind, give you one more day, at least clap larh"
Murali: "oh...*claps*"

so then Murali goes around defeating various people in the hierachy.
on the Final Day:
Elton: "when i tell you your final target, i want you to shout yay!"
Murali: "okay"
Elton: "your target is Mr. Jillary"
Murali: "yay!"

so then they fight.
Murali appears to be losing.
just then, he spots a puddle of water.
*jumps in puddle of water*
Mr. Jillary is stunned...
Murali shouts as he deals the final blow: "Die, you Kway Tiao!"
and shouts "yay!"

Murali reports back to Elton.
Elton stones.
Murali: "eh, clap lah"
*both clap*

so then a lot more bullcrap
then story end...
rofl...
it's mostly a lot of inside jokes, and poking fun at the instructors.
___________________

alrite, so then dinner was over
(one damn funny thing was naming the dishes...
we had one dish that was rice and peanuts...
we called it elton and murali... xD)
wash up
(grr...the pot again)
then sleep
(indoors cos our tents were all wet)
so the rain kinda helped us....
kinda....

FIFTH DAY OBS:
er so woke up...
it was kinda raining.... =,=

nite was damn cold...
no sleeping bag shiolxc
haiz.
so then we just relak....
cos we clear out our store and pack up everythin liaos.
happy happy
xD xD xD

then, OBS FINISHED!!!
WAAHOOO!!! LOLYEARSHOMGWTFFTW

woohoo...
then went with yong han go toa payoh hav kfc...
o.o
lol...so far away...
but i didn't want to just go home like that....
met some girls collecting for yellow ribbon...
lol....acting like some retards...
calling yong han an ex convict also...
the girls left us laughing... lols
damn stupid...

okay that's all i'mma gonna put here's

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Serangoon DYD

2009-08-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

heyyyysss
common tests are over xD
DYD was pretty fun =D
OBS is tmr... =\
i honestly dunno whether to be excited or what...
RYAN says it's dam fun.... o.O
but even dam enthu ppl aren't lookin forward to it...
(probably the groupings???)
i've got julian and jing heng from my class in same group.
hmm...

i dunno...
guess it could be fun?
haiz

common tests:.......::/
screwed up for bio and chem i tink...zzzzzzz
sian la

oh well ah forget it...
mmm

okay...so yest was the serangoon district youth day....
went thr "early"....
first lionel hong came...
then gabriel...
alphonsus didn't make it... dno why
zzz
first thing we did was some activity...
they split us into three groups...
but our "clique" and vincent they all also,
all just dao and went to same group, group 2.
=p
so group 2 had like 23 ppl....other group 16...
lols

the activity was they gave us a piece of paper and we were told to "all of us be within the paper"
every1 just stone for 10 minutes lol....

went to joanne and katherine,
they ask me abt my shaved head...
told them abt my early NS....
and how i'm the head junior sniper in the army...
xP

then we split into our groups and headed to seperate classrooms to do "workshop"
first played some coin game where the people in the middle have to guess whr the coin is...
me and gabriel kena twice then supposed to do forfeit...
in the end didn't.... =p

workshop was basically just some reflection/sharing thingy...
the kinda thing like orientation camp (PSL session 2)
some river of life thing, where we have to write our high and low points in life.
hmm....
my life dun seem to have much low points... (if any at all)
o.O
i guess i'm somewhat lucky huh?
only low point i can think of is period b4 PLTC...
my ONLY point in my whole life i was feeling emo and shitty
AND it's supposedly no big deal.... =,=
sheesh
you'd think someone who's been thru NS would be tougher huh?

then the session ended at like 3...
lunch/dinner was at 3.50?
ouch......fungry siar....
they gave out the DYD shirts during lunch...
lionel lim came arnd then...(in time for lunch and a free shirt, cos he haven't paid yet)

on the bus to IJTP (woah...the place whr we had our scouts/guides combined camp two years ago
just sat and chatted with katherine and sara...

reachded thr...
then went to the canteen (lol the place was like so familiar)
saw gen, and marcus from ycs thr.... o.o
then went into the hall (whr i rmbr we'd had our icebreakers for the camp)

opened with P&W (of course)
there were some girls behind us who were screaming like nuts (lionel said they were on drugs. LOL)
then there was a testimony by some 17yr-old girl from i tink st nicks.
o.o...woah...
talking in front of ~700 people siol...
imba crap...
i know i'd be hella scared if i'd had to do that...
plus you have to say something useful, and plan everything beforehand....
zzz
guess i just was never cut out to be a public speaker.... =\

ohkaye....
then there was this play/sketch (which many people mistakenly spell as "skit"...i myself didn't know until last year's YCS EOY camp)
abt some girl and how her mum died and she met this guy who was kinda in with the wrong crowd and got problems with his own mum....
yea that basically summarises it
was funny (thks to input from other ppl)
lawl.
um...more P&W...
then there was this part where we had to kneel..
and kneel...
and keep kneeling...
and kneel some more...
sheeesh...
i was feeling faint and dizzy...
and my knee was freaking PpaaaIInnnn
ouchies....
tried to sit down or squat or smth...
quite squeezy
some of the seniors were feelin emotional during that part...
(i was tryin to ignore the pain... =x)

err....then after that ending p&W
one HUGE crowd gather in the middle and started jumpin and screaming and generally doin P&W stuff
(kinda like SJI YCS,but imagine 10 times more people)
lol.
i was in 2nd row, separated by a row of chairs....
i'd feel kinda pai seh if i went and joined them though....
sigh.
shldn't let that get in my way shld i?

umumum.....

so then it all ended (awww....)
then i was helping stack up some chairs when suddenly somebody runs at me and squeezes me...
realise andrew and kevin wong go to SFX...
(kevin was the madman who rushed me)
grr....coulda passed andrew my chinese file... =,=
haiz....

bus ride back was sitting next to darryl (lol not you darryl)
in front of katherine and her friend...
(apparently they all know each other)
dam spastic....
quarreling...and katherine's friend kept hitting darryl....yeah...
then andrew wore his shirt on backwards and the whole bus (or at least all the girls behind us)
were lmaoing
lol.

then katherine untied my shoelace and her friend went "at least it's not as bad as wearing your shirt backwards, nobody can find your shoelace"
and darryl started suaning her abt "not being able to find your shoelace"
lols...

had to wait in church till they let us off...
others were talking abt going for supper (it was alrdy 10+)
then they mentioned 7th month...got ghost...
=O omg scary!!!.......
riiite...

okay...so i sneaked up behind sara and tapped her...
she almost screamed...
lol...okay ya a bit evil lah... xP

then 10 of us decided to go rivervale mall for supper at macs...
ate, then took a bus back... (by that time was like 11.30)
heck i'm usually ASLEEP by that time, let alone roaming the streets.
yea...so reached home like 11+
then sleep lorh...
lol

next day (today) was tired and sleepy...
oO
even though i managed a good 7 hours of sleep at least
haiz

so went mass in the morning....
then lunch when out with grandparents (maternal) and auntie/uncle
grandfather's birthday?? or one week or smth like dat

hmm then went shopping for OBS stuffs....
a lot of hassle...went from thompson plaza to J8 to AMK Hub....LOL...

sheesh.
then went for my godsister's b'dae (she's like 8 or smth...so i totally didn't fit in thr)
talked with kim...helped her with chem... (lmao...and i screwed it up for common tests?)
she has like 1400+ songs in her ipod...
O.O
usin 4shared to dl instead of the youtube converter...
haiz...
i guess i shld start that too?
found a lot of old songs that i'd like... xP
all DAMN old sia...

haiz...
ohwkaye...
guess that's all...

bye peeps (whoever reads this)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

National day hols, 3-4 day weekend!!!

2009-08-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

eh okay.
so been a while huh....
err....
let's see

FRI:
had that cross country thingeh,
i didn't slack and walk all the way =)
but i was pacing eugene along with meng hui and yong chang...
so.....
not exactly full pedal =P
hmm...
walk and run walk and run norhs

lol....and dam retarded, we started singing the spongebob campfire song song
to irritate eugene and make him run

then after that (we didn't have to stay back to clean up YAY)
had to choose to go tampines safra or paradese...
went with wei liang
vivek last minute say dun wan go...
argh so freaking sian
wanted to see him play audi =P
so then yong han, wei liang, meng hui and hao wen (LOL all chinese names de)
all go lan
yong han got a AUDI ACC????!?!?!?
WTH???
here's how he was 2 months ago:
Audi SUX, maple rox (and he spent $100 ONE SHOT on a cash for maple)

and now?
Maple SUX, and i made an audi acc

mood swing to the max.....

so then went to safra played audi, and i didn't play much else xP
l4d a while
left meng hui and hao wen to play ><
lol....ps

then cab to somerset for the retarded course
(was afraid it'd take damn long)
reached thr in 20 minutes....
=,=
so then took my time at macs
to have lunch

then met up with the other guys
then reach the course it wasnt even a course
just assigning work to us
=,=
so then finished like 1 hr early??
so went lan with karl, isaac, samuel, bryan, brian, nathan,ying hao
played CS first....
we all against bots
so not so bad
i didn't suk too much

then one round of dota
=,=
ah THIS is where my noobness shines through
freakiing nooobb
i got my head pwn3d
and not by enemy hero either
=,=
=,=

lmao....dota is NOT for me

anyways after tht went home lorh

SAT:
ycs anni
went thr at like 10,
only a few ppl thr,
those in exco setting up and preparing
then started with some random ice breakers....
some random chair game,
and then there was masss oO
got initiated (wc too LOL)
then after that was i tink CAKE!!
we had no fork....
so darryl just used his hand and pulled out a chunk....
yuck...
but what to do? no fork...
so i also used my hand =D
then they got the spoons for lunch and let us use that =,=

then we had to use the same spoon for the chicken rice...
yuck....again

after that i tink were some random games??
ya....use the straws and some stuff
then was musical chairs (with live music)
of course, the last few remaining had to do forfeit... xD
smth which we foresaw....

then P&W
i srsly tink only sji ppl are enthu for this
(gabriel was gone by then)

then sing a long

then last game
use straw to blow ping pong ball
zzzz?

okay
then after that went with darryl, wc, martin, roniel, carrie
to go lan....at ycs hq
played CS ONLY lol...
one hour only
i was some freaking noob sia
cos they all pro shits
i tink carrie did worse than me though loll

kay then went to kovan mall for lunch,
left martin and roniel behind
wandered arnd for a while then went to kfc....
finish then i took a bus to st annes to go for the movie nite thingy

got thr like 15 minutes late....
then didn't know whr to go,
so smsed suz....
she told me cancelled....

=,=!!!!!
walau?

zzzzzz sia dam dumb

SUN:
er....
wad DID i do yest ?
i dun even rmbr lol....
play com a bit (okay a lot)
do a bit of work,
then kim and family came over....

watched the ndp
yeah....
then...
played maple a bit....
ryan gave me MooLAH
then i audi a while....
cos kim was so bored she was actually trying to read a chinese book
o.O

ohkaye....

MON:
today arh???
nothin much lorh.....
maple-ed.....
did work.....
met darryl on maple finally...
he gave me MORE MOOLAH
(i got 2 char, one KOC mage in aquil, one Adventurer Rogue (Dit) in boots)
darryl plays boots
ryan plays aquil
LOL
so i dno which to play sia

pick and play....
but both lvl 20....
hmm roflcopter

ohkayes....

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

O.O......wha.......

2009-08-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

okay. so.....
since last wednesday....
haiz
okay

last friday was sec 3s first training.... (as in in charge)
quite okay lah....
i suppose.....

saturday,
went for cathecism.....
slack AGAIN....because combined class....
so as a result:
i don't know who the heck is in my cat class....
zzzzzzz

okay....
then sunday went for some SALT session.....
started with some random game,
then was mostly just sharing
hmm
and i thought salt was abt P&W?

ohkaye....
then after that followed a few guys to go play street soccer at some street soccer court
(which apparently is within walking distance of my house)
okay lorh....
soccer lorh.....

alrite so that's about it......
=,=

on mon, no SNG!!!!
holy craaap???
got some cool replacement teacher....
and he told us mrs sng wouldn't be arnd until after her maternity leave???
woooots??
lol and prashant tried to act sad.....

ohkaye
then today....
O.o......
nth much lah....

lessons are like damn sian now?
cos i missed last last week's lessons and sometimes im just freaking lost
(altho meng hui been tryin to teach me stuff....lotsa thanks)
rawr...
sian la...
chem is like....wth??
dam slack....
teacher hardly teach at all lorh
rawr....

bio?
forget abt it la..
lim siew mei....
just go ask 334 abt it.... =,=

haiz
SO DAMN PISSED!!!
this fri got cross country run thingy,
finishes at like 11?
then wanted to go LAN (with ppl from my class seh)
BUT....
idiotic scouts just HAS to have energy con course on fri?
WTF.....
that SUX....
cock sia....

ggrrrrrr
rawr

i'm feeling kinda like my life is lacking smth...
no meaning in life....
and being drowned in work don't help either....
neither does my responsibilities as secretary....
sigh =(
den got all kinda shit.....
haiz....
and wc like randomly pissed at me....
so maybe i may hav gone too far....
but still...
i'm sorry.....
haiz....
wtf is wrong with my life????????????????????????????????????????????

(ppl are rite....i need more girls in my life....)
any takers? T.T...
nvm.......

AAAAAAARRRGGGHHHHHHHH

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

NUS Visit

2009-07-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

yoz
hmm...
gone bak to sch since my one week of abscence thanks to Loa...
and shyt i'm behind.... =X
oh well....wadeva lah at least i'm back in school
i've been trying handstands again (in class)
on tues i did it against a wall...
at first i tried getting people to hold my legs...
then at last i managed to do myself and make my feet touch the wall!!
EPIC SUCCESS....
now i gotta master it WITHOUT a wall....haiz....

today after school had NUS visit....
the bus ride thr was playing music and "guess the song" game....
damn fun....
then the NUS visit itself....
vivek and prashant were all goofing off in our group
so we took damn long for the first experiment....
but had a LOT of laughs
ji yang and vivek say the instructor for that experiment very chio...
i tink not THAT chio wad.....like, a 6?
the experiment was some cool shit with an air-track (which is so totally a bboy move.....and a freaking pro one too)
and some "gliders"
damn cool

so then snack had doughnuts....
then next experiment
electron microscope
to be honest that was boring cos dam difficult to find anything interesting in the first place

lol and i took back some random pic....
actually just took it cos they asked us too....zzz

so on the bus bak meng hui and prashant and a lot of the others all went home from thr....
so we just play the song game again.......
then go bak to class once we reached sji....
i tried a few handstands again

then we all went out together...
and ji yang mistook some random ppl in a car for his aunty....ROFL

haiz...by the time i reached home it was 8+
WTF???

St Anne's Feast Day!! =D

2009-07-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

well today's been a particularly girl-filled day....
lmao....
started the day at 7 am...
going off for mass
then after that went to the stall we were supposed to manage....
lionel was thr alrdy....cos he doesn't like to be at home....lol
do some random stuff....played our game a bit...
then walk arnd...
buy drinks....
Elvina was thr o.O
selling ice cream....
lol random
didn't see val tho...
but i bumped into roniel (or rather he found me at my stall) later in the afternoon
(yep afternoon....i stayed there THAT long)
then gabriel showed up too.....
then more random wasting time....
all the other usuals from cat class also were thr....
water gun fights and other stuff too

hmm yeah....
then other lionel and daniel came also
we bought a pizza and went upstairs to share it....

lol then i dno wat else went on lah....

mostly goofing off at the stall.....
vincent, timothy, joshua, nicholas, johnathon, sara, vanessa, and i forgot what name
lol...................................................

okay yar

so then roniel showed up......
gave him my $2 coupon to go and "buy a girl's number".....
he's one weird guy.....
in love but still wanna go arnd church looking for chio bu......zzzz
then he was pakouring and got busted lol......
he was on the roof....then one guy shouted at him.

then he just zao via the side wall

he didn't buy any girl's number though

darn i really wanted to see that

got one girl addition to my contacts.....lmao
that's considered an achievement for me....
then got back home realised like shit that my WHOLE WEEK'S WORK was in the ffrickin mail....
WAT THE HELL???

lol zzzzzzzz
omg lah

so wc has a new GF....
Ong Fang Ting....
(a.k.a. Fun Thing or Square)
rofl??
then silverlychee helped me locate her blog!!
LOL

so yeah....
then on audi two girls were "fighting" over me....rofl......
okay what a fun day except for the one week of homework crap

D=

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

urgh....dammit stupid flu + fever...

2009-07-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

screwwwwwww
on sun found out that ocy kena h1n1...
so then i hav to be on LOA....
then on mon was having cough and sore throat...
F**K?
went to clinic...did some influenza A test...
came back negative...
so means that it's unlikely to be h1n1....

then got a bunch of meds and went home...
from 11 to like 5 i was sleeping on and off...
then after that was developing a fever.... =,=
screwww....
damn damn damn damn damn...
grrr haiz...
last nite had 39 degrees...
agh...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Alan's wedding/first ministry attachment..

2009-07-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

ARGHH!!!1
my whole saturday is gooonneee....
(okay not my WHOLE saturday but most of it....)

today woke up at 7.30 am
went to st anne's at 8.30
met daniel thr...then lionel...
the bus brought us to st ignatius....
then met some ppl....
met alan...
went into the chapel area for the wedding mass

after wedding mass everyone went to HortPark for the wedding reception...
daniel was the first one to chiong for the food....
then stone around....eat some food....
walk around....
went into the room to watch the video and the "game" and the speech....
(danngggit forgot to give alan the ang pow...... =,=)

after the whole reception it was like 1 plus.....
then got on the bus to vivo....
daniel zao first...
lionel and i wanted to go burgerking...
damn dumb....
we walked to the corner whr lionel thought it would be....
didn't see it...
then walked back whr we came to check information....
realised it was supposed to be whr we were...
walked back THEN found burgerking just arnd the corner.....
haiizzzzz

queue up to order also take freaking long...
the place is crowded sia...
order a quick burger then went onto the roof to eat....
talk cock and crap
then i found out that lionel goes to maristella...
and he came from the same primary school as kevin teng, andre chan and some other ppl....
lol
then train allll the way from marina bay to sengkang...(which is almost the entire stretch of the NE line...(purple line))

by then it was so late (3.20+)
that i wouldn't have time to go bak home b4 going for "cathecism"...
(my ministry attachment for church before getting confirmed)
so i just walked from compass point...
reach thr...chilled for a while...
then went up to st anne's hall whr the CPL 1 was having combined class
was early so i wandered arnd...
saw ppl in the SALT room....
uncle B seemed to recognise me...
they were playing foosball so i joined a while...
saw gabriel...(he was thr for SALT....(like LOL he managed to get into salt even though he didn't choose his ministry...and thr were supposedly limited spots in SALT))

okay then went back to the hall.....saw nathaniel....and isaac....
then slack arnd in the back a bit...
suzanna,timothy,KC,nicole were the other ppl there that i know....
my cathecist is uncle victor(my mum's frend.... o.O)
lol okay.....
yea....
was totally waste time cos the YACs didn't do anything at all......
haiz....
yeah...
so far that's all that's happened...

sian lah got a lot of work to catch up on....
sng was like suddenly going on about corrections....
so that means i hafta chiong some of them(i haven't handed in any since like last term)
plus i gotta do my PSF thingy....
plus TDP crap....
haiz....
my life quite sad lah can....

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

ME??? SECRETARY??? TOP 7 RANK????? WTF???

2009-07-15T18:56:00.000+08:00

like holy shit i'm the highest 7 ranking in scouts......
HOLY SHIT???
omgwtfhellzzzzzz
howiizzzaat freaigin possibleh?
....
i am....secretary......
!!!!

how bloody ironic... =,=

ahlrite
ap was on sat...(which was a whole four days ago...)
nth's happened much since my last post
(yes a long time ago...but nobody would notice would they)
hmm...
went lan some time ago...
or did i blog that alrdy??

anyways...
sat AP...
and i found out *wink* that day that i would be secretary....
crapzolz
then it sunk in how much responsibility i'd have...
omgggggggggg gg

grrr
even though ppl say external sec is most slack top 7...

haizzzzzzzz

anyways
um.....
jin came over on sun too....
hmm....
what else....
er.........

...
now you see why thr's hardly a point in me updating
(you posting this i might as well just be talking to darryl =,=)
haiz

today Oral siols
my preparation was like one hour on the night before
zzzzz

i guess i screwed up
it could have been worse though
hmm

oh and jason and i performance is frkin cool...
jason can bloody hell play guitar AND whistle at the same time sia...
it's sersiously FREAKING COOL!
i feel damn extra performing with him lol

on sun...(i'm going all over the place....this is like my most unorganised post)
thr was a meeting for the YACs (Young Assistant Cathecists)
cos i joined the cathecutal ministry..
i wasn't even told originally...
then lionel lim sms me and halfway talking i found out hav meeting
zzzz
really it was a waste of time
first HOUR was playing the name game....took damn long lorh
suzanna rmbr me from conf camp as the "singapore jay-z" cos she knew i could rap low....
kinda weird.....
owrite....
then after the game then we were discussing an outing (by we i meant the others in the room...i didn't contribute at all)
and i STILL don't know what they're gonna do... =,=

nth to type larh....
c yall

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

GEETAR HEEEEEERROOOOOW

2009-07-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

LOLS today was like friggin stupid...

but first...yesterdays
after school went to play bball...
first was darryl + wei liang + yong han + MEs....
then they borrowed de ball...
then go bball court and start kicking it across the court
sighs...

me, not wanting a sore foot the next day,
didn't join the retarded pumping of a basketball to and fro...
instead i just bboy...
three steps....
chair...

hmmmz....
oh this bboy kenzo from sec 2 msg me on fb ask if got any performances...cos he's bored
LOLS??
i'm not exactly the guy to ask for performances
anyway...
he asking me to go for fuyou inter-school comp...
holy....
i am SOOO far away from competition standard...
the day i take part in a comp...
is a long way away...
the day i WIN a comp...
will probably never come... T.T
haiz

then actually started playing...
me and wei liang versus darryl + yong han
cos they can't decide which of them shld be on my team...
=,=
i ain't THAT pro at bball kay...
so then...i forgot whether we were wining...

but then along came some last year 203 ppl
then they split...
me + yong han + wei liang against darryl + 3 other ppls
they had some freaking tall guy who totally "hacked" and owned like shit...
haiz
oh well

then to today...
darryl came over for GHWT!!!
yeah...
so he claims that he completed through the fire and flames on HARD....
then today he revealed that he played bass...
like wth...cheapskate shit...
but i still can own him at GH so i dun rly care
the fun part was when darryl was singing...
we made him sing La Bamba xD
(which is some bloody hell random song in some random language that i believe is spanish or mexican)
damn bloody funny siol....
then we all had our turns...
darryl, me, and my brother....
i got video...i might upload on fb....
=D

ohkayes...
oh and cos my ipod is spoiled.. D= T.T
i took one of my mum's old ones...
it's kinda cool
even darryl say he want to buy one... oO
yeah....
but....
hmmm....
DAMN...i want my ipod backk

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Updated Songs

2009-07-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

Songs have been updated......
(took me like an hour plus)

Movies at AMK Hub/CCA Hike

2009-06-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

alrite, 6 days since last blog post....
thurs, (day after my last post)
met wif roniel outside my house oO
then took bus to montfort, then switched bus thr after meeting martin.
roniel tried to climb on the bus stop...
what he forgot was that it's made of metal...and it's been in the sun for what? 4 hours?
zzz....
then took 74 to AMK hub...
on the bus was damn funny...cos roniel called carrie,
then martin was cracking jokes... (ROFLMAO...)
retarded shiols...(shit i'm copying darryl)
then made it in time for the movie...
(martin and roniel were damn rush cos they thought the movie started at uh....i forgot what time it was supposed to start...but anyways they didn't believe me when i told them got advertisments before the movie one.....)
so...rush rush rush...
then got to theatre, waited like 5 minutes for it to start... =,= (TOLD them)
Transformers was quite cool lah....
altho quite more perverted... >.>
like for example...the two dogs...(WHAT THE F IS UP WIF THAT????)
and the part where that guy tazed himself and was vibrating on top of another guy....
WTF!??
but still quite cool...battle scenes
and the mom was damn spastic at the college for some reason....dunno WHAT she ate...

then after the movie we were stoning....
then we walk a bit....
then we stone some more...
then walk...
then stone...
then roniel does some random bboying
then "why are we stoning?? can we decide somewhere to go??"
then walk...
then stone again...
then roniel does some random pakouring....
then "why are we stoning AGAIN?????? "
then go macs for dinner...
martin was tryin to stuff fries in his mouth on video... =,=....
then after that head to arcade...
carrie's treat...
(since she was apparently the only one with any cash...)
played some random games....
roniel screwed up the games a few times cos he chose some spastic difficulty that cannot complete...
zz
then i wanted to play initial D...
then i realised it was initial D v3...(AFTER i started racing... =,=)
weirdly...the arcade has initial D v3 and v5
the card i have for?
v4... =,=
zzzz
then roniel saw the DDR machine... o.o
toprock?? lols
play for fun lorhs...
then after that bored...
then play DDR again...
i played like some damn slow song,...
got an A!
o.O
then roniel...(again) chose some spas song and failed it...wasting money...(still...not MY money...lols)
by then it was almost 9!
and i had a two day 25 km hike the next day...
haizzz
so go back to my grandma's house and sleeep
(if i'm gonna be honest...that was the first time i've ever been to the movies with a girl....(NOT trying to imply anything here...just saying....))

next day wake up at 6.15...
go scout hq at 7....
blah blah blah...
then after all the crap in the morning was done...
got a cab to start point...
i was putting all the bags in the back of the cab...
(the back door was still open)
then after i closed the boot...
they start driving off...
i was like HEY!!! WAIT FOR ME
zzzzz
lols dno wat if they really pang seh me...
oh well

whole hike i solo-ed almost all the area plans
so damn sian lorh
at least it's over now
oh and the 2nd day of the hike once we finished and went back to J8 for lunch...
saw ryan seah (mini ryan from YCS) at the food court...
lols random

um...um...
nth much happend...
oh yeah
on sun...(the hike finished on sat)
i was DAMN tiredz
(i slept from 2am-4am during the hike)
so my mum and brother went to mass at 11...
i stayed at home
went for 6pm mass instead...
met my cathecist thr...
food and feast day for st Anne's soon...(i forgot the date)
then i met roniel after mass...
went to canteen break a bit
yearh....
soso lorh

then went back home...
didn't really do holiday homework xP
lols

oh then on mon after school, was the AYG thing..
the torch passing through our school
then suddenly got a group of girls from MGS come our school...
o.O
cheerleaders, gymnastics, and i tink tennis and track also
the gymnasts are damn pro lorhs
(makes me think what i cld be if i had three years of gymnastics training)
but the whole thing was pretty much waste time...
wc despo kia...
supposed to be standing on 2nd floor...
moved down to the steps
(where the girls were sitting)
zzzzzzzzz
rite

oh and i was owning ocy too
cos he saw me carrying the tent from the hike, then i just dumped it on him...
then he was like....oi....take it lar...
then he dropped it at the staircase and ran up
i just raised my hands, and walked past it...
ocy of course came running back down the stairs to take the tent...
LOL...
(i saw that coming)

so now is tuesday...
what ar???
i dno lar......
2day got pang sehed by yong han
supposed to go bball
but he went home early????
=,=
and like everyone else had AP
zzzzz

oh btw, i'm performing for the RGS campfire too
=)
lols
beatbox once again
(unless i work in some bboying)
i got no partner though (or at least no confirmed partner)
i preferably have some one who can whistle/sing/rap
whistle as in whistle a tune
hmmm
mr kwang suggested i try to work with Jason
(who, after all DID go for enrichment day beatboxing, and even performed before)
cld work i guess...
but i don't remember how his beatboxing is...
hmm...
or, he could play his DAMN IMBA guitar...
START!! can you imagine??? he can play start on guitar!!
holyshitbloodyhellfreakingimbacrap
lols okayyyyyee

yest was joshua's b'dae too...
he got an sms from ju?????
o.O
overseas siol........

lol okay...
that's a lot alrdy...
must have been typing for like 40min

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Weird dreamz again.../ Getting kao bei-ed on audi...oO

2009-06-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

lols...
heck...had some Friggin weird dreams sia...
one, i was like...i can't rmbr but i tink i was zac efron...
WTH???????
then the other members of the group was thr...it was some random awards ceremony thingy
and this guy kept bumping into me and knocking my trophy onto the ground...then they had this WEIRD mask thingy that looked hella creepy...then they started moving the mouth with some weird-ass machine...and started beatboxing...=.=
WTF IS WRONG WIF MY DREAMS???
then enrica was suddenly next to me, going that is waayy freaky
bloody random....
and another dream...
it was raining...and we were running for shelter under some bar...
i was holding the door open for my brother...
then suddenly i realised the door broke in half...only left the bottom half...
like, O.O
then the whole world went dark and i got dizzy...
wat the hells sia

okay....
anyways
nth much to say
been spamming ps3,ps2,com the past few days
namely:
-Audi
-FiFa 09
-NFSPS
-THPG
-Total Overdose
-Mafia

zzzzzz
really nothing better to do sia...
but at least i'm not bored to death like some pplz
oh and on audi silverlychee was on9!!!
O.O
lol...and i was playing with her...190bpm
then some pros were c6ing
i was like...
walau chancing...
so pro still come novice for wat???
go free lah...
(not really meaning it...just kinda joking)
then they were like...buay song is it??
why can't i play in novice??
then....after the game ended...
they were still kao bei-ing me...
so i was like...
RUNNNN!!!!!!
and kicked them all outta the room...
o.O
lols
then they started whispering me...
the usual vulgarities and insults...
kinda scary sia.... O.O
then the funny thing was one of them whisper me
"knnbbc"
note the last three letters...
lols...
it's like,
this news broadcast was brought to you by knnBBC
zzzzzz
i replied "shouldn't that be knnccb"
didn't get a response in turn..
huh.

going out wif roniel and martin (who was thr at agm...i tink he's the guy we ate lunch with)
tmr for movies
HOPEFULLY roniel dosen't oversleep again

haiz....it's time i started re-working on my bboying foundations i guess

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

AGM/Lan

2009-06-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

hey....yeah it's been 2 weeks
but hell...in those 2 weeks one MAJOR event has passed byy and is GONE
yes.
i am a survivor of PLTC '09!!!
wooooshhh
and even better?
i don't have to go for PLTC anymore!!!

although to be honest we were bloody slack...
only 2 change parades,
only kena knock it down like 4 times.
yelled at quite a few times only

and...what else happened??
dun tink anything happened

oh w8...on fri (day b4 pltc)
pi peng and me and russell were doing some last minute (bloody last minute) preparation
painting the banner rite before pltc
how's that for prepared?
and went "shopping" also
and i saw some @cash.
so i was like, cool, i'll buy one

lols...
so now i use cash items
(not many tho...not much you can buy with 20k)

pltc was kinda okay....(better than last year that's for damn sure)
and during camp de everyone was damn retarded..
guess stress can drive you insane
thr were lots of jokes
and i was randomly obsessing abt cheeseburgers
then russell was singing poker face...
then we made a song:
~can't eat my can't eat my, no he can't eat my cheeseburger,
(she's got me really hungry)
ch-ch-ch-cheeseburger, ch-ch-cheeseburger~~

lols...i was seriously laughing till tears came out.
=.=
what can i say?? i love cheeseburgers
lmao

so on sat (20th june)
AGM
before that roniel was supposed to meet me at compass point at EIGHT to come up with a set....
guess what???
he overslept...
=.=
(who was the one who was asking me NOT to oversleep??)
so i was wandering arnd compass point for like 2-3 hours...
NOTHING IS OPEN AT 8AM IN THE MORNING
gah...

so then darryl met me at kovan mrt at 10.15
(agm at 11)
walked around randomly....wasted time at some random mall which name escapes me

then agm started....
for school reports mervin did it.
but he wasn't thr...
=.=
and wc didn't even look at the report beforehand
i went up to give the report wif him...
damn dumbs
then voting new exco
funny sia lols

wc was nominated to exco...
but he wasn't INITIATED yet!!
those who never ru hui can't even vote
how you expect him to be IN THE EXCO???
lols
you know why he nvr ru hui yet??
cos he was late for the ceremony
LOL FREAKING JACKED

haha anyways

after agm went for lunch at a coffee shop with roniel, his fren, ryan martin, psp, carrie and her fren
then all go lan (darryl and andre went ahead to play first)
wc and marvyn joined us soon
played l4d 8 ppl versus...which was dumb cos i have no idea how to use the zombie
then cs...
also quite dumb
cos always cannot diffuse the bomb one....
=.=
anyways
then everyone all zao except wc, darryl and me(plus psp)
so l4d a while...
idiots spamming tanks again
then audi....
darryl and wc leeching off my brbp... =.=
i got my chain back lols
last time i was brbp-ing i got a 25 chain (chain 23 on fm hors)
then it was gone
then i was acting damn emo and sad
hahas...
then at the lan i got like 23 chain
so...
almost got it back

it's weird...seems like all the girls i buddy alrdy have cpl.... o.O
haha....
dosen't matter...i'm not looking for cpl specifically
although i've had two chances to do so...oO
both times i just stoned at the proposal
then it disappeared...
once the girl zao-ed
previous time...i forgot alrdy...but she added me as buddy oO

lols kay....
watvr lahs
shld get started on my homework

Payce out
BBoy Jay-Z-D

p.s. roniel says jaheiro is a cool name...."be original"....oO
"bboy jaheiro"... oO

Confirmation camp!!!

2009-06-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

back from conf camp, (09', cos i'm pretty sure i'll go for anth one...maybe '10)
dam fun sia...
stickin with the usual cliques (old cat class)
altho shannon like suddenly become dam social...

i came late, because of course i just HAD to go for supp lesson...
they were having lunch when i got thr...then alphonsus and the rest like shouted "HEY! JUSTIN'S HERE!!!"
lol?

then after lunch went to the st anne's hall for session,
my group ppls were
Ambrose (LoI), Sara, Katherine, Chelsea, Melanie
so.......only two guys and four girls...
the facils were Charles (find it difficult to get his name lol) and nicholas

in between sessions and stuff the clique doing random stuffs too...
the p&w sessions a bit weird...
maybe cos no enthu ppl with me..(the others were all like...un-enthu)
in fact they wanted to go home...were planning to escape at nite...lol
just like march camp...
should i have stopped them????????
i dno...doubt they'd hav listened to me...they'd be too confident that they'd get away with it.

second day was kinda better, cos in all the sharings everyone was dam funny and like, friendly
and we owned in most of the games too...
charles esp...dam funny lor...
and at nite the discussion..everyone like saying how sadistic they are....lolss
dam coool

there was this part whr they gave us letters from our parents, and asked us to read...
i cried a bit...although it was like, touched kind of crying...other's cried too...

then i was doing the second reading for mass at the end of the camp..
verry formal...not like in sch or watever...
even had that weird "vest" thingy
i screwed up lol....haiz

but the camp was cool, cos some old ppl from HIPS actually remembered me...
lol
joanne did, altho i don't remember if i was ever in the same class, or only church.
i was like, hi joanne.
and she was like hi!!
i was stumped...thought she wouldn't recognise or know me...
well...some things are surprising...
katherine was in my group of course so...
enrica still, ah......how to put this......detached?? don't remember anyone from HIPS at all...

oh, something cool happened too.
i "found" my ex-classmate dion.
last time i borrowed a guidebook from him (end of p6)
then he told me he'd be going to st anne's anyway so i cld pass it to him then.
but for some reason i nvr saw (or recognised) him...
so i still have it...3 years...lol
then gabriel and alphonsus were talking to him...and he was like, yea i was in R7
i was... O.O
omg...that's dion...
barely recognise him lol...tho he said he'd seen me quite a few times in church...
oO omg...how could i not recognise him???
still rmbr p5 camp...haiz....
oh well...

oh and another thing...
we were talking,
then i mentioned i've been in catholic schools all my life,
and sara said, yeah even my kindergarten was catholic too..
and poof we found out we both went to st francis xavier in kindergarten...
WOAH...coincidence..
weeiirdd huh?

now i'mma damn sleepyy......
altho was feeling wide awake during camp itself...

came back...
then found out have CCA tmr...
like,
WHAT THE HELL........

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHBLOODYHELL....

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

maybe this is a chance to test me, whether i really got courage and strength from all the prayers and reflection...
i could certainly TRY to look at it that way

maybe..... T.T

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Hols....LAN!!!

2009-06-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

lol kay so yea...not often the word LAN comes into my blog does it???
but i went yest wif darryl...
and supposed to go wif wei liang too
(all audi tgt... ^^)
but then he zaoed off for sum random thingeh...

so then me and darryl go
then i found the lan place familiar..pretty sure i'd been thr b4
so paid for 2hrs ($3 only..... lol)
at first started l4d...just to appease darryl (l4d freakk)
(who is now VERY excited abt l4d2)
rdm rdm after a while then started the campaign
play a bit...blah blah...
then reach safe zone and darryl starts spawning tanks...
-,-
like wtf
and on and on and on...
and this random guy joined our game too
and he was like "why so many tanks???"
zzzzzzz
so after a while i just gave up....

then we both played audi...
he met this group of ppl and hung wif them for a while...
pang seh-ed me too to join them for ballroom
so i played bu a bit

then they went clubbing again
as usual darryl was suan-ing me abt my clothes...
and how i always get boomed
zzz
like i want to waste money on cash

we both acted like some cartoon lols
bet the other ppl thot we were total retards.

so then extended anth hour
i don't even know how the time flew past...

then after we left met darryl's frens
and christopher let us tong pang a cab to amk

after we got off darryl's bus stop was opp from mine...
and the road was dam deserted
plus we'd both missed our bus
so i was talking to him acrosss the road...
lols

yeah so that's how that day (yesterday) ended

sat to mon basically just spamming (PS3, audi...watever)
ryan finally downloaded audi
but he dosen't want the goldenlychee acc
he wants his OWN name
zzzzz

soz....i dunno wat to write again as usual
today oral i pretty much screwed up
no smiley's...
abt 3 frowns...
=(
make that 4 frowns
haiz......

bboying siol...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Rme retreat (sec 3)

2009-05-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

dd
back from 3 days of retreat...
dun really feel tired...guess that's cos we only needed to wake up at 8?
lols

anyway before that there was school
p.e. i did my stations...
since my 2.4 got a D all i could hope for was a silver...
and i did so...YEA!!!
all my life i've gotten bronze ...
and now i got SILVER!!
so, dam happy lor.

and like, i found out i'm first in class for english...
(score of 76)
based on?? i think it's simply based on the one compre we did for mye
i wonder if i beat darryl..(which wuld ROCK cos that means darryl lost to a scholar in english(a scholar tied with me for first place))
maths was doing circles...i'm like kinda confuuseedd

then after sch rme retreat
slept on the bus to the place...
then went into the dorms...
(mine was the fourth floor sia....so sian...)

then go to the "conference room" and did groupings and such...
i was chosen group leader by mr ang for my group(5, or Aragorn(you know? the guy from Lord of the Rings...that was the theme of the camp))
then had some games and blah blah...
then a lot of other stuffs also...
more games and such...
some reflection stuff...
had confession 2nd nite...oO
but the whole retreat had a LOT of slack time sia...

so anyway...yea i tink it was kinda fun
wif all the games (altho some were random and lame)
outdoor games were cancelled and replaced by impromptu inddoor games tho

so in the end, my group came out with an astounding position of:
6th place.
(there were 6 groups...do the math)
zzzz...like...watever...oh well...
what was i gonna say..................................
hmmm
damn...i forgot
(screwed 14-year-old memory)

so yeah.
the "facils" were all cool...
full of jokes and lameness
mainly why the camp was so funn?

oh yearh i just rmbred wat i wanted to say...
the last nite, we had two options
-Sleep
-Watch Lord of the Rings in the conference room

well guess what??
some retards found a third option...
play soccer in the dorm...
-,-
idiots....
i was at first wathcing the movie...
then i went up..they were making lots of noise...
so i went back down...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anyways...so yeah

and i found anth bboy
samuel...
this guy is a powerhead?
headspins, windmills and the like...
he has good balance with the handstands (altho it seems most bboys do...except for me that is)
so...i also try a bit of handstands lurh....
against a wall that is...
i didn't kick enuf to reach the wall tho...
rather i stopped short and tried to hold it
i dunno why now i more scared of handstands sia...
maybe cos the last time i tried it i crashed on my back??
yea...that probably has smth to do with it....

wc was acting freaking gay the whole camp sia...
like...sick....ugh...

after retreat(which ended at 10AM)...took bus to sji then switch to 151 back home
151 was COMPLETELY empty...
lols...
tried to sleep...
not sure if i did or not
cos it was like close eyes and try to sleep
then when i decided to open em was at interchange liao
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

got back home, found out ryan my cuz was coming over...
so...cool
then played a bit of audi
sadly he wants goldenlychee acc back so i wont' have an acc in entry anymore...
was dam bored sia...
so i looked thru audi replays...
found the one where i totally owned wc...
hahs...
plus, we were both chancing siol
cool eh?

haiz...i gotta get started on lots of shit now...
Maths ws...
Physics book...
Physics presentation....
Hike log.......
Chem book/ws......

DAMN...

oh well...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Rme retreat siol...

2009-05-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

haiz...tmr rme retreat...
plus? pon camp prep...
minus? sian.z... and like have to bring ccamp stuf to sch..
why do they HAVE to have the retreat rite after school.....
zzzzzzzz

so like...sian
oh well...
roniel was like dam ranom siol
but i'm not supposed to say anything about it,
zzz

ohkaye...
well apart from that nths muchs is happenins
realised i haven't pay for confirmation camp yet oO
oops
and i'll miss cat class
sigh...s
i REALLY have nothing to type lol...
oh well...

yest was store cleaning for camp prep
damn shit lah
freaking heavy 180pounder canvas...
shittt...my back was BURNING
haaiizzzzzzzzzz...
i think camp prep not so bad as long as rovik nt thr pissed
zzz
what the hell sia

today i went to b-ball with some random 03 ppl lol...
only know one guy's name...
the guy who was trying handstands in class with bryan...
but anyway...
yeah...
we played 3 on 4 with 2 sec 4s and a lower sec guy
i tink it was kinda even
huh.
last nite was playing b-ball too...
with bryan isaac and ocy and ryan (chua...know him from HIPS...USED to hang out a lot...lol)
until like 7.40 pm?

yea...pretty freaking late i know

hmm...ycs on tues
wc was thr (for a change)
like..uh...
yea the usual crap for meeting

hmm...which reminds me again
i shld be coming up with a choreograph for music fest '10 shldn't i?
Pop-N Sync
yep, that's the song
now all that's needed is the moves...
who'll be performing?
wanna get yong han of course...
maybe i might get roniel's bboy expertise as well....
cos it'll be for talenttime next year, not school performance

hmmms....
yeah...whatever

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

PK is dangerous lol?

2009-05-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

ha. yes,
second day since i updated...
and i'm bloggin again
seems like i'm really bored recently
><
so...today cancelled tuition and slept in (10 am)
cos i slept late last nite...1am (late for ME anyway)
talking to a girl... LOL...
anyways today was a big accomplishment...
as seen in my facebook status:
today was the first time i was chatting with two girls at the same time
=O
yeah...that kinda gives you an idea of the kind of social situation i'm in ya know?
apparently not a gd one

audi-ed pretty much the whole freaking day...
then kena dc...
after relog found a stupid messenger bug..
like 4 buddies gone from buddy list
later ALL gone...
like F***?
haiz...they better fix it..
(altho to be honest i don't really have many frens on audi)

cat class... usual random blah blah blah
then after that met wif RJ...
did some random breaking?
not much tho...
and i guess my new bboyin target is:
Crickets...
hell yea..
i'm starting on my major goal of accomplishing JACKHAMMERS...
but...as i say,
you gotta cricket before you can jackhammer
soz...
training time...
once again...
haiz

and after we left church roniel was like...PKing...
climbed on the roof at the bus stop...
and came back down -,-...
he did a turtle(-like thingy) on that small pillar thingy at the bus stops also...
and suddenly ran on the road and did a i think it was a pike...
and like...
apparently he likes carrie??
oO okay lol weird

darryl's emo-ing (or at least...he WAS emo-ing last sunday)
wonder what's going on now?
he hasn't been online for like 3 days...
and he didn't reply my sms telling him lady gaga is on audi?
hmm...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

nah, just kidding...not over yet
i dno tho...wahts with darryl?
last i heard from him was like on thursday...
oO

(btw i'll now tag all the ppls who appear in my posts...so they can enjoy seeing themselves in my blog... ^^)
ENJOY...
roniel and darryl (and angel and uh...ryan?)

Weeeiirdd days...

2009-05-16T10:54:00.000+08:00

YO all!
it's been 2 months alrdy...okay maybe 3...
wow, didn't realise it's been THAT long
zzz
mid years just over...
haiz...
since it's the norm, let's recap the examinations:
English: hmm...forgot alrdy
A Maths: quite okay lar...reasonably sure of at least 75
E Maths: i've forgotten...but anyways i hav hopes for 80+? 85+?
Bio: Can can one lar...i guess...for mcq i got bak an it's 26/30 so..
oh btw when we got bak mcq one guy wasn't arnd...and his fren was holding his paper for him...
so we were like: hey, how about we help him "mark" the paper??
so isaac starts flipping through his paper and draws HUGE crosses across the whole page.
we said don't be so bad lah, leave like 7 correct...
lol..plus the guy we're talking about is caneth...major mugger
then we were like...don't draw across the whole page...too obvious
so just marked everything wrong individually
was hella funny to see him look at the paper...
lol even the scholar behind him was like oO =O
had to give the game up tho...he was gonna ask the teacher...
and then we'd be busted
so anyway back to examss:
physics: also can can lorh...just a FEW questions screwed upp
Chem: hmm...i have TOTALY forgotten wat happened...anyways hoping for A1
Geog: haaaizzzzzz...hope this is okay...last term i got 76...too close for me...hopefully something safer this term
S.S.: actually...don't think it was too bad...but we'll see...(after all i failed it last term)
Lit: can we say "Screwed up"?? i'll just leave it at that
Chinese: hoo hoo...interesting...paper 2 teacher say easy...i say WTF? haizzzzzzz lemme pass PLS
is dat all? let's see... 1,2,3,4....9,10
yea..that's all..=)

so anyway...
spammed GHWT on thurs...cos next day only had chinese
and we let off at 10AM!!!!
what a happy day(for those who didn't have com studies on fri)
went wif darryl to j8 for subway
bought bak
then play ghwt for a while
then he went back for tuition (lol...so fail...hav tuition on slack day)
then spen the rest of the day spamming drums...and a bit of guitar cos frankly...drums is BLIDDY tiring
next day ankle sore from the kick..
and i tink the drums are not responsive..WTF..alrdy sent for repair b4
but at least i got a 557 note streak on HARD...YEAH..(i noe i noe...not expert..but drums is freaking insane)
and guitar, i got 605 streak on guitar expert as well as another 428 streak
that is hella cool

past week have had some WEIRD dreams...
like, on sunday i tink...
went to some hotel place...and the lift was like supposed to move at 10m/s (lol physics sia)
and i was scared...(having had previous dreams of having a lift move freaking fast)
then later we were walking around the cafeteria area...
and i saw ppl from ycs...lol..
and another dream...
this one is weird...cos alicia was in it...oO
wc and darryl too
(gabriel got left out for some reason... ><)
then wc and alicia were fighting with me to play some random game that looked suspiciously like guitar hero...
lol...what screwed up dreams
then there was another WEIRDER one...
something about some sji sports event...then wandering arnd this STRANGE building i do not recognise
then the event turns out to be some online soccer thingy...
like wtf??? no link siol...

anywaysss...i was thinking abt the past...how very different i am from last time...
in primary school...i was worried sick just cos a worksheet said "see me"
lols...
now?? ...hmm...let's see...
i worry abt whether i look cool enuf to get a date LOL...
nah just kidding
i worry abt cca crap of course...so freaking stressed...plus pltc is coming...arrrgghh

spamming audi hasn't seemed to help my chancing...
of course wc can still kick my ass...
and they have new songs...
one is just dance by lady gaga
i was like OMG...
then i realised that i'm too used to the remix version
("glam" remix)
and the original plain sux...oO
hoping they'll include poker face next patch

so...i think that's all...
anything else i wanna add??
oh yea...played audi with aunty yest...
who misses her nephews
wondering when ryan's gonna start audi?
but then he'll take my goldenlychee acc...oO
altho by rite it IS his asia soft passport
but sad lah...
i supposedly had a "mei" in goldenlychee...
but i nvr logged in so long then she like disappeared lol...

oh well

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Ycs MARCHA CAMPE!!!

2009-03-19T11:15:00.000+08:00

im back from the march camp, (which was two days ago)
found it reasonably fun lah...
but then again i'm in committee...
so i didn't really get to participate in many activities,
plus of course i wasn't assigned to a group,
so not many ppl knew me
and the thing is they didn't introduce the comittee!?!?!?
how can...sianded

still,i just randomly joined ryan's group (magnifying glass...(yes that is the name of one of the groups))
but of course having to rush off time to time to handle the games stuff,
not really considerd part of the group...omg...haiz
still, the best part about it was the telematch
(except for the part before when we had to carry the pails of water...DAMN water is freaking heavy...and my back....argh)
even if i had water bombs i had no clear target...wc neva go...
instead he's talking abt how fun his sjab camp was, walking 4km in the rain..lying naked on the parade square (eeewww.....i'm so gona puke man...sji will never be the same again)

for the outdoor games (shi zi ru kou) it was freaking pouring...and i was drenched by the time we got to hougang mall...then went upstairs to fifth floor the "hidden playground" where we slacked and waited for groups

blah blah blah...then went back
p&w was quite cool lah...
but the first sing-along no enthu-ness at all...
then they called for "volunteers"
so me and ryan went up
i spammed my voice for livin on a prayer..
then psp and carrie went up...
funny thing:
he put his arm around her shoulder and she pushed it away...
OUCH!! ... public rejection

the bboy who performed at music fest was there (so happened in my group)
i was bored so i just did some randomness toprock in front of him...
haha, then he was like...come let's battle, now.
anyway i sorta learned shoulder freeze finally...
and go figure...like half of the tertiary can do baby freeze...lol??
and then there was this aspiring bgirl sia...omg not another one?
haiyo...

anywayzzz
telematch, the last game was damn fun
(or,at least "testing" the game was damn fun)
they got this canvas, and they covered it with soap and water
so like freaking slippery
then the commitee were like sliding all over and goofing off on it
xP
but the actual game was dog & bone...
with a bar of soap oO
lol
then they play free for all, cannot get tagged out
so like everyone chiong in at the same time
wah siala my back gg le
but it was still damn fun

committee meeting on first nite(only nite) went damn late ah...
started at 12??
ended at 2...
discussing all the days events and activities...
but also kept side-tracking abt certain problematic people...
i shall not mention, ><
then like ooops let's not digress
then go back to topic
then next activity,
"oh yeah wah this guy ah, he did........"
ooops ey go back to the main point
zzz...
freaking shag sia

after the camp went to macs with psp, gabriel, bec, carrie and steph(who came like 20 minutes before camp end...)
talk cock blah blah...
i went to buy ice-cream then my seat gone le... -,-
(btw, since when mac ice-cream cone change to 70cents???)
then came home and slept at 12....
oh crap...plus next day had tuition some more
went to grandma's house next morn at 8 and fell asleep
two hours later woke up with my foot TOTALY numb...
like no feeling at all...
i was like "oh #$%@,dammit"
luckily no serious problem...otherwise i'd have to amputate my foot...
ick..

last nite downloaded the new audi patch
they have new songs...
guess wat??
rihanna!!
omg
plus they hav new servers like Singapore and Event and Beat Up
though in the beat up server still have normal rooms and such -.-
hardly any beat up rooms at all...plus no one goes to those servers...

and they're taking away the dj steve songs!!!
omg...whyyy

oh well...time to get on with my life...no matter how non-existent it is
i.e. (time to audi!!)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Heyaa

2009-03-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

lools long time nvr updatezz
REALLY LONG TIME...

soz,wats been new??
i dno...
as usual my 14-year old memory is failing me
(tragic, i know)
well.

okay my previous post was about the YCS music fest '09
well gues wat?
i've got a song for my dance for music fest '10
How's that for pre-preparation??
noe wat the song is??
obviously not..no one does....'cept yong han
and actually he's probably the only one visitin this blogg...
sad case.
(him, not just me)
anyway
hm

darryl don't play audi wif me anymorez
obsessed wif L4D and facebook
zzz
so SIAN...
i'm in the midst of packing for yet anth screwed up scouts camp
jobweeekkk (bleagh)
blahbleaghgagyickpfftahWTFdammitwhytheshit

anyway...

my back is like...going on strike...
it's like randomly pain/aching...when i'm not even doing anth...
just standing up..
wtf??
so's to rest it i have to refrain from breakdancing for 1 month....
holy crap do you realise how difficult that is for me!?!?
One whole freaking month...
and i can't even go half a day without thinking about it

oh wellz
at least i get to leave after the second day ^^
cos i'm in the national exco for Ycs March Camp
YEAH MAN!!
boooosh
i'm in games exco but yet i have no idea wats goin on for games...
cos we haven't really met to discuss...
oops
well the most i can do rite now is to get a summary of the games they're planning so i can at least supervise properly...
>.<
what else what else...
ah the heck wif it
(it's time i updated the rest of the blog as well)
(looking forward to the day when i can tag a post as music fest '10 !! ^^)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

YCS MUSIC FEST'A

2009-02-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

WOOSHHH!!
wow music fest was fun!!
of course...it IS ycs after all...
totaly expected to get freakin hyper and enthu
thus, FUN
plus my performances
(three of them oO)

first there was some p&w session,
but they were singin chinese songs...
so like no one could follow
zzz
then was some sing-along too
some random songs
then they played hot N cold
omg...you know what that means ^^
DIIISCOOOO!!!!
haha
WC , PSP, Ivan Lewis and Me all up on stage doin PT dance
(refer to ycs EOY camp)

then after that
school performances...
we did of course the dance that we'd rehearsed so hard for...
>.< (four hours...that's considered a lot right?)
totaly owned...plus dam fun too
(I feeel sooo happy)
yay lotsa ppl say was nice...
all a guy wants is appreciation(that and money...but well that's besides the point)
so....i'm just damn happy xD xD xD =D =D ;D ;D
XDamn happy...
okay yea...

the one downside was that my solo was cut...
cos the music halfway stopped (o.O)
see the vid (facebook...not gonna bother uploadin here...no one comes anyway)

Dinner time, yong han and raj came (in time to watch our dance)
then kevin zao-ed
we rehearsed the beat box performance...
then sudenly we had psp and ivan joinin us...
in the end it was to be honest
REALLY screwed up...
beat didn't match vocals,
vocals didn't match beat
HAIZ
dam sad

then some performance by "Vogelsitze"
(which ivan says is the brand of the seats on the SBS bus)
lucky draw was funny...
(i didn't win anth though)
first prize was this gibson guitar worth like $250
dickson had the ticket...
and he was like sliding and posing all over the stage
then they told him
"here's your prize...a brand new guitar cover"
ROFL totaly jacked...
they were joking though...in the end he won it

after music fest (which ended off with a totaly water-rush style singing)
went to J8 with supper with the gang
were still hyper...
but didn't want to be inconsiderate by shouting
so instead we just shouted
"Gong Jiao Gong Jiao, Gong Jiao Gong Jiao"
or Cat High...
xP
went sweet talk bought apple ice blended (xD apple)

then Macs and talk cock
then in the bus talk more cock with ivan greg and PSP
randomness

yea...
so i uploaded the dance video on facebook and now thr's like wat 40 or 50 comments??
lol...all russell and andre spamming
(i still feel DAMN happy) xP

yeah...
so hmm
i'm starting a training regimen now...
i'm gonna train myself
for bboying
i know i've tried one before but it didn't work so i'm trying again...
wishin me luck
no one ever visits this dried out blog...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Breakout

2009-02-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

yest had dance rehearsal,
was screwed up (kinda) cos wei chong came like half an hour late and psp came one hour plus late
yea...and I was runnin late too...
so met ivan and greg at hougang mrt,
went to bus stop...
called wc,
ivan told him how to get whr we were,
we got on his bus,
got off at my house,
went to function room
and goofed off for 15 minutes...

then got into the actual thing,
wc, being wc, was tottaly failzed at it....
omg, srsly dam fail
anyway we finished most of it,
then naturally started slackin again...
i was doin my thang,
and tryin a bit o handstands
wc's baby freeze actually quite imba...
holy shit lol
but then he so frkin strong lah whr got fair
then he tried turtle freeze...
"cmon, cmon, i can do this" (Farts)
LOL....
haha
anw then mostly finished,
then psp arrived...
left ivan screaming(for fun) in the room to go get him from the gate
anyway...FINALLY got through the choreography...
then i chiong(sort of) to cat class

after cat class changed for the Breakout!!
then my parents came fetch me to my brother's soccer sch first, cos we all goin
lolz...my soccer shooting sux,altho i think i've mentioned that b4 sometime looong ago
anyway, this kid who's my brother's friend and his parents ask me to show him some bboy...
lol...
wat to do?? must help others right??
ha wadever

then got to the breakout thingy
was hella funny
lotsa spastic moments...
but srsly was damn funny
of course...i got owned like 150+ times during the course of the show...
their routine consisted of basically
flares, airtracks, windmills, 2000s, handstands, pikes, backflips, headspins, headstands...you know..the usual
so that contributed abt 80 times me getting owned...
the other 70 times??
well...the beatboxing
holy crap those guys are FREAKIN good...
and not just their dancing or beatboxing
the whole act is totaly first-class...
damn nice overall
xD
(well...wat would u expect? it's a breakdance show...and well i'm........me)

then today...after mass went to city hall to meet with kevin(and jit ray)
walked around suntec...lookin for a present...
saw this cool plastic heart that had tiny electric sparks in it and was super cool
only 24.90...considered...then moved on
went into some random gift shops...
kevin was obsessed with this mini book entitled
"naughty things for women" or something like that...
oh and there was this really funny fridge magnet...
it said...
"it's only funny until someone gets hurt...
...
..
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
...
....
then its hilarious"
lmao....
then after mini toons finally decided on a dog...and a pouch...and a phone strap
then went looking for starwax(shoe polish thingy) for jit ray's b'dae presnt from kevin
here's the (brief) story:
went to carrefour first floor
asked a sales person thingy
she said second floor
went to second floor carrefour
asked another person
said go in further
went in further
asked another person
said downstairs, near the pharmacy
went downstairs
went all the way in
asked a person
said pharmacy was near entrance
went to entrance
went to pharmacy
looked...found kiwi...omg
asked
said upstairs(wtf...)
went upstairs
wandered around
asked
said ask DIY ppl
asked a DIY ppl
said no hav, go shoe repair shop downstairs, opposite tony normans???
looked around more first
asked cashier
pointed and say there have
looked there
don't have
go downstairs,try find "tony normans"
don't have
saw ad for "tony romas"
"oohhhh....."
looked at directory for tony romas
walked outside on first floor
saw fountain of wealth
needed to go fountain of wealth
f.o.w. on other side of busy road
kevin wanted to jaywalk and get run over
i didn't
turned around
saw stairs going down
"ooohhhh......"
went down
went to "green area"
found tony romas
found shoe repair shop
shoe repair guy took a can of black thing
was torraga or smth like that
"starwax??"
"don't have"
"crap"
stoned
that concludes how we spent TWO HOURS looking for starwax
daaaamn
wat a stupid day...
lolz
at least i got the presents

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

sianded-nezz

2009-02-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

just bak from scouts,
damn freaking sian lohz,
plus bloody knots test when imran told us we no need do knots test...
wth...screwed up
oh well..was better than npcc and all the other loserszz who hav parade 2moro
HAH

after scouts was damn screwed up too,
thot darryl pang seh me cos he told me "he'd wait for me after his training"
when i finished couldn't find him thot he zao alrdy....
then at the bus stop waited for 10 min then marcus came told me they had parade rehearsal..
i was like: "oh...so he didn't pang seh me..."
half-chiong bak to sch ^^
then found out that darryl alrdy left halfway durin trainin, "he do like 45 push ups then not feeling well go home le"
walao eh...
walk bak to bus stop,
151 bak to hougang and home...

oh and on wed we had to do this survey on sexuality,
i swear julian was goofin off...
Q: write the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words:"
-pornography
A: pornography
-contraceptive
A: contraceptive

lolz...
plus there was another retarded question:
Q: if i do not have sex it is because:
1) i am afraid of getting pregnant
2)some other choice
3)some other choice

i mean...hello??? boys school here...
so this shows...what??
m.o.e. is sexist?
lol

meeting up with kevin on sun at suntec...
(there's this total defense thingy there but thats not why we're goin...)
we're just going for fun,
plus kevin can help me pick out a present for alicia...
(no kevin...i MEAN IT, no condoms...)
like...wtf??
i find myself rolling my eyes a lot recently...
lol

sat got dance rehearsal for music fest item...
wonder if anybody'll show...
i'mma doin my best to choreograph okaye??? my first choreography hor...must give chance right?
(we doin the song circus by Britney Spears)
plus yong han got mc for whole week(throat infection)
so no chance to discuss our performance...
i've found a few songs...
Stop & Stare,Crush,Check Yes Juliet,Pictures Of You,Run It,Dangerous,Forever,Kiss Kiss...which songs to perform????? i don't really know sia...
i think we'll do kiss kiss and forever,
in addition to Low(did you really think i'd leave this out?), What You Got(freakin nice beat for this song), and Take A Bow(also freaking nice beat)

sat also going to watch the breakout concert...
cool eh?
yah...i didn't think yu'd think so...
-,-
soz...
sayanora
till i blog again

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

sports heats?? wasn't even running sia...

2009-02-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

omg i just stayed bak in sch until 5!?!?
planned on staying for a while to hang out with the guys going for heats...
in the end ended up waiting for joshua's event to be over
cos i was stuck lookin after his stuff -__-
(i wonder? which is more "diao"? "-__-" or "-.-" or "-,-"
tink that last one's better
anyway...
chatted with joshua b4 heats, helped shawn and him with their math hw(which i found super easy)
then hung arnd with em...
then joshua's call came for his event and he just left me to look after his things(actually begged is a more accurate description)
haish,
blah blah blah ended up staying bak till 5
(his call came at like 4...and waited till 5 for it to start)
like wth?
zzz...
then as i was getting aboard the bus it dawned on me i hadn't eaten since recess...
(like 6 hrs ago) and of course i'd skipped bfast
so like...
HUNGRY...><><><><><><><>,.,.,.,><><><
yummy two dbl cheeseburgers plus fries ^^
and you need to wonder why i'm so fat?? xP

lookin for songs to perform for music fest too...
my beatbox thing with yong han...
and i need to work out a dance choreography for music fest...
(no bboy tho...(or at least i think no bboy =P)

oh crap just realised i need to study chinese...

anyway that's all
keepin it short...^^

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Pics oO pics Oo

2009-02-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

another pic of the oc group...(the official one(a.k.a. the one used in the video collage)

wonder wad happened to bervyn tho...heard from joshua he transferred to montfort???

like wth who transfers from sji to montfort??? zzz...looks like i wasn't successful after all...guilt...

from joshua's camera(cos mine ran out of battery -___-)

random from facebook...from last years racial harmony day...

i did mention i was super high for the campfire...xP

WC's an ass ^^

2009-02-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

well...let's see,
he wrote "silverlychee" in liquid paper on my class desk...
wrote it in pen again today just before leaving the class,
wrote in my diary some shit like "go find silverlychee and make out with her",
"rape her and kill her" like on thurs,
today he wrote,next to my note bio worksheet, "on silverlychee's boobs"
and he also added learn how to make lychee drink,and play audition with silverlychee...
i mean pls lah,
i'm not obssesed with silverlychee...(anymore...xP)
it's just a convenient way to suan wc(which is like my favorite past time so how can i help it??)

l o la rof l maoa s w c a v ><
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don't know if you can get that...
blogger html's screwed up...
anyway,
lolaroflmaoaswcav stands for
laughoutloudandrollonfloorlaughingmyassoffandsuanweichongaboutveron
there i just did a darryl...^^

today had de scubillion thingy,
went to AWWA(asian women's welfare association)
(which apparently was not an association for the welfare of asian women(not that that's what i signed up for anyway))
turned out to be some school for the disabled children...
then we were grouped into fours,
and assigned to one class,
we hav to plan a one hour activity for the kids!?!?
like how the heck are we supposed to do that!?
most of them are non-verbal lah...

then found out that i had to walk a soooopa long way to de bus stop...
wonderin shld i catch the bus bak to sji with the rest?? or keep being dismissed from there??
oh wel...
hmm...shall upload pics from de campfire...
(not many tho)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Coming to end of three-day weekend =D/=(/T_T

2009-02-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

sianz...comin to an end of another time of fun and joy...
soo sux...
when was my last post again?
well a long time ago,
so, chinese new year holidays...

same old same old,
nth to say except maybe some weird thing was goin on with my cousin's dad and my grandad...
i hav no idea wad it's all abt
unfortunately it meant that i didn't see him for CNY except once when we went to his house
he lent me the spore installation disc then...
since then i've been spammin like crap
plan to make myself sian then go bak to audi or smth like that...

haiz
sch on wednesday was like the same
supposed to have an appointment with my "soon-to-be-bboy-apprentice"
cldn't find him so... xP
after sch went to J8 with darryl
wanted to buy scout boots but my senior said i cld borrow(didn't turn out that way tho)
anyway...
dinner at kfc then wanderd arnd
guess wat??
darryl went off into a mini toons again
like wth???
while waiting for him to slowly make his choice,
decided to pick a phone strap...just for the sake of having smth on my pheon...
well, it was a total rip-off...thing is like stretched after 3days of usage
(no i wasn't puting it under extreme stress...)

thurs old sji visit...
i swear the sec ones are totaly perverted...
kept ogling at girls on the bus ride,
and outside the building was a cpl kising...
wld hav had to drop a bomb to stop them staring

anyway i'm pretty sure my time there was more fun than pi peng's
his sec ones were totaly misbehavin
like they went and touched the painting...left fingerprints all over it...
(went from white to greasy grey)
i think that's the incident that made the security guard say he wants to ban sji students from coming to the museum...
oO
hope he dosen't hav any authority to do that...
then i won't be able to pon scouts next year bcos of psf duty...
(shhhh ^^)

fri went for de 201 cage soccer thingy
supposed to meet yong han at hougang mall at 12.30...
he reached at like 1 plus
at macs b4 he came i saw lewis thr(the ycs guy)
then went to fetch yong han from mrt
then went bak to macs saw lewis with arthur and matthew and another guy
then my mum drove us to the cage...
played for like 2 hrs then went home...
tong pang yong han's dad's car to novena(whr it was parked b4 his dad took mrt to somewhere else...oO)
yong han was requesting bboy move videos in slow motion(cos his phone dosen't have slow motion function(ha losers my phone rox)

for cathecism they reshuffled all the peoples...
aww...
so many new ppls
oh well, enrica's in my class now so maybe...
who knows??

well yeah i think that's all i'm gonna say...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

Sec one campfire/CNY visit to HIPS

2009-01-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

yest was s1 campfire...
super shag(yay new lingo)
and i was pretty sure my voice would be gone today...

yest lessons as usual...
for english went to malcolm park and had sort of picnic...
my camera ran out of bat...
runs on AA so i asked my form tutor if she has extra...
she did then i was happy...yay later can use for campfire...

after lessons mass rehearsal...
immediately after sch...
sum 1 told me wang wen say must go directly so i go loh...
didn't even get a chance to teach my junior how to baby freeze... =(

then rehearse finish...
scouts...
5 went off from scouts to prepare for campfire....
took out my camera...
(with new bateries)
and tried to take a pic...
the battery died...
wth lah...
unfair

campfire was fun...
i was acting high and hyper...
and also damn spastic
(i just realised that i end a lot of sentences with ...)...
joshua was asking me about my "chemistry" fren...
which is the girl he was talking to that time on msn...
he said there's this game called screamer...
some super tiny maze game when you reach lvl 4 BOOM there'll be a face appearing on the screen and shouting smth or smth like that...
i was like o.O wtf?...
so evil sia...
anyway...yea was damn hyper and enthu and hyper enthu and shouting like crap...
super fun...
then after the whole thing finished=( went to canteen to find s1s and to rest...
saw tze jun holding a can of h2O...then he gave it to me...
aww....so sweet....

so that was yesterday...
today...chinese new year mass...
friar mike asked max and i wat we were gonna do fo the sharing thingy...
then he got our names...
after the gopsel he announced that max and justin would be doing a sharing...
then later during communion mr ang said my name when i received...
o.O okay...
(wow i seriously end all my sentences with ...) lol...

then after mass me and psp chiong to the hall to prepare for opening prayer...
prayer done...
went back to the classes via the outside way that leads from the side of the hall backstage to the side of the canteen...(which i nvr knew existed...)

after that just stoned at the back of the hall till it was over...(it was really quite boring to be honest...nothing like the campfire)
then decided to go to 102 to ask nathaniel if he was going bak to HIPS also...
he said he was going to hwa chong to "rally" the other sec ones first...so i went there direct...

went there...saw my old science/english teacher ms yeo...she said i looked familiar but she didn't remember my name(expected...)
she told me HIPS was full day that day...other schools also...(yay sji!! woots)
but only got like three other ex students there...so walked to hougang plaza 7-11 to top up my ez-link card and walked bak...
got bak still no one i knew there...
so took out 2 killa mockingberd and read...
then gerald,alex and vanessa walked by and saw me...
barely recognised me of course...
but i rememberedd them...
vanessa was at the st nick's alumni dinner...prefect duty...with esther(not surprised)
saw her there...which was like a year ago...
talked a bit...
then went to look for ms yeo...
talked a lot...
then found my p6 chinese teacher who was apparently my form teacher(i had totally forgotten who was my form teacher)
then at the stairs saw a teacher who recognised gerald and vanessa and even remembered my name...
thing is i didn't remember who she was... xP
omg damn pai seh sia...
but at least she didn't find out i forgot who she was...
wandered around some more...
didn't find any other teachers...(maybe a good thing cos i might not remember them...)
by that time it was like 2+ alrdy...
then went home and now here i am typing dys...
heh...
oookaye...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

btw will try to get videos and pics from campfire...
either from yong han's phone or joshua's camera

2nd?? 3rd?? week of sch...

2009-01-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

haiz haiz...
sch...
lol...
sch....
sux....

okay....
let's see...since oc...
wad happened...
there was the catholic CCA orientation for sec ones...
went to lt1 during PSE...
found the 102 gang thre...
tried to convince them to join ycs of course but the damned -----------s(^^) go join other ccas... =(
T_T
ouch...
weird thing was bervyn said elvina(she was there to give the presentation) is his brother's organ teacher...
o.O
and he says he wants to join ycs...
still not sure yet whr he actually IS tho...
oh yea i found out another thing during the orientationl...
elvina told psp that he was incharge of the sji performance for music fest...
and she said there was another thing called talenttime...
non-ycs ppl can perform...
i bet you know what i was thinking,....
YONG HAN AND I PERFORM!!!
yayayayayay....

after that went to canteen...bumped into yong han...(he was hiding behind the staircase and jumped on me...)
then met psp and went to hall for CNY celebration rehearsal...(yong han just extra-ing cos he was bored)
wad i hav to do is read the opening prayer...wouldn't be too bad except that it's in chinese...
haiz...just cos i'm in ycs and higher chinese man...
more than that....i have to do some sharing for the CNY mass too...
huh!?!?!?
walao...
well at least i'm not doing the hymns... ^^
lol...

today was inter-class...
we won the first match!! OMG 331 won a soccer match!
daniel scored the only goal...

then next match we lost...
the keeper(wasn't me at that time) somehow kicked the ball high in the air behind him...
other team got a free header into an open goal...
needless to say they scored...
last match we lost again...
deflection...(off the same keeper as last match who wasn't keeper that time...i was keeper)
and goal... for other team...

haiz...
well...we were last...
and got eliminated...
and got to go home early ^^
...
hahaz...
oh well...
no one would have expected 331 to be inter-class champions anyway...
oh yah and prospammer paid a visit too...
for fun...
then on the bus home i saw an nj girl...
she stays in my condo too...
random...

more randomness is joshua...
sec one from oc...
bugging me abt wat ncc air is like...
then i had to ask kevin...blah blah blah...
then he had some random conv with his fren with me in it but i was away...
o.O
then he left...
then i got bak to the com and was like huh?
had a quick chat with his fren...(female....sec 2 apparently and from malaysia...)
that was yest...
today....found out that other's from 102 also know about her...
like huh??
then shawn...(also 102)
added me on msn then asked me if a girl was hot or not...
wtf???????????? random...
lolzaz....
and he wants to learn how to do a baby freeze...
so i made an appointment with him on thur after sch at the rock wall...
musn't forget...(mental note...don't forget)
i don't really find much point/meaning in blogging these days...haiz oh well...

(btw i updated songs...)

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D

pics of orientation camp 09' and YCS EOY 08'

2009-01-15T20:22:00.000+08:00

(p.s. apologies for lack of updating to all who carezz)

102 of 09'...(the 102 on the noticeboard is actually our class 201's...just used by ms wong in reverse for "102"....lol)

my group: luottamus. members: matthew,darren,malcolm,yann xu,shawn,j.r.(lives one block away from my grandma's house),nathaniel(goes to st annes too),isaac,milton(fellow psl),tze jen,joshua(bugs me abt getting the sch songs...),reuven(trained in doing the wave),daniel,bervyn,and me(skilled bboy,partakes in the dark art of beatboxing).

another pic of luottamus

pic of me at de oc wearing my psl shirt...

YCS EOY 08' group...includ. amos' parents...(DISCOOO)

de sji peeps from ycs...amos,psp,toilet king and ivan

eoy group,Xiao Long Bao. members: val(facil),tamara(leader),darren,gen,marvyn(other leader),me,benjamin,(oops........ ^^ 4got)

start of 2009...

2009-01-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

i'd say it's none too good a start...
oh well....
been a long time since i last posted...
been swamped with all the neat(retarded)crap that sec three's have to go through...
and also haven't been bothering lately...
10 days...

sch started alright i guess....
only knew julian,thaddaeus,paul,daniel,eugene and maybe a few others...
the rest i didn't know or are scholars...
btw my class has FIFTEEN scholars...
to emphasize that point i spelled it out and made it capital...
FIFTEEN...
that's like half the class....
oO
welll....i'm better off than wc anyway...
he seems to have smth against scholars...
i dno...maybe the sight of lots of smart people in the same room make him feel like he has the iq of a retarded dungbeetle...
i dno....that guy is full of issues...
anyway....
math starts to suk now...
blame cher
sianz...
other teachers probably ain't so bad...

well one main thing that happened in the last 10(or more) days is the orientation camp.
yup,the one that i spent three days in(another)camp training for.
first day in the morning didn't get to know my group members very well...
just one huge class rather than small groups...
oh yeah, between me and my co-leader milton, we had to take care of THRITEEN sec ones...(i emphasize again with the spelling out and capitalisation)
other groups hav lyke 11 sec ones to 3 psls...
i was like...huh!?
...anyway...
during the first session, with all the intros and stuff like that...
that's when i first realised the sec ones were hyper...
not like they were run-up-the-wall-chase-the-moon-fly-jump-hop-run-shout kind of hyper,but they were just you know..attention deficit to put it nicely...
hard to get them to sit in a circle...and then hard to get them to be quiet...and STAY in that circle...
throughout the rest of the day was quite fun....
team games...we didn't bomb them for the pathfinder game...(see we so good psls...)
then some other stuff...
then session 2 some time in the afternoon...
this is de serious serious one rmbr our sec one OC?
the one whr you share intimately and supposed to keep it a secret blah blah...
well this was the main problem....
difficult for the sec ones to take it seriously....
keep reminding them...and they can't resist cracking a joke like 1 minute later...
kinda frustrating...
plus there was this boy bervyn....
his teacher told me he was feeling sick...
told me to let him rest if he not feeling well....
then during session 2 he said he wanted to go outside rest cos inside too noisy(it wasn't SUPPSOED to be noisy... -__-)
i just let him stay outside ....
then melvyn and some other psf came by then saw him sitting outside....
then melvyn brought me away to some distant corner then told me abt bervyn...
(lol....melvyn and bervyn)
bervyn apparently was(hopefully WAS)depressed cos he was forced to come to SJI by his parents...and he didn't want to come here...
so he's feeling like...unhappy....left out...
and it fell down to me...his psl,to try to get him out of it...
man...just when i thought managing 13 attention deficit sec ones WASN'T going to be a challenge... -_-
so throughout the camp tried to make sure he was involved in stuff...talked to him...had conversations...
yea...
so i'm pretty sure he's better now...(6 days after camp)
saw him this afternoon....
going somewhere to play badminton or smth...
anyway bak to camp...
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah....

nite time came up with group cheer.
(our group name was finnish(as in finland) for faith)
guess wat? it's called luottamus...
wth? sounds like octopus or hippopotamus ...
basically left the sec ones to come up with the cheer
tried to get everyone to contribute...but they rather stay with their small "cliques"...
in the end it got done...
i can't really be bothered to go through the whole camp...
so...BOOM end of camp
yayzz...(sadz)
(posted pics up there)

plus...i got into de iep i wanted!
modern dance(aka hip hop)
woooooooooooo
yay
first lesson was on tuesday...
learnt a few basic stuff...(not sure if i'd call it moves)
learnt how to count to the rhythm of the music...1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8....rinse,repeat...
SOMEHOW got chosen to be my sides leader....
probably had smth to do with yong han and raj pushing me out...
oh and i finally proved to yong han, once and for all, that A PRETZEL IS NOT A NUT!!!
it is a)a kind of dough thingy that's twisted into a weird shape. b)the name of the weird statue on the grasspatch between the sec 3 and sec 4 block. and last, 3)a bboy move...
haha in his face...
(yong han uses the more conservative(aka OUTDATED) "in thy face"...totally weird...)

oh and julian is FINALLY over his whole "hey i'm batman" "i love gwen" facade...
good thing...(i might miss the retardedness...but i'm sure he makes up for it in other ways..)
i rmbr one thing from yong han's blog that made me laugh...
"one time, i hit julian, and he went like "i would gladly bear that for gwen." like...wtf!?"
lollollol...still makes me laugh...

yar...ooookaye...
i dunno why i bother blogging...no one looks at it anyway...
>.<....
maybe i'm blogging to have a written record of my life...
i dno...
anyway

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D
(bboyintillhecantbboynomore)

Suan Wei Chong For Fun Competition officially starts.

2009-01-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

alrite guys, welcome to the first(hopefully of many) suan wc competition.
here's how it'll go:
the next few posts will be related to funny/weird/embarassing stories about our star, the toilet king.
I will post some myself, but the rest will come from the other contestants(hopefully that'd be you)
at the end of the competition(as yet undecided), the two judges(wc and myself) will each choose the winner(the one who sent in the "best" story of wc).
the winner will be decided by a majority vote. however, since I am the chairperson of this competition my vote will count as two.
okay guys get to work.(send me the stories via email to jusplainlame@hotmail.com)
Winner gets a free chocolate bar!!
hahaz...

alrite now my turn to put the story:
let me just list down all the things you can suan him with...
-he's in love with veron(whole world should know this by now)
-his initials are w.c. or water closet aka toilet.
-toilet king...
-his ex gf silverlychee almost dumped him over an apple...

he and his audi gf were playing some couple thingy on audi...then he went afk to eat an apple. silverlychee was like "you dun care that i playing with another guy, you dun love me T_T" wc was like "but i'm eating apple!"...another time he was playing with her(haven't broken up yet)he halfway dc then i had to act as messenger between them....silverlychee went "i love you" and wc goes "nah she won't say that one", she goes "why not??" then he says he wants to go sleep... -_-
now they broke up alrdy but he says he wants to get back together and then break again just to make her sad... =(

during the camp he was trying to learn how to whistle...it took the guys teaching him 5 minutes to realise he was breathing through his nose...

when we were out at hougang mall....he said (exact quote) "i gonna marry another GUY"...

okay yah and do i need to mention his failure at practically every game we play?

hmmm i guess that'll be all for this first post...hoping to see many submissions from you guys ^^

*note: this competition is not to bully/humiliate/torture/emotionally scar/traumatise wei chong...it is merely the "super suan project" he keeps talking about...

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

yoz...
okayz...wad happend in the last four days??
let's see...
hmm frankly i don't rmbr...
lol...
okay okay i'll just stick to today...
today was supposed to meet kevin and yong han at toa payoh mrt at 10am...
got a call from kevin(waking me up)asking if i got his sms asking if can change time to 9...
it was 8.40...
so i hurried and changed,brush teeth...
my mum helped me photocopy the homework for kevin
then my dad dropped me off at bishan where we were gonna meet since i'd woken up late...
went up to the golden village cinema...
didn't see them outside it...
the cinema was closed though...
so went down so i cld have breakfast...
haiz braces were tightened so eating problems again...
had macs...
then went bak up to cinema it was still closed...
went in under the gate and asked wat time they are open..
they say 10.30...we got like one hour plus to spend...
went into some weird place called virtualand...
from outside you cant tell it's actually an arcade...
i dished out 20bucks...considered it their christmas present...
then realised we'd have 40 tokens to spend..
tried to ask for $10 worth but they no change cos just opened...(true...we were just outside when they opened the gates...)
(in the end they paid me bak like more than half of the money anyway...)
played some basketball....some daytona...anything to use up the 40 tokens...
played some random DJ thing which was fun and i owned yong han and kevin who were combining their forces....
went bak to cinema...found out earliest time for yes man was 1.50pm...
went down and walked a bit...passed best and saw an xbox 360 for demo...
i played GH3...
not as fun using the xbox controller...guitar better...
of course yong han was like...fk lah GH again...
i beat him on the same song though...
then kevin and yong han went to cinema to buy the tickets...
then two small kids came over and their mom left them next to the xbox...
i finished then i gave them the controller and they switched to ironman...
T-T
they stole my xbox 360!!! @%*#
lol...
then yong han and kevin came bak with the tickets and the kids left...
then yong han tried ironman...
then played the devil may cry 4 demo...
was fun...
then wandered arnd...
went bak to arcade...
this time yong han treated...
played the same stuff...randomness...
saw an air hockey table with no goals and one side missing...o.O
then ate at food court b4 movie...
movie was quite funny lah...
finished...
went to yong han's house...
played halo of course...got owned...
juggernaut...owned...
haiz...
then...we played PGR4...
finally a type of game i'm good at!
played an oval track first...
i used a lamborghini...with my detestment of rear wheel drive cars...
yong han let kevin use the fastest car...ferrari FXX or smth like that...
still speed isn't everything!
i beat kevin...
then yong han played and i beat him...
lolz i nvr even plae that game b4...
beat him...ahahaha...
then switched to a more technical track...
i still beat him...
boooyah!
lolz...
but then i tried to look for skyline...
you noe...the all-powerful super-pro skyline?
dun hv...
dun even hv nissan cars in this second-rate lame cheap game...
so i settled for an evo...
evo vs lamborghini...
not good odds...
okay fine HORRIBLE odds...
i lost.
and then i realised i was late for getting home so had to zao...
but then of course before i go i had to do a little somthin somthin...
yong han wanted to learn some new footwork??
lol...
got some pics...up load next post... ^

oh yeah...and wei chong is a dumbass....
me, him and his gf were playing then he suddenly dc...
wc ask me tell gf his internet spoil wat she say...
she say i luv u...
wc say gf won't say tat one...
gf say why wc dun believe...
wc say "wadever i wan go sleep"
wtf???
....idiot.....
now he break with her...
and the weird thing is now i tink she likes ME....
or maybe she's using me to get bak at wc...make him jealous...
i dno...
but wadever it is i dun play games to get gf...
whether it's real or online....
so i dun tink i'll get a gf...
wadever yur opinion><
woops it's late shall post pics 2moro
nite...

Payce out,
BBoy Jay-Z-D